It's Not You I Want

Joking

the moment the woman took a hard breath, her eyes almost closed, Zidan patted the anxious face of the wife.

"Kiyaa, don't joke around with you"

"What zi , I'm still here haven't gone ko" Kiya raised her hand, she touched Zidan's face with her cold fingers, Kiya showed her a very sweet smile on her face

"You are handsome zi, handsome, I want to say thank you to mother, because it has given birth to a man as handsome as you, as good as you, as sincere as you "

"i also want to tell anyone who has given birth to you thank you for giving birth to a beautiful woman, patient, and always understand me"

"zii you love me not "

"ii-yes I love, I love you so much, if I don't love, I've been away since kii, I won't hold you back Kii, I love you so much , I love you , I love you so much, you are the only woman in my life, no one will ever be able to match her in my heart.

"thank you Zii, thank you for loving me, thank you for sticking with this cheap woman, thank you for giving me happiness, I learned a lot about religion just like you, I learned a lot about religion,I don't know what I would be without you"

"don't en-witch, k-you're not a cheap woman, nor are you a perfect woman, but you're the perfect wife for me"

Zaskia smiled so sweetly, her beautiful face did not fade even though she was not doing well.

"i'm not there next to you, promise you don't cry" Kiya hugged Zidan's waist back and drowned her face in Zidan's stomach, hearing Zidan's eyes heat up, whether the feeling of what he felt now, Zidan returned Kiya's embrace, and the man knew how happy Kiya was to get a hug reply from Zidan, this was the first time he got after Zidan changed, during pregnancy, Zidan often acts sweet on her, but Zaskia can feel the difference because of their child, Kiya squeezes clothes that zidan uses to channel her pain.

"Don't make me afraid ki, you say as if to go far away, I don't like to joke you are rich gini "

"Zi I'm asking one more favor, help me, lead me to say the word shahada"

Zidan was more confused for him he wanted to leave but Kiya's hand squeezed his shirt

"zii I beg you to lead me" Zidan shook his head

"no-no"

"zi I beg you, follow my last request yes, after this I will not ask for anything else"

zidan cried, his tears hitting the face of his wife who was dying on his lap

"zi, hurry up, they've come "

Zidan was getting scared, in his embrace the weak body was so tight, it was,

"don't joke Ki, don't scare me"

with difficulty, the rest of the energy he had, Kiya tried to release Zidan's embrace, Kiya could see the man's eyes were already red , tears kept dripping down from the bead that always showed dislike to him

kiya's outstretched hand wiped Zidan's tears, her hand hanging in Zidan's, Zidan kissed the cold palms

"why never say, why never tell, why in the pendam himself "Zidan said softly

the blood from Kiya's nasal cavity stopped flowing, Kiya also squeezed her head tightly

"you can Ki, you must be healed, I beg Survive for our son, you don't want to see his face, you have the heart to leave your child so, he said to send in until Gerba as if, like, he said he wanted to wear a funny dress for him, he said he wanted to go to safety"

Kiya shook sure

"why "

"it's too late, I want to go home, I want to rest, I wait for you there, yes, I wait for you in a more century, without any more pain, no more pain, either you or me"

Kiya closed her eyes, taking a deep breath

"kiyaa, kiyaaa, jangaaan, I beg Kii, don't leave me, I beg you"

"zi I beg you to guide me" said Zaskia with her eyes.

Zidan nodded back

" Kiya clasped Zidan's hand tightly, her eyes constantly staring at the man's eyes

"zii, please, help me yes, I wait for you there yes, you will still be my lover, be my husband, Until we meet again in God's paradise, God, our meeting in the world is quite up here only"

"quick zi, I can't stand it"

zidan forced to lead his wife to say the word shahadah.

"Asyhadu an laa ilaaha illallaahu" Zidan said softly in the wife's ear

"Asyhadu an laa ilaaha illallaahu, " stammered Kiya trying to finish his sentence

"wa ashhaduanna muhammadar rasuulullah" Zidan wiped the tears of Kiya who came down after he finished his sentence

"wa ashhadunganna muhammadar rasuulullah" said Kiya so clean, his eyes looked up, beautiful eyes were closed, closed for eternity, there would be no more shady eyes that are usual zidan see, no more, there will be no more eyes that always look I will the pain he receives.

"kiyaaa "Zidan hugged tightly Kiya's body that was already stiff in his lap, Zidan cried without a voice, his heart ached, his wife was gone, leaving himself with the child that Zaskia had just born.

"kiyaaa, banguuun, don't gini, I don't like Joking you are too rich gini, zaskiaaaa"

"aaaaa" zidan shouted, looking at his wife who had been stiffened in her lap.

"kiyaa, kiyaa, wake up, do not stayin me zii, do not stay us Ki, banguuun" but unfortunately Kiya has gone he has breathed his last, Kiya has completed his task, Kiya has completed his task, Kiya has managed to conceive and give birth to their child safely, now Kiya has left for good, and now she has gone for good,

Zidan hugged his wife's helpless body again, Zidan cried bitterly ,

"iyaaa sorry" Zidan looked back at the wife's face, Kiya's lips were hunting, the smile that Zidan always saw was still clearly visible on Kiya's face, even though the woman was no longer alive

"ZASKIAAAAAA, don't GOIII, I can't without you, zaskiaaaa"

Farah and Ali opened the door to hear the sound of her son's scream, Farah smothering the mouth to see Zidan sitting by hugging Zaskia's lifeless body.

"Zidan, z-zaskia Why son"

Zidan could not help but lift the vow, the man cried without a sound.

Farah and Ali, who knew Zidan's crying, preferred to leave the room, unable to see what had happened to his daughter-in-law.

"kiyaaa" with wet eyes, Zidan took off his embrace, in his face in the wife's face, zidan cleaned the blood that soiled his wife's face.

"Thank you for getting this far, baby"

"thank you for fighting for our son"

"sorry, I'm sorry baby, sorry"

zidan was still crying as he pleased, Zidan kissed his wife's forehead, Zaskia's eyes were closed not spared from his kiss, zidan last kissed long lips ranum who began to hunt.

"I love you, wait for me Ki, we'll meet again"

^^^niyh bira did not hang, I'm up again, why Zaskia's meninggoy, because from the beginning I've kept this part a long time, hehehe^^

if the liking is a lot, continue to vote nambah, comment rame , could aja fate Zaskia and zidan change hehee, because emang is not ending, love sekebon