It's Not You I Want

attentiveness

"Where is Zil, you do the dishes"

"Bak Kiya was in the room bang he said"

"he told you to wash the dishes"

"what the heck bang, earlier if not forced where would mbak Kiya ngizinin I wash dishes"

"keep where he is "

"in the room maybe"

"his brother Kiya is very sick, his face is very pale"

"the time of Zil"

"check it yourself"

"unfortunately we have to go back, there's a call from the hospital"

"ah, yes daf, this is also done ko"

The siblings compactly turned to face Daffa, the zila rinsed his hands, then he grabbed Zidan's hand for Salimi

"our bang came home first yes, tell me it was also to Kiya's mother" Zidan Just nodded, dropping off his brother-in-law and sister to the gate

"don't speed daf slowly"

"yes and, we're behind assalamualaikum"

"navaloupe"

Zidan follows into the room looking for Kiya, the woman sits with her head she placed on the table while her hands , Kiya use as a pillow "

"kiyaa" panggi Zidan, shaking the woman's shoulder, thought she was sleeping

Kiya raised her face, looking at Zidan with a faint look

"why zi"

"you're sick Ki, your face is so pale "zidan put his hand on Kiya's forehead, his head is not warm, but Kiya's pale face is so clearly visible.

"my head is dizzy"

"just why don't you sleep, sit here"

Instead of answering Kiya actually stood up to meet her brother-in-law, Kiya tried to step up, maybe because it was too weak, also dizzy, the woman lost her balance, zidan swiftly caught the body of his wife, and his wife, too, was, he takes Kiya to the bed.

"You sick it's not forced, so strong really be a woman, sick aja, don't so so.an"

"Zi__ could not do anyway do not invite me to argue first, my head feels almost broken, plus you nagged on"zidan rolled his eyes panted, he sat on the side of the bed beside Kiya lying down

"still dizzy, already taking medication"

"emm already"

"you have come down first, the same zila as Daffa in living alone"

"they're back"

"ko didn't tell me anyway"

"you say, gimama"

Zidan sits right next to Kiya's head, his arms outstretched massaging his wife's head, Kiya smiling at what her husband is doing, though zidan is disappointed but if Kiya is already sick, Zidan will always be there for her

Kiya closed her eyes enjoying her husband's massage

"Zi I have a gift for you"

"what "answered Zidan, his hand is still on the wife's temple .

Kiya tries to get up but quickly zidan pushes Kiya's jidat using his index finger, as a result Kiya returns to sleep.

"where do you want to go, already know dizziness is still forced"

"i want to grab my zi bag" zidan rotated his lazy eyes, then stood up to help kiya take her bag on the nightstand

"nih" zidan throws the bag next to Kiya

"shut your eyes first"

"shut your eyes first"

"males" Zidan stood up, lying down beside Kiya, Kiya gave up persuading her husband, Kiya hugged Zidan from behind one hand holding the ultrasound results as well as a pregnancy test

"no, I'm pregnant with zi" Zidan momentarily responded to Kiya's words, he also continued to stare at the object in kiya's hand

"don't joke you Ki

"i'm serious zi" Zidan turned to sit, at the taking of the results of the ultrasound as well as the pregnancy test from Kiya's hands, zidan was still staring in freely it, without expecting the water to fall from the corner of her eyes, Kiya sat down before Zidan, Kiya's hand outstretched, wiping away tears of happiness on her husband's face

"you're happy zi

Zidan nodded, then hugged the woman

"i'll be a father, I'll be called father, we'll be parents"

Kiya nodded in zidan's arms.

"thank you god" Zidan looked up at the ceiling of the room, his eyes glazed, his speech was not stopping thanking the creator

...

"Tukes"

"campaign"

"Newly also eating already in vomit again" Zidan apply wind oil to the nape of the zila, Zidan massaged slowly the nape of the wife who was still vomiting in front of him.

"how is it going"

"emm"

"wait here I'll get some water first"

Not long after Zidan returned to the room, he sat down beside Kiya.

"What do I bring home?"

"I want to eat chicken noodles again"

"Later to go home from work, I bring you to bed, if his head is dizzy again, I leave first, assalamualaikum "

"waalaikumsallam "

Kiya really really feels what morning sickness is, Kiya can only cook but can not eat the cuisine, there is a certain smell also that kiya does not like in the seasoning.

but it's a special pleasure for pregnant women, what else since pregnancy, Kiya like getting her Zidan again, zidan who is always there for her, Zidan who is always there for her, although Kiya knows that all zidan do is because of the child Kiya is born with, but it doesn't matter that Kiya is very grateful.

Since becoming pregnant Kiya more often spend time on the mattress, while waiting for zidan to go home, as now Kiya sleeps with her head leaning on the couch, her eyes kept glancing towards the wall clock that was displayed inside the room, Kiya always wanted to zidan close to her, probably because of her baby's luggage.

hearing the sound of the car parked in the garage, Koya rushed out to greet her husband as usual, with a smile that never faded, kiya welcomed zidan's hand to salimi, and she was very happy, Kiya also still brought her zidan luggage, even though zidan had banned her.

"eat zi, I've prepared your favorite meal"

"Hem"

Kiya scoops the rice on the plate zidan and the side dish, while the chicken noodles that zidan Belikan already in the bowl.

The chicken noodles in front of Kiya were just stirred until cold, until zidan was upset to see her, Zidan held Kiya's hand to stop stirring her chicken noodles

"can't do it, don't make emotions"

"why, I've been quiet"

"you've just been stirring the chicken noodles, I'm dizzy to see, in the meal do not be stirred continuously"

"but I don't taste zi"

"no taste, no taste, just now you want chicken noodles, fit in buyin say no taste, want you what the hell"

"i also don't know zi, I also don't ask for rich gini, I also want to eat everything I cook, but can't, you understand me anyway"

"continue what you want, if you do not eat Gimana, later the child in the womb you are also affected "

Kiya prefers to go from there, I don't know her mood is very easy to change after pregnancy, in order to avoid ongoing arguments Kiya prefers to go from there.

"Kiya, eat first Ki"

"kalo already eat, tarus there aja zi, later I'll finish" zidan took a deep breath, regulating the emotions that had peaked.