It's Not You I Want

It's Not You I Want
Hugs



Zidan closed his eyes for a moment, the old man neutralized his anger, he did not want to be provoked by emotions If he continued to try to argue with Kiya.


"go where the hell"


Kiya did not respond, actually Kiya was not sleepy Just being lazy to argue with Zidan.


"hayy, sleep ya"


not getting a response, Zidan tightened his embrace.


"yet pregnant you changed huh Ki"


"changed what"


"be angry"


"getting pregnant maybe, you change too, pay more attention to me, yeah-even though I know it's all because of this pregnancy"


"emm, whatever you want to consider how, it's up to you to judge the sincerity of how rich I am, of course I don't want to happen anything with you and our future children"


ringing the phone again reads, the name of alesha listed on the screen of the man's phone, zidan prefers to turn off his phone and re-hugging the wife.


"sorry I sha, later I go there, Now I want to be with kiya first" inner Zidan, before putting back his phone on the nightstand


"who, why not pick up, but it's important"


"not important"


"please, you're not the same as me"


"that stupid question again, if I don't love, I'll let you be__"


Zidan did not continue his words


"so what zii, why not continue "


Kiya understood where the direction of the speech was, zidan reminded her again of the dark past, the past that she wanted to bury in 'but the man actually brought it up again.


"so what ziii"


"CAN BE SILENT, DON'T KEEP PROVOKING MY EMOTIONS KII"


Kiya flipped her body, submerged her face in the chest of the zidan field, a feeling of guilt now filled the man's heart, actually zidan also did not want to discuss it anymore, but the sentence just came out, just like that, zidan put his chin on the head of the wife, occasionally he put a kiss on the top of Kiya's head, zidan also rubbed the woman's back, zidan could feel the vibration from Kiya's embrace, Zidan could feel the, the woman was crying in her arms


"i love you Kii, dear, I'm just disappointed with you, the disappointment that finally makes you continue to hurt like this, I'm sorry Kii, sorry" inner zidan.


"yes I love you, dear Banget "in the end it's all I can express as a tranquilizer for Kiya.


"difficult, don't cry anymore ah, my shirt is wet Kii"


"don't cry anymore, don't walk "


there are no words from Kiya


"I want to walk"


Kiya shook her head, and again tightened her embrace


"why do you want to walk"


"i want to gini first, in the evening you go again, I can only roll, two days I miss you zi, I miss the smell of your body "


"yes, it's up to you"


..


Kiya fell asleep in Zidan's warm embrace, Zidan's cell phone did not stop ringing, it was always the same, the name of alesha on the flat screen.


Zidan clucked in annoyance, slowly he let go of Kiya's embrace, fearing Kiya being distracted from his sleep, zidan used a bolster pillow instead to hug Kiya


The man got off the bed, closed the door of the room so that the sound of his chatter could not be heard coming inside


"why do you keep calling "


"sorry mas, I just need your help, no one can be in the mintain please "


Zidan massaged his forehead which was getting dizzy from being stuck between the same two women who were in need of him


"sorry I got carried away, what do you want me to do"


"i'll take it later"


"thank you, my mom"


"emm, how are you"


"Good thanks, same doctor may come home tomorrow"


"yes I went straight there, I closed the assalamualaikum first "


"waalaikumsallam, thank you mas"


Zidan no longer answered, he turned off his call, while the man sat in the living room massaging his temple, actually the weight of leaving the wife, but again there is a responsibility that he must also do.


Zidan returned to the room, he stared at the calm face of Kiya who was asleep, at the removal of her fine hair that covered the face of the wife.


"sorry Ki, I have to go again, I promise I will take you on the road" one kiss zidan gave in Kiya's forehead.


not yet had he stepped his hand was in check, the woman was aware of the presence of her husband


"you're up"


"emm, where are you going zi, he said will leave tonight, it's only 2 noon zii"


"so my friend called me over right now"


Kiya took off her handrails, her face bowed lethargic, just when they met, zidan had to leave again for the same reason.


"be careful" said Kiya, zidan knew his wife did not want him to leave, but anyway zidan should be able to divide his time.


"i go first don't eat late, assalamualaikum "


"waalaikumsallam "


Kiya wiped her tears, too sick to let her husband go to see another woman, which wife is able to accept the fact that she is not the only one in the husband's life.


wanting to give up, Kiya just wants to see where Zidan can cover his lies.


...


Cook alone, eat Kiya himself a few days, it's been one week her husband never spend the night at home, the, it has been one week also Kiya must withstand the tightness of the fact her husband who spent time with her affair.


Zidan would come home early in the morning and go back to work, but the man never came home, he kept giving the same excuse.


Kiya heard the sound of a car entering the parking lot of her house, Kiya rushed out to make sure it was her Zidan.


"Zidan" Kiya sprang into her husband's arms, finally after two weeks Zidan could go home again.


"you're not coming home anymore"


"emm, my job is done I can sleep at home again"


Kiya looked up in Zidan's arms, as well as Zidan who looked down at his wife's face that never escaped a smile.


Zidan briefly kissed Kiya's ranum lips, and returned his embrace.


"you're hungry, or you're gonna take a shower first"


"shower, this is so hot"


"yes, ayoo"


"you're so glad I'm home"


"yes, two weeks you never go home, I'm so happy to welcome you rich gini"


"that's it, when it's only been two weeks, how I was the one you used to live for months, without news"


"zidaaan" in her arms again with her husband's body tightly, Zidan's body scent is opium to her.


"you want to hug the gini or let me go up and keep bathing, it's very sultry this"


Kiya chuckled briefly, letting go of his embrace, forgetting to cuss the hands of zidan for being too happy.


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