It's Not You I Want
Memories of one
"Lo where and"
"at home why"
"come here to A"
"hah crazy Lo why do I invite to a rich place that is my ogah"
"Oh my God and, I don't ask Lo ngedugem ko, I want to see something the same Lo"
"what the heck my males, if my parents know I'm to a rich place that can mampu me"
"it's up to you, but I want you, Lo ga here now, Lo nyesel for life "
azam's threat sounded so serious in Zidan's ears, with a heavy heart and very forced to grab his car keys as well as a jacket hanging behind the door, with a feeling of misgivings zidan towards a place that he never stepped on the floor at all, hearing his name alone has made zidan dizzy.
the young man repeatedly said Istighfar to ask forgiveness to the almighty, for the first time he set foot in this vile place.
from the outside the place looks quiet but after zidan entered the smell of liquor smelled all over the room, female men dancing in an unconscious state under the influence of alcoholic beverages, the ladies are dressed sexy open top bottom.
Zidan was still down the place looking for the whereabouts of Azam, his head began to get dizzy the smell of the place really could not bear he kissed.
"Lo where is ZAM" the man began to get annoyed to feel Azam playing him
"from where Lo is now, Lo just keep going in the corner "zidan follow what Azam said, and the thing he saw really hurt his feelings.The sound of azam no longer he ignored, he ignored, both of his hands were clenched, perhaps the flat object in his grasp was already broken.
"ZASKIA" zidan's shout managed to make Kiya drop the haram bottle she was holding, her eyes bully in disbelief with the zidan who was already standing with a nyang stare in front of her, the man who was 20 years older than Zaskia still faithfully embraced the woman's slender waist.
"zi-zidan" Zaskia violently let go of the man's hand
"zi-dan"
"gue disappointed with Lo"
Zidan could no longer afford to linger in that place, zidan left with a great disappointment for the woman he had been guarding all this time, it turns out that the news of the bird is not a mere nonsense, in fact the woman he loves really sells himself to get money, that's what is on Zidan's mind Now.
Zidaaaaan wait for me to cry out" The beak of Bayah pulled Zaskia's waist back to sit down
"let go of mea" Zaskia tried to release the hand of the man who was embracing her waist
"where are you going, baby, Hem" the man in the suit smiled
the man's hands were blown away, something helped Zaskia remove the dirty hands from her waist
"Azam"
"Lo go now and never come back to this place again, I know Lo forced, but I also know zidan is so loving Lo, I beg you not to break his trust also love for Lo"
"ta-but zam"
"GOIII I SAID "
With super sexy clothes open up under Zaskia having trouble chasing the man, Zidan just got in his car
"ZIDAAAAAN WAIT FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND ZIII"
"ZIDAAAAAN "Zidan as if Deaf he drove his car without wanting to hear an explanation that might only sound unreasonable again in his ears, everything was clearly visible in Zidan's eyes, he said, Zaskia - - the woman he loved so much became a servant to the old man, crushed already the feeling of zidan, the man saw from the glass of his car Zaskia who ran after him, his emotions peaked zidan drove his car, Zaskia said, while women who have sat down on the highway can only cry over their stupidity.
feeling started to drift away and no longer seeing Zaskia,.Zidan pulled over his car, hit by the steering wheel repeatedly, the men were crying, crying,
"zaskiaaaa, what Lo lakanin Kii, if Lo needs money you can ask me, what's that hard huh, to have to sell your body with another man"
even though the woman has promised to change her appearance, Zaskia promised to learn to wear hijab, as well as more covered clothes, Zaskia even used hijab to campus in the last 2 months, in fact, it's all a lie.
Zaskia uses it just to make Zidan happy to see her appearance.
Inside the car parked on the side of the road, Zidan shouted as fast as he could, venting a burning anger.
"It turns out all this time everything was in vain" murmured zidan
"ZASKIAAAAA, I'M DISAPPOINTED WITH LOO, I'M DISAPPOINTED AAA"
....
It's been a week since Zaskia, the woman always looking for a way to explain everything to Zidan, but the man did not give any chance, Zidan even reluctant to face each other with her.
The warm gaze she never gave to Zaskia again, Zaskia lost a figure who loved her so much.
"ZIDAAAAAN WAIT to hear my explanation first" unexpectedly the man finally stopped, he still turned his back to Zaskia who stood bored
"Zidan it's not like you think zii"
IT'S NOT LIKE I THOUGHT YOU SOLD YOURSELF FOR MONEY, YES "
Zidan's shout succeeded in making people who initially did not care now turn to look at the two of them.
"Ziii" said Zaskia
"what the hell, Lo would say what, Lo would say if Lo lontee yaaa"
deg
spilled the tears of the woman, teganya zidan call it the cheap woman without wanting to hear the explanation.
"zii"
"Lo hypocritical, Lo cheap, Lo is just a comfort woman, everything I say to Lo, you can never change Lo for the better, everything is in vain"
Zaskia could only silently look down embarrassed, the curse of Zidan managed to make her silence as well as embarrassed, all eyes looked at him, whispers began to sound in the ears.
"Why-why do you chase me, back there the same striped-nose man that Lo stole last night"
"Not enough money that he loves, Hem - not enough, Lo want me to add how much" zidan threw money in front of a woman who could not speak anymore, his legs began to shake, he said, his footing began to weaken, tears continued to flow.
"Niyhh take all her, Lo ga have to serve me, I do not want to use the former someone else"
Zidan just went off, Zaskia and the one who looked down on him, Zaskia fell down after a woman nudged her shoulders.
"cheap basics"
"night butterfly"
"*****"
"iiyh, sell yourself there om om" the woman was wide-eyed
"it's poor, don't know at a profit, eh complete package as well as it turns out" they all walked past Zaskia with painful whispers.
the woman could only close her ears, her eyes closed, holding back the tightness in her heart.
Her pride was shattered already, Zaskia felt like she was the most despicable woman now.
