It's Not You I Want

I love you

the situation of Daffa is getting better, already one week zila continues to be faithful to care for him, Adam came every day to check the condition of Daffa, Daffa refused hard to be taken to the hospital, and finally Zila who relented, and finally Zila who gave up, the house is also back clean, zila hired some people to clean their house, the refrigerator is back in full contents, while Zidan returned to Bandung, in fact Zidan refused and will continue with zila, Zidan said, but after being picked up by his parents, Zidan finally wanted to come home

"What a taste dear"

" emm, cook vegetables, you don't eat vegetables every day"

"whatever you cook I'll eat without any sense of bosen" Daffa hugged the zila from behind, his hands stroking the surface of the zila's belly.

"yes you've sat there first let me easily cook it, if you're rich gini the longer you finish it"

Instead of staying away from Daffa instead turn off the zila stove, zila to throw her eyes __not believe what Daffa did

"Daffa" Zila wanted to ask Daffa for an explanation, but Daffa first turned his body and shifted his body away from the stove

"Daffa, I want to cook, what are you anyway" honestly zila is upset now.

but his emotions dimmed after seeing Daffa's gaze, zila became a misbehavior on her own

"i'm not dreaming"

"aww" Daffa complained, Zila pinched her waist

"it hurts not"

"sick baby"

"that means your dream"

Daffa gently rubbed Zila's face, until her hands slowly came down to the neck of the zila level

Daffa slowly eroded the distance between them and

cup

one kiss managed to land on the lower lip of the zila

Daffa also dyed the alternating zila eyelids and zila padlocked cheeks, ending at the lips of the zila, long Daffa put his lips there, Just stick no more. Until the sound of a knock removed the unification of their lips

"siyapa was a nuisance" grumbled Dafa, zila Just smiling at the annoyance of her husband

"sana bukain Siyapa tau your friend "

zila revived the stove while Daffa came out to see someone who dared to disturb him

"navaloupe"

Daffa wanted to close the door again but was held strong by Zahra, who came

"i want to see Zila, I beg you, I want to apologize"

"you'd better go home, Ra, I don't want any more problems with my household"

"ga I won't make trouble, I just want to meet zila I beg you, I miss very much the same she daf"

Zahra continued to plead, so that Daffa would allow nay to meet with zila, Daffa knew Zahra was not a bad person, he believed Zahra sincerely wanted to apologize to his wife, but Daffa was just afraid, afraid of zila misunderstand again and leave again.

Daffa opened the door with a heavy heart allowing the woman before him to enter

"wait a minute I'll call zila first"

Zahra nodded and sat down in the living room

"siyapa daf" yelled zila

Daffa met the finished zila with his last meal

"sad someone caught you"

"who" zila was still busy arranging the dining table, while Daffa kept staring at her

"Zahra" Zila immediately looked back at Daffa, trying to hope that what he heard was wrong, honestly zila himself was not ready to meet with Zahra, the pain of seeing her husband embrace Zahra still often crossed his mind

"take Zahra"

"iyaa" Zila took a deep breath, trying to scoop up as much oxygen as possible before meeting Zahra again

"let me drink a little while, you go out Gih, accompany Zahra"

Daffa shook his head and instead hugged the old pregnant woman

"Do I need to ask him to go"

"don't you, you're not polite Banget"

"i know you're still upset about him"

"emm, just like you I'm still sprained, really sprained even"

Daffa took off his embrace staring in zila's face

"yes, I'm still with you, but I'm trying to make you sorry, and start everything from scratch with you, so it's not wrong if I also have to learn sorry about Zahra, isn't it?"

"you have a big heart, baby"

" Now I can ask you not to take my veil, I want to drink first"

Daffa briefly peeked at the zila's forehead, and tidied the saplings of zila hair behind his ears

"take Zahra" Zahra stood up and took over the tray in the hands of the zila, Zahra hugged the zila though it was hard because of the growing zila belly

"Zila sorryin mbak" Zahra was not strong enough to hold back her cries, her cries broke

"Sorry Mbak Zil, everything is just a misunderstanding, mbak same daffa no intention to nyakitin you Zil, Dafa just want to nolongin mbak"

"yes mbak, zila already sorry mbak, already well mbak not discussed anymore, anyway all of that has happened"

Zila rubbing Zahra's back gives the woman peace of mind, while Daffa prefers to go into the room, giving her time to fix their relationship

Zahra broke her embrace, zila led the woman to sit on the sofa

" at the drink first mbak" zila directs the glass to Zahra,

"thank you Zil"

"Where have you been, Zil, not nyariin you "

"zila in Aceh Mbak nenangin himself, ga old father and mother zila pick up, continue to be brought to Bandung"

" Zillaa"

"yes" mbak"

Zahra hugged the woman again

" don't go again well, don't worry anymore"

zila nodded in Zahra's arms

.....

After Zahra __ they finally had a delayed lunch.

"Zahra said what "

"emm, just apologize, keep talking"

as usual zila always cut the daffa side dish so that daffa can eat it directly

"Emm, dear bribe dong"

"yes, rich little children, eat alone"

"i don't want it in your bribe"

zila gave up on her husband's indulgence, and pulled out a chair to get closer to Daffa

zila feeds the daffa first before feeding herself

"unfortunately I haven't worked in a hospital for a long time, now I work in a small hospital, don't you think"

"Daffa wherever you work it's not a problem for me daf, the important thing is you can take responsibility for your work, you're my husband's doctor, your job is to help people, from now on, promise me that you will be responsible for your cooperation, What promise ?"

Daffa nodded

"honey in Aceh to do it"

"emm, eat sleep eat sleep, it's just, keep exercising"

"you don't like me, I'm almost mat__"

Daffa's words came to a halt, zila covered her mouth while shaking her head

"do not continue, if you continue me who will go first, every day I miss daf, every day you are always in my mind daf, daf, almost every day the same grandmother my grandfather saw me crying in the room, I can not eat as rich you daf, I was equally tormented

just like you daf, but there's our baby I can't be selfish I keep trying to eat, but all the food I swallow tastes bland"

"you know every night I look up at the sky, I wish you would see the same sky as me, even if we weren't in the same house,but we're still in the same sky"

"i'm tormented and faithful today, holding back the longing for you the man I love the most"

"the man I love the most, no matter how much you hurt me, the love, the affection will always be there for you and will always be there"

zila placed the plate in her hand, hugged Daffa with a sitting position, resuscitated her head on the chest of the Daffa field, zila did not want Dafa Seeing her cry

"i love you daf, love you so much"

" i beg you never to pay more attention to any woman other than me daf, I am jealous, I am jealous daf, by Allah I am not willing, I am not, I will curse Siyapa a woman who dared to touch my man, even if it was Zahra , the woman you loved in the past"

"never give your shoulders to the backrest of another woman daf, I beg you, I'm sick daf, sick , I don't want anything about you with another woman"

This was the first time Daffa heard all the zila confessions, Daffa further tightened his embrace, Daffa put his chin on the head of the zila, Daffa occasionally inhaled the scent of zila hair

"thank you for loving me, thank you for loving me, thank you for holding out so far with me, thank you for forgiving me"

"i love you Zil, I really love you, sorry to realize that feeling now, sorry, never leave again, I really can't keep away from you__my wife"