It's Not You I Want

First love

The flashback

Today is graduation day in the Daffa class, apart from students who celebrate graduation, the event was also attended by their younger siblings including zila, they helped enliven the graduation of the Daffa class.

zila who is good at hosting an event to be an MC there, came the release event, daffa and Zahra as the chairman and vice chairman of OSIS to be a representative for his contemporaries.

The two of them were standing above the school hall, where right behind him was a zila who was holding back the feeling of jealousy seeing Daffa standing in front there with Zahra, who was at the same time, zila knew it was inappropriate for her to do so, but zila was just an ordinary girl who also had feelings.

Daffa and Zahra represent their friends to thank all who have contributed to their lives, They also express their thoughts, he said, daffa who aspires to become a surgeon as well as Zahra who aspires to become an obstetrician, they look very suitable in the eyes of zila.

their classmate's friend cheered for the daffa and Zahra, they were like a couple in general, looking very compatible just as smart, the OSIS member, insightful, and well-versed, and have the same mind . Zila thanked Daffa and Zahra for representing the other students. Daffa walked behind Zahra past where the zila was standing, zila continued to follow the daffa from the tail of her eyes.

finished the last event Daffa forced 2 of his friends to meet Zahra who was cool talking with his friends. Daffa refused but the insistence continued to be given to him, the commotion caused by 2 Daffa friends provoked the attention of other children including zila who also sat not far from them.

Daffa had no choice but to meet Zahra, otherwise his 2 companions would not have stopped to force him.

"Zahras"

Zahra, who was called by his name, turned towards Daffa

"yes, why"

'may I talk to you for a minute"

"do you want to talk about what "

"emm" Daffa scratched his non-itchy nape

"we talk there" Daffa pointed to the empty chair under the tree.

"Ah, yes come" The two walked together towards the tree

From behind, Daffa could hear Adam and Erik shouting

"THE SPIRIT OF DAFFA LO CAN" without them noticing there was another girl standing not far from them who was holding tightness in her chest

"Why daf" asked Zahra after they landed each other's buttocks on different chairs but still with the same table. They just keep their distance

"Lo wants to connect where it's going to be"

"in*****" Zahra mentions the university she wants to attend

"sama dong gw also there, meaning we meet again"

"iyaa" the two laughed softly, what's funny 'maybe because of the awkward atmosphere

"ra"

"iyaa__why daf"

"gw"

Zahra waited for the continuation of Daffa's speech with a lowered gaze, his fingers interlocked below

"gw, like Lo" The two looked at each other, The two eyes seemed to answer each other's questions. The long process of looking at the gaze took place, until Daffa continued his speech

"Gw, you don't need an answer Lo now, but later when we are both ready to make a serious contact, gw just want to say, if you want to wait until that day arrives, then, until I bring both parents I make the khitbah Lo Ra"

Without waiting for long, Daffa found the answer, zahra nodded in agreement.

"Gw wants to daf, I'll wait for Lo until that day arrives, where Lo will invite me to wade through old age together" the smile of both emanated clearly, screeching his happy Daffa until almost past his limits, Daffa almost grasped hands that he had not been entitled to touch.

"thank you Ra, wait for me, wait for me to see your parents"

"yes, I'm waiting for you, Daffa Saputra"

"i love you because of the God of Zahra Aulia"

"i also love you because of Allah Daffa Saputra"

Flashback off

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having no time to cook , when they came home from the clinic , they stopped by to buy lunch , At home , finished zila prepared everything, Daffa sat in his front seat

They buy gado gado because of zila's desire,

"you're in shock, you met Zahra at the clinic"

"uhuk, uhuk" Zila gave a drink to Daffa

"Drink first"

"why are you so"

"Yes, I don't want to know, but Zahra is not married yet"

Daffa put his spoon on the plate quite hard, there was clearly friction between the two

"why do you know mas, what is important for the mas with it" honestly Daffa did not want to argue but zila continued to provoke his emotions

"Yes, ga papa" replied the sober zila, Daffa has no taste in eating anymore, left his gado gado on the table, towards the room

5 Minutes after his Daffa came out in neat clothes, White sturdy clothes, patterned sarong, Daffa returned to the kitchen to meet Zila

"gold to the mosque first"

"assalamualaikum"

"navaloupe"

Zila breathed a rough sigh after Daffa's departure

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as he told zahra, finished the Dzuhur Zila prayer intending to take a short nap, laid down his tired body on top of the mattress, eyes that just wanted to be closed again snapped at the sound of the door squealing, there was already Daffa with his casual clothes

"Daffa"

"yes" Daffa walked over, crawled up onto the bed and joined the retreat next to the zila

"mas doesn't forget the room key, just want to sleep here is okay"

"why ask permission, this is your home"

Hem ok, zila reminded Daffa of possession again.

Daffa shifted his body to be closer to the zila, Daffa tilted his body facing the sleeping zila in a supine position,

zila grabbed Daffa's hand and placed it on her stomach

"Zil!!!"

"do you feel it"

"iyaa, in kicking Zil" Happiness could not be restrained from the look on Daffa's face, for the first time Daffa could feel the movement of her baby.

Daffa positioned myself so that his head could be closer to the belly of the zila distended, on his ear attached to the belly of the zila, occasionally he kissed the fat belly of the zila distended, zila distended stomach, it makes the blood of zila rippled not because of, but zila trying to neutralize the feeling that is difficult to describe it.

"Papah boy, don't sleep well baby, this is papah son, can you hear papah's voice"

zila combed Daffa's hair with her plump fingers, a happy smile never faded from her pretty face, Looking at the husband she loved happily.

"you're happy"

"yes, I'm happy, thanks Zil"

Daffa returned to his original position, embracing the zila from the side, incessantly expressing gratitude to the creator, for all the happiness he felt with his family.

"I'm happy too" said Zila.