It's Not You I Want

Never go away

aksa's age is now almost a year, the tiny baby was even good at calling his mother, now Zila put Aksa in his bed, in his peck cheek that began to look contained it, he said, zila returned to the room after putting her child to sleep

from behind Zila hugged Daffa who was still busy with her laptop, I don't know what work the man is doing now.

"why not sleep"

"this is another patient report"

"tomorrow, it's night"

"this is a little bit finished ko"

zila breathed a rough breath, forcing Daffa to try to melt the chunks of stone.

"zila lay on the bed, covered her whole body and left her head alone"

"if you're still working outside for a long time, I want to sleep, can't sleep if the lights are still on"

Daffa knew his wife was upset, he relented to turn off his laptop as well as the main light, remaining a dim light from a sleeping lamp on the nightstand

Daffa joined in the blanket, tightly hugging the wife's body

"furious yes" whispered Daffa in the ear of zila, the act of Daffa was able to make the feathers of zila bristling

Daffa also continued to rub the zila belly in the abstract, occasionally smearing the white shoulder of the zila

"julii__ daf"

zila clasped Daffa's hand which was already playing inside her shirt

"i miss you Zil"

daffa's voice sounded heavy on hearing, zila knew what Daffa wanted, she nodded her head in agreement with Daffa's request,

zila sat cross-legged in Daffa who was already smiling with a smile of her own

"whatoo"

"campoo"

"pray first"

they similarly raised both hands, extended the prayer before going through a long night, simultaneously they recited the prayer

"“Allahumma janibnasyaithana wa janibnisyathanamarazaqna.” It means: “In the name of Allah, O Allah, keep us away from the distractions of Satan and keep the devil away from the sustenance (baby) that You will bestow on us,” (HR Bukhari). This prayer is also known as the intention of relating husband and wife in Islam.

maybe tonight will be a long night for them.

...

they woke up at exactly 4am, they took a bath and prepared to perform the worship, today Daffa is praying at home, not to the mosque as usual, Daffa wants to be an imam for his wife

After the recitation, they continued to read the prayer.

Daffa put his head on the lap of zila after they worshiped, zila rubbed the hair of Daffa who had become his favorite.

"I'm still rich daf dream, can be imamin Sama you, can sleep beside you, can eat one table with you, you who used to only be able to look at me from afar, now so close to me"

"we do not know the fate of Zil, everything has been set, I also never imagined it turns out__my super duper class sister who will be a mother for my child later "

"gold"

Daffa was shocked to hear the call again, he hurried to get up and embraced his wife's body

"what do you call me? ,mas?"

"yes to Daffa,"

Daffa was too happy about it, finally he could hear the call again, a call he had once hated in his life, but now it was so longing

"thank you Zil, thank you for sorry, thank you for Nerima mas, thank you for everything "

zila nodded, her hands outstretched against Daffa's back, and she could feel Daffa's tears drenching her face

"Mas, I want us to be able to live together to heaven "

"mas, I love you because of God "

"iyaa Zil, mas also, dear to you because of Allah "

Daffa stretched out his arms, looked in his wife's face, slowly approached her face, their eyes closed, until the crying of the baby from the next room awakened the two

zila and Daffa laughed and rushed towards the next room.

There are things that we may very well want, but that is not what God has always been, if indeed what we get is not what we expect, believe that all this has become the best destiny of the almighty.

regarding the soul mate, siyapa who knows, siyapa who will be the destiny for us, endeavoring and praying is the best way to ask for the best partner.

if indeed both of us have done, but what we get is not what we say in prayer, believe with the decree of God.