It's Not You I Want

Zila's heart is pounding

"Zil wants which one son"

"whatever Bun is"

"loh ko whatever, you want to eat dear , not to eat how to"

"Zila wants Bun fried squid"

"that's it or want something else"

"that was Bun"

Already almost 1 month__zila lives in Bandung, honestly zila misses Daffa__although Daffa was never there for her, but zila really misses the man, What may be pregnant, I don't know zila either , zila definitely wanted to eat fried squid just like the last time Daffa bought it for her.

Her appetite decreased, indeed for one month, zila never again quarreled or just angry because of Daffa's attitude, but zila felt something was missing from her.

Farah who had just finished ordering the menu sat down beside the zila while waiting for their order.

"Don't daydream, ain't good"

"iyaa Bun, zila ga dreamy"

"think what the hell son"

"Bun"

"Hem, why"

"Ga's a Bun"

"honey, not in the pendam alone, let's tell the same mother, Mother the same father knows if you have a problem, mother indeed never asked anything with you son, mother, because you know you can solve your own household problems, but if you always avoid Daffa how the problems will be solved"

"Daffa calls you often"

Zila nodded

"Keep why you never adopted baby "

"Zila doubts Bun"

"mother does not know how big the problem that occurs between you, you never tell mother, mother also will not be nanya, but son, son, the problem will not be solved if you always avoid rich gini"

"Now being honest with you, you miss Daffa"

"Yes Bun, zila kangen mas Daffa "

"Feeling you can't be lied to dear, Go home son, finish your problem with Daffa , mother and father will not interfere as long as you can solve it yourself"

"Let there be no regrets later, or your marriage ends in divorce, no child, it is wrathful by God "

"You two talk, you're sure you can, you're all grown up, you know what you have to do for your household"

"And you will always support your decision"

Zila said nothing, zila watched her mother's words, and their chatter stopped because Farah's order was ready

Finished paying for the order, they returned home, in fact Farah still wanted to enter the market, but zila had already complained of exhaustion.

.....

"Assalamualaikum Han"

"Waalaikumsallam Zil__Lo when to turn back anyway, really at home in Bandung, wonder gw

"Why__Lo kangen ya ama gw"

"Idihhh, GeEr Lo"

"honestly Han, don't be shy about it"

"By a little bit of a lot"

Zila chuckles

"Why, Lo's work nendang ya"

"Hemm, the temporary worker who replaced Lo's position was fired by Raka"

"loh, why Han" was surprised when Hana said Raka fired her employees, after zila, Raka would not fire someone if the mistake he did was ordinary , surely the employee had made a big mistake until Raka fired him "

"Ga tau also Zil, arrived to hear if Ica fired by doang"

"Surely Lo must be the one to settle everything yes"

"Yes, so quickly__Lo go home" Hana's voice made to say

"Yes, I'm going home"

"Seriously Lo"

"Hemm yes"

"But I was just kidding Lo Zil, work problems, I even like Lo rest, Lo is now 5 months pregnant right"

"iyaa, next Monday is in 5 months"

"Over long ago Lo ya in Bandung"

"Nearly 1 month's wait"

"Ga's afraid of Lo"

"Fear what"

"yes no matter how you say it"

"Well right Zil, Lo ninggalin him for 1 month alone in Jakarta, Lo sakep men really dream, siyapa who do not like to try"

"iisss, don't say that ahh, you make me creep"

"Well why so goosebumps should his Lo Worry Zil, goosebumps, guts test times ah"

"Tersoah gw lah"

"But really Han, if the guy in living alone can play another girl"

"Depending" Hana laughed out loud over there

"Lo ko even laughed"

"now I can imagine how panicked Lo Now, I joke times, yes a Daffa Saputri would like to wish my best friend"

"Awas aja Lo , if I have returned , wait for retaliation gw, Lo make me creeps tau"

"Merinding" Again hana laughs at the words of his Friend

"Rahang Lo ga is sick Han, laughing continues'

"Lumayan, elo is really funny"

"Well, I hung up the phone and I'm going to sleep "

"ok, I'm sorry, I'm kidding"

"Hem"

"Assynogaic"

"navaloupe"

Zila felt like he wanted to kick his best friend to the planet Mars, because his words__zila so hard to sleep, Hana's words on the phone just kept spinning in his head

It is not impossible for Daffa to wish him, their relationship can be said to be abnormal.

added zila left for 1 month, where know what Daffa did during the departure of zila.

Zila really wanted to isolate Hana right now.

"It's true that it's not a problem either, but from the beginning I realized my position in her heart" muttered zila alone

"i'm not gonna make you hang out with me"

"i'll go home, let our business quickly find a bright spot, even if we end up with a separation, you will always be the most beautiful memory in my life mas"

"my first love __Daffa Saputra"

zila poured all her complaints in her diary, zila needs someone to listen to her complaints, but zila will not reveal her problems even with her own parents.

"Honey to miss papah"

"We go home tomorrow yes, mamah also miss papah"

"Kangen snapped papah"

Zila smiled to herself talking to her future son

.....

Dreet

dreeet

dreeet

mobile phone on the nightstand makes the zila wake up from his nap when only zila fell asleep after performing the zhuhur prayer.

Zila saw the name Daffa on her phone screen, yes zila kept the Daffa number, because Daffa who first called her and zila kept her with the long name Daffa, as the name of her contact.

zila just looked at her phone that kept ringing until her call disconnected itself

Zila took a rough breath and put the phone back in its original place, but just wanted to go back to sleep, the phone rang again.

Call from Daffa again, zila rubbed the green button on her phone screen.

"Assalamualaikum" Daffa's voice sounded softly in zila's ears

"waalaikumsallam" replied the short zila, if there is someone else sitting next to him maybe the person can feel the pounding heart zila crazy

"You're how you are"

"Thank God I am good"

"thank God"

A momentarily silent, both of them were silent

"You've eaten"

"yes it is "

"That's why I hung up the phone first"

"yes, assalamualaikum"

"waalaikumsallam" replied zila