It's Not You I Want

zila's concerns

zila held the doorknob with tears already welling up in the eye pelupuk, he said,

not yet zila opened the door, Daffa first opened it from the outside.

Daffa came with a tray in his hand, daffa could see the already flushed zila eyes holding back the cry.

"Hey what is "Daffa so worried for him , let alone zila just silently reluctant to answer his questions.

Daffa placed the tray he had brought earlier on the nightstand located in front of his room, because their position was now still on the doorstep, both zila and Daffa

"What's the matter, why weep, Hem" Daffa wiped the tears of zila with his thumb, zila could not stand the tears of death Matian he could stand now spilled already in front of Daffa

"heyy, why" Daffa carried the zila into his arms, the more sobbing zila made him.

Daffa stroked the pregnant woman's back, giving her peace there, Daffa asked no more, Daffa let zila cry in his arms, until Daffa did not hear the zila sobbing again, Daffa broke his embrace, Daffa raised his lowered zila face staring at the ceramic tiles of Daffa's room

"Why"

zila shook her head, Daffa knew something was wrong with his wife but Daffa did not want to force the zila to tell him, Daffa led the zila back to sit on the bed, Daffa again picked up the tray he had placed on the nightstand, then closed the door again

"Nih, mas already brought a new satay, there are already 2 spoons of Lombok, which we just wrapped mas forgot to bring, so mas go again to buy a new one, so mas go again to buy a new one, mas also add Lombok according to your taste, in eating yes"

"you haven't eaten anything yet" Daffa held up a spoonful of coconut milk with a small slice of satay that Daffa had removed from its stalk towards the mouth of the zila"

zila opened her mouth, letting Daffa bribe her.

now that Zila felt guilty for accusing Daffa, which she did not think she was leaving because she was in room , Daffa went to buy her a new satay.

zila returned to wash her tears without a sound, zila tears fell on Daffa's left hand that had been clasping her hand since then, Daffa who felt his hands wet looked up at the wife who had calmed down was now crying again.

"hey, you this is actually why Zil, someone is sick, need something to say let mas Buy it, do not just stay like this, mas confused what should be "

"ma_ _sorry"

Daffa felt guilty hearing Zila's apology, Daffa thought her words hurt her feelings of zila, Daffa shook his head and wiped away the trace of tears on Zila's face.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, but I was confused"

"i should apologize, for thinking that you're not calm"

Daffa shriveled his forehead confused

"you mean what Zil"

"i thought you left me, because I didn't like it in your room" tears fell down the cheeks of the zila, Daffa shook his head , rubbing back the tears of zila with her thumb

"Mas forget if you have not eaten anything, mas to the kitchen to ready satay that was in the wrap, it turns out the satellite is left behind, mas want to pay up again but mas saw the car keys are below so mas go straight away, it turns out the satellite was left there, there,but the mas has bought a new satay so delicious in so, like mas say the sateya already love Lombok 2 spoons, you happy?"

Zila nodded

"how long"

"Mas, stop by the supermarket to buy a snake of your success, see in the closet under yours is up right"

"yes, sorry"

"there's no need to apologize, but you can't ask for anything"

"what"

."don't ever lock the door again for the mas ya, you said you're used to the presence of the mas" Zila nodded

'just like you, mas is also used to your presence Zil, holding you to sleep in the arms of the mas until the morning has become something you like, so never leave the mas well"

zila was unable to speak anymore, zila preferred to embrace Daffa, Daffa stroked the head of the zila gently.

"hus, don't cry anymore, ugly loh"

.....

"Be careful, wait for you to pick you up and don't go home alone"

"yes, you are also heart, spirit of my husband's work"

Daffa smiled at the smile of hearing Zila's words just now, while Zila closed her mouth, misbehaved, unaware of what she said earlier.

"wassalamu'alaikum" Zila waved at Daffa's car that began to accelerate, zila held onto her chest that was beating uncontrollably because of her own actions. Tampa Zila noticed a pair of eyes watching her interaction with Daffa from a distance.

...

"Lo Sunday is busy"

"emm busy with me "

"so busy Lo , I seriously no show Lo"

"why the hell Lo want to take the road Where emang" Hana who was busy checking her script, now turning her chair facing the zila, her hands folded on her chest, her eyes nimble making zila clucked annoyed

"gw seriously Han, just answer yes or no"

"why __why indeed"

"play home" yeah"

Hana who had just returned to her original position after hearing the invitation of zila he re-positioned himself closer to the zila table

"Lo's no longer kidding"

"gw seriously, Daffa ngajak his friend to the house, I was lazy to join __continue Daffa ask me ngajak Lo, he said let me not be lonely about his Adam bring the bin"

"Tumben very much"

zila just raised her shoulders indifferently.

"gw also ngajak Zahra"

Hana was surprised not to hear what her best friend said,

"gw didn't hear wrong Zil"

"gw also ngajak Zahra" zila repeated his sentence more firmly

Hana is increasingly confused with zila, Hana puts her hand on the forehead of the zila, afraid that her best friend is sick, so act strange

zila moved Hana's hand away from her forehead

"Iss" zila clucked in annoyance

"Zil, Lo ga joking right, Lo ngundang former man Lo to Lo's own house, Lo mind where Zil"

"since when they became exes, I don't know if they ever dated" Zila replied casually, her hand was busy opening the Snack package that Daffa bought last night

"gw didn't think the same way Lo Zil thought"

"it's easy Han, Daffa is already a man, niyh his son I bring every day," Zila pointed at his distended stomach

"ga maybe they will be like the kind behind me, Zahra is also good, I already consider her rich Kaka woman Iw Han, I think, I just want to invite him because I want to know that Zahra is also familiar with Daffa friends not just Daffa doang"

"keep telling Daffa"

"already"

"daffa Response"

"initially in ga like but I mksa, would not want to agree"

Hana took a deep breath and then she threw out a rough, Hana could only shake her head to look at Zila's behavior

"severe Lo Zil, I know as jealous if you're the same girl first"

"it used to be han, now it's different"

"whatever Lo Zil, I just want to say, Lo man same Zahra man ordinary place of sin, we do not know in the future they are rich how, in addition to that girl has not been married until now, we do not know how, maybe you still hope Daffa comes to propose, like Daffa promised when we were in High School"

zila was silent for a moment when Hana's words echoed in her head, momentarily seethed in her head if what she did was a big mistake, but zila then brushed off all her dirty thoughts

...Hay gess this story is over .you can stop by if you like my other novels...