It's Not You I Want

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"the stage goes with Auntie Zila, son, I'm tired of taking a break"

"yes dad"

"Zil tipped zizah ya"

"iyaa bang, if that's what we're going to do, brother rest aja"

"yeah"

"assalamualaikum

"waalaikumsallam "

Zila, Daffa Aska and Zizah will go to the amusement park today, because it is a weekend, while zidan prefers to stay at home rather than at the age, on the grounds of wanting to rest, he said, actually Zidan also wants to go to a place that he often visited first with his wife.

Zidan left after making sure his sister left home.

with casual clothes zidan drive his car, until you arrive at a park that is crowded with visitors

zidan sat in a garden chair that was right under a lush tree, the cool atmosphere was able to make zidan feel calm, Zidan sat watching the small family in front of him, the warm family that became his dream first, Zidan said, zidan used to dream so much about spending his vacation time with his son and wife like that, Zaskia who prepared breakfast, waiting for herself and their child to play, a small hope that until now could not be realized the man

"Let's see them, if our family can be rich that's also ki, if someday we can spend time like that too, I put my head on your lap, I'm sure, keep us the same sharing the story while waiting for zizah to finish playing, can we rich them Ki"

"you remember not the Ki, we used to often go to this park, if again playing to Jakarta, you really like to sit in this chair, because it is right under the tree, if you want to go to Jakarta, you said cool, yes" zidan likes a smile to remember the beautiful moment with Zaskia.

"if you go where the hell, I have to go to find you Ki, I miss, you are not the same as our son, Azizah, every day he asked the whereabouts of his mother, he said, every day too I had to promise her that I would bring her mother home "

"are you really gone for good Ki, is there no chance for me to apologize, was that day indeed our last meeting, sorry Ki, sorry, sorry, I love you so much, I love you so much, I never had any intention of hurting you"

"it turns out the dream was real, I lost you in my life Ki"

""o Allah, if the wife of a good servant is well out there, give the servant the opportunity to rectify his guilt, even if he is gone, I beg you Lord, show me where the servant can come to see him" zidan said softly, he lowered his head to hold tightness in the chest.

..

elsewhere Aziza and Aska were playing the game rides cheerfully, their laughter clearly heard in the ears of Zila and daffa, the daffa embracing the zila waist standing beside him.

"they've grown up, I don't think"

"iyaa, it's time to have Ade again it's the Aska"

zila turned to look at her husband, who was also looking at her, then they laughed what was funny

"What the hell mas"

"eyeah, what are you, ko arrived laughing"

"mas face, funny"

"your face is beautiful"

"indeed" the two again chuckled softly

"mas, kesian Abang right, until now have not been able to find Mbak Kiya, until not to take care of that Lo, the time Abang spent just for nyari mbak Kiya, who went somewhere, who went out of nowhere, yes thank goodness mbak kiya is still alive in other places, if for example not, I can not imagine how sad Abang after knowing it, mbak Kiya with terminal cancer, but also Kiya, the recovery is only 10 % of 100 %, the mother father so follow a little also see the condition of the brother who has been 5 years auk aukan rich so, mother often asked Abang to marry again, the mother often asked for marriage again, maybe a little ngobatin longing Abang to mbak Kiya or a little can Abang lupain mbak Kiya, instead of them evil ask Abang overflow someone who has accompanied since High School, but given the condition of mbak Kiya... is there still a possibility that Kiya is still alive, kesian is also the same as my ponakan mas, Azizah needs parental affection, he is still a child, Brother so disturbed his work because he has to take care of zizah as well

Zila let out a long sigh after expressing her heart, while daffa.. Just keep listening

"i remember how you left" Daffa's gaze turned sad

"mass"

"mass" Zila was moved to hear the words of her husband, their relationship was getting harmonious, but not infrequently there was also a quarrel in the household, as in general.

"you I'm a daf"

Dafa frowned, that question again, the question that zila always asked him

"if I wasn't, baby, I wouldn't be next to you right now Zil"

"i love you, very dear"

"me too"

"papaaah" Aska's cry made the two men aware, now where they are

"i-iya baby why son"

"Aska zha Mau play it" Aska showed another game

"yes ayoo come down to it" Aska took her sister's hand, they ran to another game

"they're funny yeah, baby "

"iyaa, very excited "

...

Zidan who had just sat back down after buying a bottle of mineral water, stared inside someone who was standing not far away from him.

"Ki, is that you? " saidan hesitates, he walks with a doubt towards the woman behind him, inexplicably Zidan feels that she is his wife.

"Zaskiaa" women who use a black abaya with pasmina covered the chest, indeed at first glance looks similar to Zaskia

the woman turned around, staring at the dazed zidan who was standing right behind her

"m-sorry, I guess you're Zaskia, my wife"

"iya ga papa" the woman replied politely, with a feeling of disappointment mixed with embarrassment, zidan sat back in his place.

"so crazy was I Ki looking for you, until whoever I saw, I thought it was you" the corner of zidan's lips lifted

...

"don't run, kid, slow down"

"quick Aska and Zha are thirsty"

"yes Auntie fast, Zha wants to buy a drink"

"yes, son of ya"

because of the fatigue of playing the two little children up to the hawusan, they ordered a flavored drink not far from the rides, they looked for a seat to enjoy the drink, it was impossible for them to drink while walking or standing, he said, it is not the right thing to eat and drink.

Aska whines for a hold on the daffa, so Daffa holds his son, while Azizah refuses to be held by the zila, either because of preoccupation or what, or not, zila and Daffa did not realize Azizah was no longer beside them.

"Azizahh" Azizah who was confused looking for her family, was kind after hearing, someone who sounded foreign called her name gently

the girl's eyes sparkled