It's Not You I Want

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Zaskia had just finished filing a divorce lawsuit in court, her face could not be hidden how heavy the decision he took in his life, Zaskia did not really want it just the circumstances that forced her, Zaskia wanted to be free from zidan, not give up the harsh treatment of zidan all this time, Zaskia wanted to be free from zidan, Zaskia simply could not share her Husband with another woman, the corner of her eyes watering considering what she had just done.

"reinforce servant o Allah, add servant's heart if it is the best for servant and servant's husband" Zaskia looked up at the sky with teary eyes.

today Zaskia returned to Jakarta as well as Zidan, the man was seen daydreaming while driving his car, as well as a small child sitting moody beside him.

"dad, why don't you come home ?"

Zidan was silent, not wanting to answer Azizah's question for the umpteenth time

"yes, why don't you take mom home"

"ayaaah-"

"AZIZAH" azizah gasped in shock at the screams from her father, her sad eyes that were so similar to her mother look began to glaze over, feeling that Zidan had done something wrong to stop his car, he pulled over.

"i'm sorry dad, I don't mean yell at you"

starting to sound the sobbing of the azizah, the little boy covered his face with his hands, his shoulders up and down, Zidan rubbed a rough face of guilt on the child.

"Azizah wants mother, azizah wants ibuuu ayaaah"

"naak--"

"mauu ibuuu, mauuuu" the little cry got bigger, zidan Descended from his car, he also dropped his son from there, zidan carried the small body, calmed his son who he made crying earlier, he also took his son down from there, his hands rubbed the child's back

"later baby, I promise you I'll take you, I promise, but not today, trust me, son, I'll come home with us"

"ibuuu" Zizah's cry sounded so bitter.

seeing his son began to calm down zidan back to run his car, the journey was still quite far, zidan stopped by to eat.

"spent his meal son" azizah nodded with her hands busy putting the chicken pieces into her mouth. Zidan rubbed his son's head gently

...

today Azizah whines to come to campus after returning from her school, the child is reluctant to be left in daycare.As her father teaches azizah waiting in the lecturer room, she said, there the clever boy waited quietly while memorizing the Qur'an.

"Azizah "he looked up to see the figure of the woman who called him

"iyaa-" replied Azizah softly

"Azizah again did" the young-looking woman sat beside Azizah

"zizah again memorizes Auntie"

"how much juice is"

"10" answered azizah proudly

"mashallah, surely his father is proud" azizah nodded with a beautiful painted smile on her face

the woman named Nadia turned her eyes to hear the voice of the stomach from the azizah

"Azizah's hungry"

Azizah shook her head with a lowered face

"had eaten" azizah shook her head

"he said no laper, but had not eaten, azizah lied"

"Azizah Laper Aunt" Nadia smiled warmly rubbing the head of the little boy covered in hijab

'willing to eat with Aunt Nadia "the azizah silently considered the answer she would give, but a moment of azizah shook her head

"why did he say laper"

"dad must not ngizinin, eat the same stranger "Nadia re-excited her smile to hear the innocent answer from azizah.

"father will not be angry, Aunt is not a stranger, Aunt Nadia co-workers father, later his head is dizzy also Lo"

"let Aunty Nadia who was treated " azizah again nodded, she kissed the little Qur'an in her hand then put her in a bag.

"ayo Aunty, zizah is already a very laper "

"ayoo" Nadia stuck out her hand, and greeted the azizah by holding the woman's hand

"Bu Ratna, if the father of zidan nyariin his son, please tell me my son I take to the cafeteria ya buk"

"yes nad"

Nadia, 22-year-old young girl, Nadia has only worked for about 5 months at the campus, not as a lecturer let alone rector, Nadia Just an ordinary employee there.

...

"astaghfirullah "zidan beristigfar in his class, he just realized forgot to feed his children

"excuse me, you do the job "

Zidan hurried to meet his son in the lecturer's room, but he did not find the azizah there, not usually the azizah went like this

"sir, Azizah was brought Nadia to the cafeteria

"took Nadia to the cafeteria?"

"yeah"

Zidan frowned, hearing the child being taken away, the 33-year-old could not hide to his dismay.

Zidan rushed to meet his son who he said was with Nadia

"Azizah". call zidan with a firm voice, actually zidan does not like the azizah that goes without telling her, annoyance is clearly visible on her face, but seeing the child happily makes her anger melt.

"aa-dad" nervously azizah heard the call of the unfriendly zidan, the boy was terrified

"sorry sir, my azizah who ate together, his Azizah artistry should not be angry yes sir" the young girl was bowed with fingers adrift each other.

"i will not be angry ko, I just worry, next time if you want to go permission first with me, let me know where you are, not rich gini, I tell you "

"sorry dad, Aziza promised never to repeat"

"no papa, the father's son ate what, lapeer ya, sorry yes, I forgot to give lunch Make azizah "zidan sat equalize his height with the Son, sorry, I forgot to give you lunch, Nadia smiled at how Zidan treated her child

"Azizah ordered rice SOP, same as Nadia "

"So Nadia, my son's mother, it's not that rich manners"

"i asked sir, I asked Aziza to call me Kaka"

"yeah no papa, but the same others can not ya"

"iyaa father"

"yes, I'm going to go to class first"

..

since then Zaskia has been waiting in front of Zidan's house, waiting for their arrival, he believes today must have brought his son to campus but Zaskia still faithfully waiting for his return with a divorce letter that he had received this morning.

Long wait finally Zaskia saw the car owned by zidan approaching, the car stopped right in front of Zaskia sitting, zidan down by holding azizah who had fallen asleep.

arriving alone, Zidan gave his son's body to carry the woman who is still his wife

"toward first, I want to open the fence" said zidan casually

"come in, wait for me inside, the cipher is still the same, if you forget..the date we first met" Zaskia hesitated, re-entering the house she had left all those years, all his memories were clearly imprinted in the house, zidan did not go straight back into his car, he stared at Zaskia's back until it was not seen again

Zidan let out a long sigh, he understood the intent of Zaskia's arrival.

"until anytime I don't want to be separated from you"