It's Not You I Want

Returnees

..."I'm just a wound to you, my presence will only torment you, but your own flesh will kill me"...

Zila, who was frightened by Daffa's anger, ventured out to meet the man, not yet had her hand reach the doorknob, Daffa had opened it first

"Tw___"

zila's speech stopped, Daffa did not give an opportunity for him, Daffa clutched the zila as soon as he entered his room.

"Don't go anymore" Lirih Daffa was right in zila's ear

"don't leave me again"

"sorry "

"sorry"

"Defa"

Daffa further tightened his embrace, as if afraid that the woman in his arms was leaving.

zila could even feel the clothes on her shoulders wet from Daffa's tears.

"i won't go" that's all I can say, zila can feel Daffa's sincerity in every word , zila's hand lifted back in Daffa's embrace, Zila also rubbed the man's back, Daffa who knew his embrace was avenged, further tightened his embrace

"Daff, I'm having trouble breathing"

zila did not lie, Daffa hugged too tightly, not to mention Daffa pressed his stomach, Daffa might forget that the woman was carrying her child.

slowly Daffa loosened his embrace, in the face of the face of the wife who had long missed.

"I'm sorry Zil, I'm a bad man, hit me Zil, hit me, but don't leave me"

Zila held Daffa's right hand that had been slapping her own face.

"Don't hurt yourself"

"I'm sorry Zil__I deserve the law, but I beg you not to go again"

"I'm also wrong, I should have never agreed to this match, and we would never be in this situation"

Daffa shook his head, holding Zila's right hand

"don't say that, from my false beginnings, I rejected the destiny that God set for me, I hurt your feelings Zil, I was always being rude to you, I was always being rude to you, I always show unpleasant faces"

"We are destined to be together, I am the only one who never accepts it, I am selfish__evil" said Daffa

"Stop" Zila hugged Daffa's waist, drowning her face in the chest of the Daffa field.

"don't beat yourself up like this, we're just as wrong"

"do you want to take me back"

"if I don't want to, why I'm back in Jakarta"

Zila said for a moment after raising her face to look at Daffa and drowned her face again

"thank you Zil, thank you for giving me another chance"

"I don't dream that this is real, do you really want to accept me as your wife"

"I'm not a perfect human being, I can't promise anything to our family, but I will try to make you and our children happy"

"i'll fix my mistake"

"We're just the same repairing our household together"

Zila nodded, though,

"i want to age and end up in heaven with you"

Answer zila ease.

"Thank you for being patient all this time, thank you for forgiving my crimes

zila tears came down again, not as usual, these tears marked the happiness he felt, the happiness that still felt a dream for him, Daffa wanted to improve their household, Daffa,

Daffa wiped the tears of zila with mother day.

"Don't cry"

the flashback

"Daf, how come you're back?"

"belom"

"masaa the hell "

"emm, why do you have this bini gw" asked Daffa with a sharp look

"Lax daf time"

"Him bin had escaped to have a husband of 11, 12, the same angel of death" Slowly but still heard by Daffa

"what a Lo" by the way"

"Gw just saw Lo's bini in the supermarket"

"Lo said what was dam"

"gw see Khaira in the supermarket, same in-laws you like"

"seriously Lo , don't joke dam"

"it's up to you to believe or not to believe" Adam replied indifferently

no longer willing to argue, Daffa left as quickly as possible to leave Adam

"Daffa is going where Lo" cried Adam but was not encouraged by Daffa

Daffa drove his car as quickly as possible, his goal was one, the apartment, to make sure Adam told him if Adam lied, of course the man will get Daffa tantrums tomorrow.

seeing the house that had been dark now light, Daffa was sure the zila had returned home, with big steps daffa passed each step of the stairs, to be right in front of the zila room

I don't know how he felt seeing the wife he missed standing in front of him.

without saying a word Daffa immediately hugged the zila body tightly.

.....

"why" asked Daffa who had just come down after finishing the bath, his hair was still half wet, T-shirt with training pants, was enough to make the zila glued to Daffa's good looks

"Zil"

"a__ah.yes, Why"

"you're doing it again"

"i'm hungry to cook, but I don't think there's any groceries"

"yes, I never shop while you're away, so there's no groceries, want to eat out"

"I'd like to eat at home"

"wait here let me go out to buy food" Daffa scrambled the tops of zila heads

"You sure don't want to come"

"yes I'm here"

Daffa smiled briefly and went back up, zila held her chest that was beating unbecoming, Daffa's attitude could make her feelings palpitating.zila was not used to Daffa's sweet demeanor. zila was happy, Daffa's demeanor was, her husband changed but there was fear too, fearing that Daffa would change again

"I go first, you heart assalamualaikum"

"Korasoallam"

Zila was still standing at the door, zila still could not believe what had just happened, Daffa stuck his hand out at the zila.

Waiting for her husband to come home, zila cleaned the house that somehow last time Daffa cleaned during her time in Bandung, a lot of dust stuck in the tv cabinet, Daffa apartment did not have many things, Daffa apartment did not have many things, there was only one cupboard where they kept the tv, a small white closet full of Daffa's books.

one medium-sized urn located next to the gray sofa, From the beginning, Daffa brought the zila into his house, the shape and arrangement of the Daffa house has been like that and until now there has been no change at all, Daffa does not like his house to look small because of the large number of items, which he thinks are not important, he said, this makes it very easy for the zila to clean the house.

"Assynogaic"

Chequelek

Daffa covered the door of the house.

"Zila you're doing it again"

"waalaikumsallam, this is me again cleaning the tv cabinet, already very dusty"

"Go on, let me call tomorrow people to clean the closet and also make the house cleaner"

"Go on, let me just, I can still make furniture, just make furniture clean, I just don't want to share the reward with others"

Daffa just can't bear to see the zila clean their own house let alone in a state of pregnancy, but this is also the zila's decision, Daffa can only nod.

"Yes, you washed your hands there, let me prepare the food"

Zila nodded and left first.

"You like it"

"yes"

"Eating a lot, surely the baby is also happy if his mother eats a lot"

"Yes, you also eat, the baby is also happy if the papa eat a lot"

Daffa chuckles

"The baby knows if the papa is eating a little or a lot"

"You know, I'm the one who told you"

"Zil"

"Yes__ why" Zila carried her head, looking at Daffa

"I still can't believe you're in front of me"

zila only smiled, not knowing what to answer, she herself did not believe the situation now.