It's Not You I Want

Pregnant

the flashback

"Zil Lo why__ face Lo very swearing"

"gua gaau Han, from the cave keren yesterday, continue to appetite cave also hiling" zila tidied her stuff on the table, zila apply aromatherapy wind oil on the neck, zila, at the end of this zila continues to feel dizzy her appetite also decreased drastically, her small body is getting smaller now.

Hana frowned, Hana held her chin staring intensely at her best friend

"don't you get pregnant with Zil?"

zila was shocked by Hana's words, zila did not think far to get there all this time, she only thought nausea, dizziness, just because of fatigue alone, zila did not think about anything else besides that.

zila bit her lower lip, I don't know what feeling zila was feeling right now, everything was mixed.

"pregnant?"

"yes, you've come the moon yet"

"emm, grotto ga mandatin Han, cave is not the type of person who calculates the future of the cave moon"

"that's why you buy a pregnancy test first, do not take drugs first, fear you are pregnant danger"

"emm" the two walked hand in hand down the hallway of the office where they worked, zila walked over blankly recalling the events of one month ago, where Daffa went into his room and treated himself like a cheap woman, the claustrophobic returned to his senses in light of the painful incident, even after Daffa stepped on his pride__ until now zila never again and did not want to try again to win the heart of the man, zila resigned to his household, and he was not willing to try again, zila resigned if Daffa at any time divorced her, but if zila really pregnant, what her child will be like, what she should grow up without complete parental affection.

Zila still thinks maybe she is just sick, they do it only once, it was even for a while, it is impossible that she immediately became pregnant, even so zila still ascertained the truth, he said, and here is the zila now in the bathroom with her hands clenched behind her, holding a small long white-shaped object, where previously zila had hit it with her urine, zila took a deep breath and she let go slowly.

two lines that mean she is pregnant, can not be denied the sense of happiness now zila feel, there is a little angel who is growing in the belly of her queen, she said, there is a baby that will be present in the middle of her household condition that can be shipwrecked at any time.

zila stroked her flat stomach, a smile visible from the corner of her lips.

"Son, you're in my son, even if you want to leave later, it's not a problem that we live together, Hem"

Without the excuse of her tears falling, she should wait for Daffa at the door like any other wife, bringing the pregnancy test results in her hands as a surprise for her husband, but alas__ it is not in his household Dictionary with Daffa.

uweek

uweek

all the food that he ate was out, his body was squeezed, sitting on the cold floor of the bathroom, it was a natural zila lately, it was difficult to eat, even if he ate all of it out again.

.....

Today Zila went to the clinic that Hana recommended, she said the clinic belonged to the best graduate doctor on her campus.

after taking the queue number, zila was called into the room, his gaze down the pregnant woman's special room, zila sat on the chair that had been provided, and he was, zila threw out her eyes after finding out who the doctor was sitting in front of her,

"Sir, Khaira fazila" said the doctor looking for something on his paper, but Zila nodded

"how much pregnancy"

"first doc"

"yes doc"

"later I will prescribe the drug yes __let the nausea decrease, now his mother sleep first let me check"

zila complied and moved to the bed

"Kalo can not do heavy work first yes mbak, the content is still young, also weak, it's good mbak a lotin rest aja first"

"iya doc" zila stared fixedly at her obstetrician, the doctor who until now still filled the niche of her husband's heart, the doctor that she could never replace her position, Zahra Aulia, the woman who managed to make her husband close her heart tightly to herself.

"this is the prescription drug, mbak can be redeemed in front"

"yes thanks doc, if that's what I'll excuse you first thank you"

finished buying the medicine, zila riding her motorcycle, on the road __zila kept thinking about the doctor who examined her earlier, zila did not expect to meet again with Zahra, their relationship was not familiar, you can see what Zahra thinks of her, __zila's style can guess Zahra does not know if she has made Daffa not marry her.

zila continued to beristighfar on the road, just now he was almost wretched, because he kept thinking about Zahra, and until he was in his fruit shop subscription, zila was very eager to eat mangoes, and he was very happy to eat mangoes, actually from last night he cravings mango fruit, but he can only buy it Now, it is impossible he went out the night looking for mango , what else asked Daffa to buy that there he would have raged Daffa for daring to rule him.

While parking her motorbike, Zila met Daffa who had just exited her car, zila just stared at Daffa for a while, her gaze and Daffa met, zila walked ahead first, Zila walked ahead, daffa is behind. They were like strangers living in one house, zila to the kitchen while Daffa went into his room without any chatter.

Zila put the mango he bought into the refrigerator, actually already can not bear to eat the mango but zila has not prayed Dzuhur.

finished with his affairs, zila went back down to the kitchen in casual clothes, her hair she clasped up some of her hair saplings out of her clasps

zila peeled 2 mangoes at a time, now a bowl full of mango is presented in front of him.

Zila ate the pieces for the sake of cutting her mango fruit, now zila does not need to worry about her son ngeces because his desire has been fulfilled.

zila returned to her room, late in this her body easily tired, probably due to the effects of being pregnant.

just as he closed his eyes wanting to sleep, Zila was shocked by the sound of the door whistling her room__yes, it was Daffa who did not know what he wanted, zila immediately changed her position to stand up

"a__what are you in my room" Zila was a little afraid, the last time Daffa went into her room even made her pregnant, zila was afraid of Daffa doing it again.

Daffa did not criticize zila speech, he closed the door to the room zila rough, zila until shocked made.

"a__what's up, say"

"this is my home, I deserve to go anywhere"

"but you never set foot in this room right, after I occupy it"

Daffa gawked not believing what was right in front of him this zila his wife, a zila woman who usually only went if faced with him , but today zila instead began to dare to argue with her

"You need to get stale again, since you're not pregnant yet, let's do it one more time"

"do it one more time?"

"yes, make a baby"