It's Not You I Want

divorcees

Rafa really really pay attention to the condition of Zaskia, already 2 times a year Zaskia performed surgery on his head, Alhamdulillah all went well, Zaskia's condition also improved every day, all the costs Rafa who bore, Alhamdulillah, in addition to trying to do routine treatment in the help of Rafa, Zaskia also always asked for healing prayers for him, he used to feel desperate with his illness, with his life, with his life, but now Zaskia feels there is still much she has to do if she recovers later.

Rafa faithfully accompanies himself to treatment, until finally Zaskia is declared cured of her illness, whether fate what awaits him until God gives him the opportunity, Zaskia could only pray and wish her the best.

Zaskia silently watched her son playing in her yard, Zaskia cried broke her son was already a 4-year-old beautiful girl who she so longed for, for one year, Zaskia regularly came to Zidan's house just to peek at her son from afar.

the flashback

"Azizah's mother's son"

"ibuuu" both cried in arms

"momu, where ever, Azizah same father kangen mother, kangen really mahu'

"sorry mom, sorry"

...

Azizah never stopped looking at the face of her mother who was sitting while holding her, Zaskia smiled to see her son who looked still not believe what he saw, azizah reached out her hand to touch the face of the mother.

"mother" said Azizah

"yes son, it's mom, baby"

Azizah again hugged Zaskia's body in disbelief, her face was sunk in the chest of the mother

"ibuuuu" said Azizah in disbelief

...

Zila and her family only realized that if they lost a family member, they had been looking to and fro, they had also contacted zidan, the man could not cover up his fear, he said, afraid that his son will go away like his wife

"where are you son, don't scare me"

"Abang sorryin zila, zila is negligent" zidan rubbed his sister's head with a worried face

"no papa, now help brother find Azizah "

"yes bang"

I don't know how many times they circled the playground, but did not also find the whereabouts of Azizah, the hit already showed at 2 pm, zidan rubbed his face of frustration, and he rubbed his face, he rushed back to his car intending to report the loss of the child, when his hand was already intending to open the car door, there came a small call to stop his steps

"DAD" cried Azizah,

"azi---" is not the existence of the child who surprised him, but the woman who holds the tiny hand of her son, Zaskia.

"theza... Zaskia, it's you Ki, I don't dream, it's really you" Zidan muttered to himself, while Zaskia quickly lowered her head, reluctant to look at the face of the man she also missed

Azizah pulled the narik of her mother's arm to walk closer to the zidan, but azizah fluttered on the spot, as well as the zidan, the man still convinced himself that he was not wrong

"ayoo's mother"

"sadly, for now we can't stay together just yet, son, but I promise you we'll keep seeing my son" Zaskia tried to explain to her son

"but mother, zizah wants mother"

"iyaa dear mother will continue with Azizah, but not now, baby, now zizah enter the car first, I want to talk to my father ya son"

with a bent face, Azizah was forced to let go of her mother's hand, approaching the completely immobile zidan from her place

"Zi-zidan, I-I want to say something, aa..." Zidan just believed the woman was really his wife, the woman who spoke with her face bowed with fingers adrift each other below

Zidan eroded the distance with Zaskia, he tried to hug his wife, but the woman actually retreated, as if refusing to the presence of zidan, zidan again wanted to hug, but again Zaskia retreated to give distance.

"i came to take care of our divorce"

deg, divorce

Zidan frowned in disbelief at Zaskia's words

"i will give you freedom, you can look at me now" Zaskia said confidently with a face that continued to avoid Zidan's gaze

"yeah"

"Without explaining anything"

"ii-iyaa "

"the basic cheek of egoiss "zidan clenched his hands on both sides, not accepting with Zaskia's request

"anytime I won't divorce you"

"you selfish zidan, you can't put two names in your heart, you can't, and you don't have to choose because I'm going to back down "

"even now that nickname has changed"

"whatever you say, I just want us to get divorced"

"i've told you that I will never divorce you".

"Alright, I'll file a divorce suit "

"on what basis, you who leave without news, you who disappeared five years "..

"Because my husband has shared his love with other women" Zaskia ventured to raise her face, her gaze clashing with Zidan, who was already glazed in front of her, the man had even cried in silence with his face still flat

"not that I'm selfish, but you're zidan, you should have told me from the beginning that I've disappeared from your heart, no need to be like this, you're playing behind me, you're playing behind me, I thought I'd be able to but in fact I was wrong, I even had to give birth to Azizah just because I saw you prefer to take her than me, seeing you walk side by side with her"

"i can't Zidan"

"you accuse me of cheating on her, with Alesha without wanting to know the truth "

"i'm with her nothing to do with her, she's not my nobody, she--"

"kiya's broom "call for zila made the two turn away

Zaskia smiled looking at her sister-in-law, zila walked quickly, at the hug of the woman who disappeared five years, happy tears could no longer be weathered, so happy about Zaskia's return in their lives

"Bak Kiya go anywhere"

"sorry mom, I'm worried for you "Zaskia rubbed her sobbing sister-in-law's back..

"not knowing how frustrated we are, let alone Abang zidan looking for mbak, Abang zidan every day relentlessly looking for the whereabouts of Mbak" Zaskia raised her face to look at the zidan standing in front of them, zidan did not take his eyes off Zaskia

"sorry mom, I don't think you can survive, Mom thought that day was the end of your life, but God willed another, you can still survive until now"

zila loosened her arms, in Zaskia's gaze from toe to head

"zila is not a dream, is it Kiya"

zila nodded

"it was Azam" Zaskia turned to look at the daffa who was carrying her son, the daffa moved to stand beside the wife

"iya Ki, this is our son Azam"

"masyaallah son of Aunty, add a handsome only"

"zizah mana"

"Azizah's in the car, I'm asking zizah to come in because I want to talk to your brother"

zila ber oh ria, he understood, now his brother-in-law needs time alone with his brother

"yes, baby, we go home first, they need time to let go of longing, take zizah also all of you, I also want to ngabarin mother's father they must be happy" take zila to Daffa

"Yes already mbak, zila does not want to disturb the moment you two, zila go first, Later we let go of longing even longer" Zaskia nodded, he l

look at the back of Zila and her family passed from there, now she and Zidan are left together, with awkwardness