It's Not You I Want

everything's wrong

...Once the rain has stopped, the rainbow will appear...

Zila finished with her cooking just waiting for Daffa to come home from the hospital, while waiting for Daffa zila to sit in front of the unlit tv with the little Qur'an in her hands.

perhaps it was because zila soybeans overslept while waiting for Daffa in a position to tightly embrace his Qur'an. Not long after Daffa came and sat down in front of the zila, Daffa stroked the head of the zila that was not covered by the hijab.

Daffa wanted to wake up the zila but could not bear to see his wife fall asleep, Daffa grabbed the Qur'an from the hands of the zila and placed it first into the room, then Daffa returned again and raised the zila, and then he lifted it up, but it actually makes zila awake from her sleep, zila eye-nailing neutralize the light

"sad you woke up"

"Daffa" aware of Daffa holding her, Zila panicked herself, fearing that Daffa would not be able to support her.

"Daffa descends on me daf" Daffa did not care and continued walking into the room, putting the zila's body on the bed, and then, Daffa was lying next to the zila in full work clothes on his body

"you're tired" Daffa nodded, drawing closer to the zila and hugging her

"bath daf, after that we eat"

"i want to hug you soon"

"you can hug later daf, I'm also not going where ko"

"Beautifully" zila twisted her body slightly to face Daffa, she tidied up Daffa's hair covering her tired face

"how it worked"

"Alhamdulillah smoothly, but my mind I want to go home"

"loh why, you can't daf, you're a doctor, you have to take responsibility for your cooperation"

"i'm just afraid that one month ago it happened again, I came home from work and you weren't home, I was afraid that you would leave again, I didn't want to stay" Daffa tightened his arms, zila rubbed Daffa's hair, while Daffa stuck his head on Zila's chest,

"I'm not going anywhere else daf, we're going to stay together until death do us part, unless you're like that again, I'm really going to go daf"

"promise never to go again"

"yes, now that you're awake I'm going to heat up the food first"

....

"not good"

"so nice"

"add rice"

"maybe but a little ngabisin the side dish, dear if not abis"

"where will it be"

"at the Zahra clinic"

"sure to be there"

"yes, I promised Zahra, Why__you don't want me to be born there"

Daffa nodded

"don't love, I'm afraid you're not comfortable"

"not comfortable because of your past" Zahra"

"myang"

"yes what a no"

"ko so talk about Zahra again anyway"

"you started"

"keep me from talking about Zahra baby"

"just keep on fishing"

"ok deyh I was wrong"

they continued eating with small talk, exchanging stories and laughing together, as usual Daffa would do the dishes while the zila finished cleaning the dining table, preparing snacks for her and Daffa, as usual, previously zila has made Daffa's favorite chocolate pudding, there is also green tea as a complement

"let me lift you up first"

"ga heavy daf, I can ko"

"he has a heart for him"

"yeah"

....

"your miss, tomorrow same mommy papah nginep"

"sure tomorrow they're taking it"

"iyaaa" Daffa put up his reading glasses

"i have no preparation daf, you should have said 1 day before so that it can be ready, the room is also not cleaned"

"i also know earlier, after eating get a message from mamah"

"but the room has not been cleaned yet, I have not been to the market to buy materials for your parents Masakin"

Daffa changed his position to sit cross-legged facing the zila who looked frustrated at the news of his in-laws arriving to stay overnight

"honey, you don't need to bother, they nginep because kangen is the same daughter-in-law, easy room problems later I clean up"

"later even those who feel guilty, because it makes his favorite son-in-law soybean"

Daffa rubbed zila's hair

"but daf !!"

"there are buts"

"whatever it is" zila folded her hands in front of her chest, upset that Daffa had just told her but it was not entirely Daffa's fault

"Don't sulk, dear"

"don't cram ko daf, just think of it"

"don't in the mind dear, mending us sleep"

Pudding dishes are still left to be stored in the refrigerator, as well as dirty glasses used by Daffa, Daffa followed after turning off the favorite Korean drama zila.

"you've brushed your teeth"

"almost forgetfulness"

zila goes first into the room leaving the daffa who is still busy with his bedtime routine

in getting a blanket to cover her body from the cold of the night, Zila was used to sleeping covered her whole body with a blanket including her face, usually Daffa who would take down the blanket from the face of zila__like now , daffa again saw his wife with a face covered in blankets, Daffa turned off the main lights of the room and approached the zila

"sad you can't breathe if the blanket is rich in gini"

"Hem" Daffa kissed Zila's forehead and went to lie down beside her.

"it's so sweet that you're Zil"

"i'm always scented daf, you just realized"

"Daffa approached the sleeping zila on his back, out of distress with his stomach, Daffa brought his face closer to the side of the zila's face, hugging the woman from the side.

"melba"

"yeah"

"I used to be very pussy with you daf" zila said with an amused smile, remembering the time when his school was, Daffa did not respond, wanted to hear the next zila speech

"i often walk Hana through the front of your class, just make your mastiin down or not, if all day I don't see you in the field"

"you realize, if I'm often in front of your class"

"emm, I'll answer honestly you're angry again"

"what do you want to say"

"i never cared about you, baby"

"the effect is that I became rich girl gatel well, want to be noticed you"

"Loh ko said that anyway, it's you are also a child baby, we are different 3 years right"

"emm, yes, I'm his school of speed should you graduate new I enter, continue what does the same relationship I'm bucin acute Same you"

"em means that you were natural to have a liking for me, and not because you're a gatel girl"

"you ah, I'm confused"

" I love you my wife"

" I love you Kaka my class"

Daffa chuckled amusedly hearing it

"i said rich is what school think your response is rich"

"Where, well, I never thought, I know you love__ga maybe you will talk rich to me"

"like the daf"

"emm, I'd say, school used to be real"

"in fact, so Soan told me to go to school first, there was graduation time right, in fact love to the dream girl"

"yes, but I didn't invite her to date"

"it continues what the difference is with me, I also do not invite you to marry, just express feelings"

"yes, but you're a kid, how old you were in High School"

"emm, 14 years old"

"that's a little girl, and I graduated when I wanted 18"

"same High School as well" zila closed her eyes__ tired of actually arguing like this, but exciting too, considering the past where she greatly admired the figure of Daffa, which she never imagined could have, she said, but now Daffa, the handsome, clever, cool man, sleeps with his arms around him every night, even though they had to overcome many obstacles before

"as much as you daf"

" utung my dear child, quickly born, kesian papah got angry with your mama continues, if you are already born kan__papah can quickly make a sister again"

zila pinched the cool daffa hand rubbing the stomach from behind her shirt,

"oh sick dear" daffa rubbed the hands of the former zila pinch

"eat it if you talk in the filter first"

"i'm wrong where else dear"

"everything is wrong"