It's Not You I Want

Zidan's favorite caramel coffee

Zidan and Kiya had just arrived in Korea, tired of their feelings, Zidan did not help Kiya carry her luggage at all, Zidan just scratched his own suitcase he had absolutely no intention or just offered help.

With the rest of his energy, Kiya pulled the large suitcase itself, from the other hand he did not let idle, he said, kiya was carrying one large bag filled by the one Zidan bought while in Indonesia.

"Zidan you want to eat"

The man ignored Kiya's question, and the man who had been sleeping on his back turned to Kiya

"Zidan wants me to cook something"

"KALO WANT TO COOK YES COOK, DO NOT DO MUCH, UNDERSTAND I AM NOT TIRED"

the woman could only swallow her saliva hearing Zidan's scream, Kiya returned to the kitchen to make something.

Kiya did not even change her clothes, she immediately cooked her husband's favorite food, even though his waist like to get out of place.

No complaints came out of the woman's beautiful mouth, she continued to cook with love, hoping that her cooking could be accepted by her husband.

Finished already cooking, kiya sat leaning on the dining chair, her nape felt stiff, I don't know maybe because it was too sleepy Kiya to fall asleep there.

Zidan, who was neat in his cocoa clothes, came out to the kitchen, he saw Kiya sleeping at the dinner table, in his face in the face of the wife he married one year ago.

in the past Zidan loved kiya so much, Zidan hoped to continue with Kiya, but because one event made Zidan's trust disappear as well as his love for Kiya

"You shouldn't do it, yes, you should do what I say, if you follow our relationship will definitely be good, this hatred will never appear" Zidan scooped up oxygen violently, so dizzy to think about the state of his household that was so strange.

Zidan stared at the dishes that Kiya had painstakingly cooked, Zidan took the plate and spoon, Zidan admitted his wife's cooking is very good not inferior to his mother's cooking

All that kiya cook is Zidan's favorite food, there is chicken sambal onion also tempe Orek.

Perhaps due to the sound of a spoon from Zidan, keeping Kiya awake from her uncomfortable sleep, Kiya neutralizes her gaze the first thing she sees Zidan , her husband who is enjoying his cooking. Kiya confirmed his sitting position, he looked at Zidan with a sad look.

"Wake there, look at your body I can't help but get rich" Zidan's voice broke Kiya's daydream, he reached out to her from the reflection of the closet mirror.

"What a delicious way"

"B only"

Sick, of course, Kiya could only bite her lower lip holding tightness in the heart, so much so Zidan told her that, zidan's struggle makes it all just to get Zidan's attention, but Zidan does not take it for granted

"You need to add rice" Kiya offered again, but it was the intimidating cold gaze she got from Zidan

Kiya prefers to stay away from there rather than stay with Zidan who clearly does not want his presence.

In room , Kiya sat in front of her dressing table staring into her face, emanating clearly the sadness of kiya's beautiful bead, there was only regret that always haunted her, she said, if only he had heard what Zidan said, if he had not disputed what Zidan commanded, everything would not have been this complicated, kiya lost the figure of the man who loved him so much, Kiya lost Zidan, he said, a man who loved him very much.

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Finished cleaning up, Kiya returned to the kitchen, his intention wanted to eat with Zidan but in fact the man had finished eating only left behind dirty dishes and leftovers belonging to Zidan.

Kiya did not eat right away he made Zidan's favorite coffee, Carmel's coffee that Zidan always drank every night while working on the unfinished. Kiya brought the coffee to Zidan's study.the man looked very authoritative with glasses perched on his nose.kiya put his homemade coffee on Zidan's desk

"YOU CAN THINK NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU SAY, DON'T PUT IT HERE, PUT IT THERE, DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THE LANGUAGE I USE, HAHHHH"

Kiya was surprised when his homemade coffee floated because Zidan with his emotions threw the coffee until it broke

"z__zidan, Why is the coffee thrown, I can move it to the place you asked, you should not throw rich gini"

"Get out of my room"

"but zi___"

"KELUUARRR" Kiya closed his eyes for a moment, he did not come out he actually picked up the broken glass that Zidan threw earlier.

due to lack of heart the heart made his fingers exposed to glass fragments, the,

"aww, sick" Zidan was actually worried but he was defeated by ego , Zidan did not help Kiya at all, even though the wound that Kiya got was quite large, but the wound that Kiya got was quite large, Kiya continued to clean up the broken glass even though her hands continued to bleed.

Before fully exiting Zidan's room, Kiya paused for a moment right beside the man, then spoke

"As much as you hate me Zi?, is there no more sorry for me"

Zidan silenced and continued to busy himself with a laptop that lit, Kiya finally Out of the room, Kiya squeezed his chest increasingly crowded because of the actions of her husband, Kiya, matian we hold back that his tears do not come out in front of Zidan, but unfortunately the tears come out too, too tight it feels to get rough treatment from the man he loves so much.

kiya loses her appetite, she cleans up Zidan's former meal and returns to her room, Kiya prefers to sit on the balcony of the room enjoying such a beautiful night sky

Kiya wiped her sassy tears down without being ordered, there was no sobbing there.

hearing the sound of the door closing makes Kiya lift her head, Zidan, the man just returned to the room, Zidan closed the curtains of his room when he saw there was Kiya sitting on the balcony.

Kiya could only singly smile at Zidan's heart-wrenching treatment.

Kiya also enters after, she enters into the same blanket as Zidan, they sleep on their backs.

Maybe now Zidan can sleep well but not with Kiya, his eyes reluctantly closed.

his family's problems continue to revolve in his head, whether until when he is able to survive with Zidan, when he succeeds in seizing Zidan back, when he can return to feel Zidan's affection.

Kiya misses her old Zidan so much, now Kiya can only pray and try, the end result she leaves everything to the almighty.