It's Not You I Want

Memories 2

kiya's change by using the hijab is not just to make zidan happy, he is sincere from the bottom of his heart, he wants to change, he wants to change, she wanted to be a better woman at least she deserved to have a perfect zidan in her eyes.

from wearing a hijab to clothes that are more closed do not form curves, Zaskia feels comfortable with the clothes.

Zaskia had not lived in an orphanage since entering college, Zaskia chose her own path, but Zaskia still often came to visit her younger sister in the orphanage.

Arriving where Zaskia found the child of the landowner who had been in waqf to become an orphanage came demanding they pay compensation of 100 million or they left the place.

Zaskia wants to help but she herself does not have that much money, her salary is not enough, Amid the confusion of looking for money to pay off the demands, Suddenly her coworkers offer additional work. namely being a waitress in a nightclub, just being a waitress no more, Zaskia Just Sitting around accompanying the person who enjoyed her drink, finally Zaskia agreed for the sake of earning money quickly, Zaskia said, not infrequently indeed - Zaskia get disrespectful treatment from them, her waist is often embraced, touched, seduced, honestly Zaskia can not stand working there anymore, Zaskia promised after getting her first paycheck to stop and look for another job, but unfortunately that night was the worst night for her, Zidan came out of nowhere to find him doing a job that Zidan hated so much, Zidan was raised from a religious family, it's obviously something that some people think Zaskia does is common, but for Zidan it's not normal.

zidan's disappointment was so great for Zaskia, added to the misunderstanding that he considered Zaskia to do more at her job.

Zidan away from Zaskia made the woman suffer even more, plus the insults that he did not stop getting.

honestly Zidan was still so fond of the woman, he was also hurt to see her woman cry, but a huge disappointment to him also he could not ignore it.

to the point where Zidan never saw Zaskia on campus again, where she had gone, she was afraid she would make a mistake the second time, zidan searches for Zaskia to his house but the woman is not there, Zidan also searches for a place where Zaskia used to spend her time but the nil woman is also not there

finally zidan to the orphanage where Zaskia used to live, from afar Zidan saw the woman was talking to a foreign man on the doorstep of the orphanage, there was also the mother of the orphanage who was crying for the man who was burly.

Zidan frowned confused as to what exactly was, until now Zidan did not understand what was happening in the parlour.

until Zidan's emotions are ignited to see one of them push Zaskia's small body to the ground.

Zidan could not stand it anymore, he approached.

"Zidan" zidan helped Zaskia stand up.

"kalo Lo can't pay to lift your legs from here "

"please, give me time, I promise to pay off the money, don't push my sister's mother, I beg you " Zaskia rested under the feet of the haughty-looking woman with her hands folded in front of her chest.

"i don't care if you want to live where, on the street, in the mosque, it's up to you, who I want the money to pay off immediately "

"how much money "Zaskia looked up at Zidan, when their eyes met.

"the remaining 50 million, I want today the 50 million is already in my hands"

"where is your account number, I'm paying it off right now "

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"thank you zii, thanks for helping out, I'll pay it off soon"

"no need, I don't want to accept the money you get from selling yourself "

"i'm just an orphan girl who grew up in this place, I have a lot of younger sisters who have the same fate as me, they've been living as parents since childhood, they take refuge together in this little place, I can't see them losing a place where they can get love, I'll do anything for my family___"

"yes includes selling yourself"

"I'VE NEVER SOLD MYSELF TO ANYONE, I ONLY WORK AS A WAITER THERE" Zidan stared at the bead that began to glaze beside him

"i'm not a lucky kid like you, I've never had the affection of a parent like you, I've been used to living hard from small, hard, but I never once sold my pride for money, never ziiii"

"i was forced to work there to earn money, just to be a servant, I had to be able to pay them so that my mother and sister were not kicked out of her house, I did it all for them ziii"

"i am a woman of science, poor, I don't even know who my parents are, they never even want me to attend, maybe I am a child born without a father, he said, I'm an unwanted child, but I'm not as low as you think"

"I've never been comparable to you zii, I'm just a lowly girl in your eyes "

"sorry for expecting so much from you"

Zaskia wiped away her tears she rose

"i'll pay off my debt you calm down"

his steps came to a halt as Zidan's hands blocked his wrists, zidan flipped the still-vibrating woman's body, pulling Zaskia into his arms.

"why don't you ever tell me, I'll help you give them money, why do you keep everything to yourself, why"

"a-I can't, I-I keep depending on you, I've been troubling you a lot, I don't want you to be burdened with my presence in your life, having you by my side makes me feel perfect"

"pardon me, sorry to disappoint you zii, sorry" Zaskia tightened her arms, as did zidan.

"from now on don't ever cover anything from me, tell me all the problems you're in, I'll always be there for you, and never come back to that place again, promise me Ki"

"i-yes I promise, I will change, I will become a better woman again, I will never let you down again zi"

"don't cry anymore"

"excuse me zii, sorry "

"yeah"

...

their relationship goes back, Zidan can see the sincerity of Zaskia, he learned many things, zidan was increasingly convinced to marry Zaskia someday.