It's Not You I Want

Zila

..."Don't take my world, God"...

"Daffa zila why" asked the worried Farah who had just arrived at the hospital.

Daffa greeted her in-laws in turn, with a downcast face __Daffa explained everything without being missed, Farah was so shocked to hear what happened to her daughter her tears had spilled already, she said, Ali who sat beside him hugged his wife's body tightly

"zilaaaa" call Farah

"calm Bun, zila is not papa, zila is a strong boy' Ali is just trying to calm down, he is also so worried about the princess.

"zilaa" Daffa rubbed his face in frustration, not knowing how much longer he had to wait for good news from the doctor who handled his wife in there.

seeing the struggle of the wife reminded Daffa back, about all the bad treatment he had done to the zila, all the pain he had given to the woman.

the door of the operating room opened and several medics pushed out a small crib, followed by an adult bed behind it, Daffa immediately ran towards the zila which was rigidly stretched over it__ but the medical authorities forbade him to approach the zila .

"I WANT TO SEE MY WIFE, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GUYS"

clashing Daffa managed to resuscitate two pairs of Bayah beaks and came closer to Daffa, the mother immediately held Daffa's wrist to calm her son who had been ignited emotions because he was not allowed to approach his own wife

"sorry doc, your wife is critical we must immediately take her to the room to get treatment"

daffa's tears had been shed, his heart was like being hit by millions of painful stones, his loving wife was in a critical condition,

"mamah zilaaa, mahh" cried Daffa in his mother's arms.

there was nothing they could do but wait and wait, not only was the zila in a critical condition but the newly born tiny baby also had to get her intensive care.

Daffa looked at the baby box from a distance, his tears kept flowing seeing the people he loved had to lie weakly in the hospital room.

The goddess who had been sitting noticed Daffa approaching, rubbed the child's back, giving a little peace there.

"mah Daffa was afraid, Daffa was afraid that Zila would leave"

"quietly want to believe in the destiny of God, believe in all its provisions, we have tried, endeavored, now you go home to clean your body, you pray the best prayer for them, you pray for them, you believe in the power of prayer" Daffa nodded, turning to embrace the Goddess, shedding all his tears in the Goddess' arms.

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Daffa walked with long strides in his face the floor where the zila sat holding back the pain, the blood already dried on the cold floor.

Daffa returned with a container of water and a cloth, in which he cleaned up the bloodstains left behind before cleaning himself.

the dining table also did not escape the attention of Daffa, on the table was neatly arranged food that has been laborious zila to welcome her in-laws.

daffa's memory goes back to the moment where he once asked zila to go far from his life .

"DON'T YOU HAVE POWER LO, THIS IS GW'S HOUSE, I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BRING ALL MY FRIENDS HERE UNTIL ANY HOUR I WANT TO"

"LO HAS NO RIGHTS AT ALL IN GW'S HOUSE, ONCE AGAIN LO WAS IMPERTINENT, LIFT YOUR FEET FROM GW'S HOUSE"

"GW SICK OF LO, GW EXPECTS LO TO GO AWAY FROM GW'S LIFE, GO LO, GW HATES WITH SOK LUGU LO'S LOOKS"

all the sentences he had once thrown at Zila kept spinning in his head, sentences that really hurt the woman's feelings . Daffa again cried remembering all his bad treatment of zila.

"sorry I'm Zil, sorry"

"i'm an evil husband, a jerk, a useless one" Daffa roared as loudly as possible, lamenting his wife who was lying weakly in a hospital bed.

Daffa regretted all the words that once asked Zila to go away from her life.