It's Not You I Want

Zahra's Cry

"intan, I go first yeah"

"yes" mbak"

hearing Zila enter the hospital making Zahra so worried, Zahra closed the clinic faster, Zahra grabbed her small bag, took the car keys from the drawer and came out in a hurry, her goal was one hospital.

Zahra stopped by to buy some fruit that zila could eat as a hand.

Until the zahra in front of the zila room, Zahra entered with a fruit basket in her hand, her body froze Seeing the thing that made her eyes heat up, what deserved Zahra to feel it, jealous!! , jealous of Daffa hugging the zila so warmly, Zahra turned her back to leave, but the zila voice stopped her steps

"take Zahra"

call zila

Zahra quickly wiped her tears and turned back around, but before her __Zahra had put the sweetest smile on her face.

while in his place Zila tried to wake Daffa, but yes his name is Daffa wherever he sleeps, the hardest waking business, as now __Zahra has been standing next to the zila, he said, while she was still embracing zila, zila smiled kik yuk at Zahra

"Daffa woke up there mbak Zahra" zila pinched Daffa's hand using his left hand attached to the infusion there, as a result zila's blood so up the hose infusion

"Zil don't move, infusion you bleed"

hearing Zahra's voice, Daffa finally woke up, not because of Zahra, but because Zahra mentioned blood, the infusion of bloody zila, Daffa Worried and quick to get off the zila bed, justifying his wife's infusion.

"how did his hand__sick"

zila shook her head, and refocused on Zahra who was already sitting next to her, while Daffa was not aware of Zahra's presence there

"you didn't say you wanted to come here"

Ok now Daffa realized not only the two of them in the zila room there was someone else there, and ok__ once again Daffa was surprised, it turned out Zahra who came to see his wife.

"yes, I'm worried about Zil, until I forget about you, how is it better now?"

"Alhamdulillah mbak"

"Zil, you go home first yes, you want to clean the body" Daffa put his suit back on, Daffa rubbed the head of the zila, kissed the forehead of the zila.

Did Daffa forget there was Zahra there or did he deliberately want to prove to Zila that he was trying to forget Zahra.

what Daffa does not care about Zahra's feelings, Seeing the man he loves watching other women, even though the other woman was his own wife, Zahra was jealous, angry, he wanted to be in the zila position, he said, receiving attention from Daffa , Zahra wanted to roar at his loyalty now, but all that he was hiding while still showing the sweetest smile on his face.

"Daf, bring me my Qur'an yah, which is on the table"

"yes, there's more"

"that's aja"

"kalo so go first yah"

"Zahra, I stay well"

"iya daf". hearing Daffa say his name warmed his heart, that call which he always longed for, the last time Daffa called him as a doctor at the clinic, he said, and even in his house, Daffa did not touch his presence.

Zahra knew she was wrong to love Daffa which now belonged to Zila, forgetting the figure of Daffa who had filled her heart for years, if it could be forgotten.

Zahra even looked at the back of Daffa who was walking away from the hospital room, Zila was aware of Zahra who was watching her husband __but zila was able to understand that, instead, Zila feels more guilty for separating two people who love each other.

"why can Zil faint" asked gentle zahra"

"fatigue mbak" Zila tries to wake up from her sleep, Zahra helps the troubled zila change her position.

"you, make mbak Kawat aja tau, deserve mbak wait in ga Dateng clinic"

"sorry yes mbak, zila forgot ngabarin "

"you're supposed to rest at home and not work anymore"

"but mbak, zila bosen if at home only"

" Yes you may know, but now you're not Zil, there's a baby in your belly "Zahra's hand rubbed the zila's belly

"there's a little one in your stomach"

zila stared at Zahra's manic, the woman in front of him was very sincere, what Zahra thought if zila did not know his relationship with Daffa, why Zahra was very sincere, Zahra was very sincere, Even the zila did not see the lie in the shady bead of Zahra.

If like this continues , the guilt of zila is getting bigger on the woman in front of him this, tidka wrong daffa so love him __ unlike himself , If compared to Zahra , _ , zila judged herself to be nothing.

All the male criteria are in Zahra, beautiful, kind, sincere, smart, everything

"Mom"

"yes why Zil, someone is sick" zila shook her head

"Bak ko very good anyway" Zahra frowned

"why mbak can be this good, zila so not good "

"you already think like your own brother Zil, mbak also have a brother your rich age, mbak rarely met , see you become ngingetin mbak same him, mbak also have a brother, his attitude is also like yours, his son is very closed, and mbak also has no reason to be bad to you Zil"

"zila's "take" could no longer stand her tears falling, the guilt with the woman in front of her was so great.

Zahra hugged the body of the zila who arrived crying, Zahra tried to calm the zila, without knowing the cause of the zila cry

"You're why Zil"

"the draw is too good, zila can't"

"You're so funny Zil" Zahra chuckled that Zila was too fat in her opinion.

.....

At __Daffa's house just came out of the bathroom, Dafa dried his hair using a zila's hairdryer, sitting on the edge of the bed in the zila's room.

Daffa grabbed her wedding Poto on the zila table, Daffa rubbed the beautiful face of zila on the small Poto frame, in the Poto that his wife smiled sweetly , canine teeth that do not grow in place make a zila smile look sweeter, plain shaded eyes, pale white skin, Why did Daffa just realize his now __kalo wife is very beautiful, she said, Wherever he had been all this time, wasting a beautiful and good wife like a zila.

Daffa had been blinded by his love for Zahra, the trash hurting feelings as sincere as zila.

Daffa put one pair of change clothes for zila, yes only one, tomorrow zila is allowed to go home if the situation is stable, Daffa also put the Qur'an with a brown cover belonging to zila into the bag

Daffa hurried to change his clothes, Daffa wanted to immediately meet the zila, Daffa wanted to go back to sleep in the arms of the zila, Daffa did not calm down to leave the old zila, although Zahra will definitely take good care of the zila in the hospital.