It's Not You I Want
It's hard to understand
"Why haven't you slept, Hem"
"my back hurts daf"
"where am I incandescent"
"i'm having a hard time turning his body"
"yeah, you've sat down so I can flirt"
"i'm sleepy and want to sleep"
"continue what I have to do to reduce your pain dear"
Zila grabbed Daffa's perfectly circular hand on her waist, she placed Daffa's palm on her stomach
"Smoke my stomach daf, rich son you like when the papa ngegusap his mother's stomach"
Daffa smiled sweetly, in his swab the zila stomach twisted in all directions
"Iyaang"
"em"
"this is the wish of his son or his mother"
"two of them are like"
"it could be my beautiful wife"
"now how I'm still pretty, my body filled, my cheeks puffed up"
"Darling as wide as you are, as simple as you are, you are still the prettiest wife to me, your heart is sincerely dear, I am lucky to have you, my wife"
"It's the sweetness of my husband, so I can't believe I'm married to the head of OSIS and the student president who has a lot of these fans"
"including you" asked Daffa nosyly
"yes including me"
"alaw if I see you hug mbak Zahra again, I really go daf, I prefer to go than have to see you give attention to other women"
Daffa hugged the body of the zila tightly
"Daffa"
"yes why baby"
"if I've been born I can still not hug you rich gini, every night, every time I want to sleep, every time I need you"
Daffa lowered his face to look at his wife's face
"loh ko nanyanya is rich that's dear"
"emm, just want a mastiin"
whether the question arose spontaneously in the zila's head, there may still be doubt for Daffa, fearing that all Daffa's attention would change after the zila gave birth
"sad you still doubt me"
quiet, zila just tightened her embrace
"Dear"
"i'm just afraid daf, afraid that the husband in my arms is changing again, I'm afraid to lose your attention daf, I'm already dissolved in your affection, it's natural that I question it"
"honey how many more times I've told you, if I love you, I love you, I'm afraid of losing you, I'm sorry about all my rude behavior, baby, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I promise I'll give you the best, even if I'm not the perfect husband, you believe me"
zila nodded in Daffa's arms, zila swiped her face across the chest of the Daffa field
"i love you daf"
"i love you my wife too"
"my underclassman, who was just begging for mercy, but once a smile, the sweetness was incredible"
"you're watching me at High School"
"emm, if I'm honest you're not mad"
"honest of all "
"no _"
"you're very honest, you've got a stale point to what, O God of Daffa"
Jesus Daffa is wrong again, Please teach anyone Daffa to understand the wishes of women
"engg_ _ is not so dear, it was , I was just trying to keep a distance from the opposite sex dear, I did not want to pay too much attention to girls afraid I to asikan to forget the nature of love, love, don't be mad dong"
"males me, off me"
"No, I'm not gonna let go until you're sorry for me"
zila bit Daffa's arm until Daffa complained of pain and reflexively let go of his embrace
"aggh Ya Allah is sick Banget" clearly visible bite marks there, Daffa sat wagging his hand
zila felt guilty because Daffa was now in pain
zila got up and sat down in front of Daffa
"sorry" zila grabbed Daffa's arm, rubbing her bite marks there
the guilt grew increasingly see the bite marks clearly visible on the arms of the Husband, occasionally zila blew in between his strokes
"it hurts so much daf"
Daffa was silent, Daffa this time wanted to tease his wife
"According to you" asked Daffa coldly
"sorry, you I told you that you were going to let go, but you're still going to hug"
"loh ko so you're the one who nagged, my hands hurt because of you, now I'm the one who was angry"
"you're angry I daf" said zila with eyes that began to glaze over at Daffa
Daffa felt guilty now, his intention was just to tease the zila, but it had a huge impact on the feeling of zila
"sad I didn't mean, I just"
zila brushed off the hand of Daffa who wanted to touch her face
" Zila went back to sleep and covered her face with a blanket
"sorry, I was just gonna joke with you"
Daffa lowered the blanket from the face of the zila, Daffa could now see the woman crying under her blanket, her face remained flat her eyes were closed only her tears were flowing from the end of her eyes
Daffa gently wiped the tears that fell down his wife's cheeks
really zila did not lie even though Daffa did not yell but his heart ached hearing Daffa's words just now, zila was just afraid Daffa changed that
"Honey don't cry anymore dong" zila's tears continued to flow but her facial expression was still the same flat
"Daffa" called the zila in a quivering voice
"why dear, I'm sorry, I'm not max for you crying"
zila opened her eyes trying to sit back down, Daffa saw that it helped the zila to sit down
Zila embraced Daffa, very tightly, the embrace signified her fear of losing Daffa
Daffa rubbed the sobbing back of Zila in his arms
"I'm sorry" Daffa said sincerely
"Daffa I'm thirsty" whispered the zila who was still in Daffa's arms
Daffa unraveled his embrace, erased his trail of tears on Zila's face, Daffa dyed alternately his zila eyelids as well as his puffed cheeks and ended up on his lips
"Wait here for a minute well, let me take it"
zila nodded
not long after Daffa came with a glass of water in his hand, Daffa sat down on the side of the bed beside the zila, helping the zila finish the drink.
Finish __Daffa put the glass on the nightstand
" Now sleep well" zila nodded and positioned her body back to sleep, Daffa joined her side after turning off the main room lights, remaining a small lamp above the nightstand next to Daffa, Daffa pulled out a blanket to cover the bodies of the two of them, his hands stretched out rubbing the wife's stomach, no more chatter after her, zila tried to dissolve in her sleep, she said, Daffa continued to rub his stomach until he made sure the zila had fallen asleep.
Daffa rubbed the head of the zila, tidying up the hair that covered the beautiful face of his wife, Daffa gave a brief peek at the zila
"sadly I will continue to take care of you, sorry for all the pain I have inflicted on your heart, I promise we will continue together, sailing our ships until we reach the last port"
"I love you because God is my wife"
