It's Not You I Want
Azizah Alnaira's
Just where Zidan prefers to take Alesha to the hospital at the same time Zaskia also feels pain that torments her stomach, It was too painful to see her own husband prefer to take another woman compared to her, it turned out that it was bad for her womb, Zaskia bleeding when heading home.
he was taken to a different hospital than alesha was, because the condition was getting weaker and the severe bleeding he was experiencing, Zaskia was forced to agree to do surgery, he said, even though the age of the womb has just reached the age of 7 months
Zaskia struggles alone to give birth to her child, while her husband accompanies another woman who is also giving birth
Even when Zidan fell asleep waiting for Alesha, he was sure that Zaskia would return home safely as usual, but in fact he did not, his wife was risking her life for the sake of their child.
in a hurry zidan opened the incoming voice message, there were 3 voice messages from Zaskia
"assalamualaikum zii, it's me, Zaskia, you don't forget me, hehe joked zii, I called you ko not in zii lift maybe you again nemenin him ya, yeah no papa, you just beat me up, baby, I've known about you two for a long time, I guess my heart is strong enough to accept the fact that my beloved husband shares his love for another woman "
"no Kii, I have nothing to do with nyaa"
"in fact, as sick as this is yes zii, as sick as this is until our child is affected, I am forced to give birth to our child at the age of seven months zii, she is very small, I feel guilty because of me, I feel guilty because of her, our child must be born in such circumstances,
Zidan gaped into disbelief at what he had just heard, his wife had given birth
"zii, I love you very much zii, very dear, sorry ya zii, sorry I for making you disappointed, I'm not angry ko, ko, honestly I sincerely if you prefer with her than me, I willing, I also do not have much time left to stay by your side or our children, I want to be honest with you zii, I'm sick-, I won't be able to be with you to take care of our son, educate him to be a Sholeh woman, my life may be soon, I may not be, I was too afraid to be honest with you zii, afraid that you would leave me after knowing my condition, I tried to stay by your side until our son was born, I guess I'll be with you guys for at least another year or two, but fate says otherwise, this morning might be our last meeting zii"
"don't joke you Zaskia "monologist zidan is still listening to voice messages from Zaskia
"**I entrust our son yes zii, educate him to be a son who Sholeh, so that later become our helper in the hereafter, say to your wife yes zii, love my son, love my son, just as rich he loves his son, Never hit him, I never miss my son in the treasury, if our wrong son enough advice him gently " zidan could hear Zaskia crying there,
"no zii, she's not my wife, you're my wife" the corner of the man's eyes watered, he felt his nightmare was getting real
"zii, come to the clinic of the mother's light, meet our son, his name is the same as we have prepared first, zizah, Since our son is alone in Sina, I will no longer interfere with your life zii, I share your desire to leave your life, sorry zii, sorry, sorry, there will be no more stupid women who always disturb your life, there will be no more me who always ignite your emotions, my sickly smile in your eyes will never see again zii, zii, I go and live your life, live happily with her yes zii, I leave our child once again, I actually want to bring zizah with me, but I'm self-conscious, I'm a weak woman, dying, dying, one day, I won't be able to take care of him, and I'm giving up on my fate, I'm giving up on my destiny, I want to see him happy even if he's not with me"
"one more zii, until in sorry I went to the mother of the same father as well yes, sorry because I have not been able to be a good daughter-in-law for them, also convey my gratitude to them, also convey my gratitude to them, because I've given me the opportunity to be able to feel the wife of their child, I love them, I've never felt the affection of parents other than your parents and the mother of the parlour "
"thank you for everything, yes zii, you will still be the only man in my life, I love you, my husband**" zidan Dropped his cell phone, I love you, he ran into the car with watery eyes.
at high speed Zidan heads to the clinic in Zaskia, hoping he can meet his wife and son.
Quickly Zidan asks the whereabouts of his son and wife but the harsh reality he receives, Zaskia leaves, leaving their daughter just as he said
"no, no way, Zaskia won't go, Zaskia won't go "zidan ran out of the hospital again, scoured all the places there, called, searched for Zaskia
"ZASKIAAAA, ZASKIA, I BEG YOU TO RETURN TO KII, KEKUTIIIII"
"ZASKIAAAA I'm sorry, sorry, come back Kii, I can't without you Kii, I beg you to come back, we seek treatment, I'll take you to medicine, you'll recover Kii, you'll recover Kii, we can definitely raise Azizah both, I beg you to return "that man rested on a lonely road, in the end the nightmare came true, Zaskia left, left them, left them, Zaskia was sick and bore him alone, now only regret can be done, the eyes that have been creek signify the fragility of the man.
"Zaskiaaa, please come back, I love you Kii, I love you, you must be healed, we are medicated" the gentleman sounded bitter.
"ZASKIAAAAAA"
...
exactly one month the daughter was treated in the hospital, today Zidan was allowed to bring his son home, the man seemed to lose his spirit, everything felt a dream for him, he said, Zaskia really left her.
There were only his parents and his sister, zidan carrying his tiny baby, his tears fell back to see his daughter's face.
"sorry dad, son, because mom's dad left us, sorry dad's stupidity son, I promise you'll find your mom wherever she goes, we'll be together again, I promise you" Farah rubbed her son's back.
"we go home son" asked Farah to get a nod from zidan.
