It's Not You I Want

Kangen mom

5 Years later.

In the same room, Zidan sat in front of the tv playing the memento that Zaskia had prepared before leaving, it had been 5 years Zaskia went somewhere, somewhere, 5 Years that zidan spent looking for the whereabouts of his wife, zidan still believes Zaskia is still alive somewhere, and zidan will still continue to look for his wife, Zidan, this is what zidan does if the longing he can not stand anymore, playing the video made by the wife.

"Assalamualaikum zii, if you've seen this video it means I'm no longer beside you zii, I've gone from your life zii, maybe I've been called to return to his side" Zaskia sat down while stroking her distended stomach, that sweet smile that zidan misses so much"

"liat zii, our son is getting bigger, funny ya zii "

"Ki, I miss you, baby" Zidan squeezed a flat object in his grasp

"Zii, our boy kicked"

Zaskia looked straight ahead.

"zii, I'm sorry, maybe you're tired of hearing that word from my mouth, but as long as you haven't apologized I'll keep saying that sentence zii"

"iyaa Ki, yes, I forgive you, I beg you now go home Ki, go home"

"You are right zii, no one wants to be friends with me, they consider me a cheap woman, they are right zii, I am a cheap woman, but in my bad moments, you actually came to be a booster in my life, which was almost destroyed this" the ranum's lips lifted into a crescent moon, but the corner of his eyes watered

"You came as a reinforcement for me, you made me believe in the good destiny of this life, you guided me to a truer path" Zaskia wiped her tears

"thank you zii, thank you for everything you give me, no matter how much you hate me, the greater my affection for you zii, I have no reason to hate you in the least"

"but to be honest, my heart aches to see you with her zi, my heart aches even though I have learned to give you to her, I am an ordinary lady of zi, no woman wants to share her husband "Zaskia staring at the sky of the room, sounding heavy breathing that he breathed

"i'm a crybaby zii, sorry"

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"after I leave, live happily with her, I tipped Azizah yaa, please convey my message to her , take care of my child , love my Azizah just as she loves her own child, love my child, don't hurt him, for God's sake I won't be afraid of anyone hurting my son"

"again, sorry, and I love you"

"i love you too Ki" zidan turned his eyes to the door that was opened

"yes, zizah kangen mother" zidan sat the little girl in his lap fennel, the poor girl who had never felt the affection of a mother, zidan tidied up his son's hair ties that auk Akuan because he just woke up

"father's son is awake, it turns out, father's son misses mother"..

"iyaa, zizah kangen mom, zizah wants to see mommy yah"

"yes for a moment well, Carin's father's mother first" the little boy smiled gleefully

Vidio was diverted at different times, still in the same fixed, Zaskia who was sitting on a chair, but with a different shirt

"ibuuu" the boy was crying, not to mention the father playing his video

"USS, baby why cry son"

"mother well, mother, why don't you sit with us here, why do you stay there, zizah wants to be in Gendong mommy yah"

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"sadly "zidan no longer knows, what other reason he gave his son, too difficult to explain to the little boy, which he knew his son wanted his mother.

"you see me, or we eat"

"want to see mother" the boy wiped his tears rough, zidan pressed the button to start the impression

"assalamualaikum dear, this is mom son, zizah what's up son, mom kangen really same you son, sorry yes, mom can't be there for zizah, zizah same father first yaa son, sorry yes, we'll meet in the best place according to fate"

"mother, zizah also misses mother"

"honey, baby mother, mother world, mother's paradise, dear mother, mother's heart jewel" Zaskia smiled briefly, while the little girl again sobbed

"let's see" Zaskia rubbed her distended stomach

"in here is a little Azizah that I always carry with me wherever you go, you never stay" Zaskia laughed heartily at her own words

"Son, I'm sorry, sorry I can't carry zizah, sorry I can't get zizah, sorry I can't read the prophet's story for zizah, sorry son"

"my mother who is very similar Zizah same father, but God loves mother son, one day certainly zizah will understand the meaning of mother"

"Zizah wants mother, zizah wants to be carried by mother, zizah wants to be delivered to school Same mother, zizah wants ibuuuuu " cried zizah in the cry

"USS, the father's son, can't do that son, I don't like Lo see zizah crying gini word"

Azizah drowned her face in the chest of the father's field, zidan rubbed the back of the quivering little boy

Zidan started his video again after not hearing the child's cries

"Zizah wants to promise motheru, promise that zizah will obey what the father says, do not break the same father, do not hurt the feelings of the father, so Sholeh's children are proud of the father with the mother"

"iya Bu zizah promised, zizah will be the child that Sholeh "Aziza nodded with eyes that run the river

"Kii, now that our child has become a Qur'an Ki memorizer, just as we hoped, now that zizah has memorized 10 Quran juice, you must be proud of her, our beautiful son zii, now that we have memorized 10 Quran juice, pretty Banget rich you, baby "

"mom sure the mother's child must be a Sholeh woman, and smart, want to be a light for father and mother yaa"

"my mother is very much the same Zizah, even though she is not next to Aziza, but believe me son, she will always be here" Zaskia touched her chest

"in zizah's heart"

"my mother is very much the same zizah, thank you son, already present in the life of the mother, the mother loves zizah because of God "

"ibuuuuu" the little girl again sobbed, after the short video was finished, the video she always asked her father to play

Zidan stood up without releasing zizah from his carrier, zidan tried to calm his son even though it was not easy

"sadly don't cry again later his eyes are swollen Lo boy"

"ibuuuu, zizah mauuuuu, zizah mau ibuuuuu, zizah mau gendong mama, a-dad said, I'll take mom home, but when dad, when"

"patience son, patience, I'll take you home, I promise "

"zizah wants mommy now daddyh, zizah wants mommyuu"