It's Not You I Want

Dispart

..."The trust that you have destroyed will not be easy to return you can not"...

Kiya rushes back to the park, but he no longer finds Zidan there.

"no GK maybe Zidan could have missed me" Kiya headed to the parking lot, he hoped Zidan was still there, it turns out his guess is Zidan's car is still there,.Kiya was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief she thought Zidan was leaving her.

Not to mention his feet stepping closer, Kiya was surprised because Zidan's car slowly left the parking lot.

"ZIDAAAAAN" Kiya tries to catch up but the nil man even more forward his car.

"Ziii wait"

"zidaaaa"

"zidaaaaan" Kiya could no longer run after her husband's car, her head back throbbing pain, Kiya sat by the side of the road, trying to neutralize her unreasonable breathing.

"zidan, how could you zi" naera wiped her rough tears with the back of her hands, her lips trembling withstanding the tightness.

in reaching for a cell phone to contact Zidan but the man actually refused his call, many times Kiya contacted Zidan until a message came in from zidan stopped him

"i told you, five minutes you're not back, I'm home"

"However you zii" only then did he feel the warmth of Zidan, but the man again hurt his feelings for the umpteenth time.Crying by the roadside would not solve his problem, asking Zidan back to pick him up anyway, he said, tidka was of no use, Kiya limped towards the bus stop.

elsewhere, Zidan is worried about leaving his wife, Zidan hits the steering wheel and turns around, Zidan returns to the park to pick up Kiya, but the woman is no longer there, Zidan let out a long sigh, he raised his shoulders indifferently.

Zidan arrives earlier than Kiya, zidan thinks Kiya is already home turned out to be wrong.

"she should have been home, where else she was" Zidan grumbled in annoyance, he took a bottle of cold water as well as a glass. Zidan checks his phone but no calls from Kiya come in.

Not long Kiya also arrived, the woman looked tired, her eyes increasingly look shady, a split second of his gaze with Zidan met, Zidan could look into the despair of the woman, Zidan could see to the desperate an of the woman, Kiya did not say hello like before, Kiya passed Zidan just like that.

"where have you been"

What kind of crazy question is that, Zidan asks where?, is Zidan sick or lost his sanity, can he ask something that he himself knows what the answer is.

obviously he himself left but it was Kiya who was questioned.

"hiyaa"

"Zaskia"

he prefers to go into the room, ignoring Zidan's call, it hurts too much to be left like that.

....

Kiya fell asleep after the Dzuhur prayer, he hurried to get up to cook. Kiya just realized, it turns out she did not sleep alone there is Zidan next to her, the man slept behind her, Kiya rubbed Zidan's forehead before getting out of bed.

"I can be angry no zi"

"you don't love me the same"

"you really do have the heart of zi, I didn't think you were doing it, you left me zi"

"it's so hard this is"

Kiya who was about to go down stopped because Zidan blocked his wrist

Kiya looked back at Zidan, the man staring at her with an intimidating cold look

"i'm a darling, I'm disappointed in you too" the man said coldly.

"i don't know if that affection will last until when, but I remind you that my disappointment with you will continue to exist until then"

Kiya tearfully heard Zidan saying he put his head on the chest of the field of zidan, hugged the man tightly, so much to Zidan's disappointment in him.

Zidan closed his eyes, he was also short of seeing the woman he loved so much crying, but again Zidan was defeated by ego.

"why zi"

"because you let me down"

"i want my old Zidan, my zidan who can't even see me cry, Zidan who always gives me his shoulder when I'm not good enough"

"sorry I can't be rich anymore, that day I told you to just split up, but you don't want to, ok I want you, I want you, but we live this household as it is, no more Zidan willing to do anything for a woman who never even appreciated her as a husband"

"zidaaaaan sorry"

"it's too late Ki, I'm already very disappointed with you"

Zidan could feel the ringing from Kiya, Kiya also further tightened her embrace.

"if you want to give up ki, you can contest my divorce whenever you want"

"if you want to go, just go, I will not forbid you, you are free to go, start your life again, pursue your mind again as a researcher, without me I'm a possessive man as your husband"

Kiya closed zidan's mouth with her hands, she shook her head strongly, her eyes red with tears

"don't say rich is that zi, I can't live without you, maybe you can but I don't, let__let everything be rich gini, no papa zi, no papa, I'm sincere, I'm sincere, because it's all my fault, but I beg you never to ask me to go, jangaaan zi, I can't, I can't without you"

Zidan threw away his face unwillingly looking at the face of the woman so devastated before him.

...

"Zi let's eat" Kiya stood in front of the door of zidan's workroom, the man looked so serious while working

"zii, ayoo, the food will be cold, not good anymore"

Zidan clucked in annoyance, walking away leaving kiya who was still standing in front of the door of his room.

..

their household was running flat as usual nothing had changed from Zidan, the man remained indifferent to his wife.

They have also lived in Indonesia, started a new life but not with Zidan's heart, he still cannot forget his wife's mistakes.

they live in a small but elegant housing, zidan bought the house before they moved, zidan has also started teaching again at one of the campuses in Bandung.

While Kiya still remains an ordinary housewife, the day she spends serving her husband, Kiya is never allowed out of the house during Zidan's work.

Bored of course Kiya felt, every day he had to spend his time in silence, even though zidan was at home was no difference, the presence of Kiya was only considered a statue by zidan, but it was not, you can count how many times the man spoke at home.

The hope is now only one, waiting for the presence of a little angel in his life, maybe with the presence of the little angel, Zidan can be a little reconsider his presence.

At the end of this, Kiya Likes to pour out her heart in the diary, maybe because Kiya has no friends venting so everything she feels she wrote in the book.

Kiya also likes to read novels to fill her free time, she can also busy herself a little in addition to serving Zidan.

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