It's Not You I Want

Pain

Hana pulled the arm of the zila to move to sit on the other chair.

In the hall __Daffa had almost finished his welcome, without him knowing what was going on with his woman in the back

"this year maybe I come alone with my wife, maybe next year inshaallah we come with a small army, Aamiin"

Daffa came down from the hall again, looking for the figure of the wife who was not in her place.

"Daffa" Daffa turned to look for the voice of the wife who called, Daffa looks confused why the zila can move to sit

"Why move baby, I got confused nyariin her"

"There, aww" Hana grimaced in pain as zila pinched her arm

"sick Zil"

zila did not respond and patted the empty side beside her asking Daffa to sit there

"Ga papa ko just wanted to move"

"you are hungry, you want to eat" asked Daffa

"just a minute if the show's already gone"

"Adam where Rik"

"still rich"

Zila did not let go of his grip on Daffa fingers.they were given a snake to prop up the stomach.

"So I want some water, nothing"

"you wait here for a minute, let's go"

zila nodded, the snake they got contained box tea as her drink, while zila did not really like consuming such a drink, finally Daffa went to look for mineral water for zila

on the road __Daffa met a group of women who did not know Daffa whether they were married or not, but after Daffa gang of women who during his school so brightly pursue him even though they are his class sister or a class with zila.

"Hay ka Daffa" greeted the long-haired woman in a super tight knee-length dress

Daffa just smiled warmly and passed by them, feeling neglected by the woman holding Daffa's arm but quickly clasped his hand until the woman gasped.

"Don't miss you" in a flat tone

"Kaka ko Sombong anyway, Kaka forgot me this is me ka, Aulia, which Kaka once drove home"

"whatever you're not supposed to be you act like that, touch someone who's not your mahram"

"alah ka Daffa so very holy anyway, come on ka, I like the same kaka, I'm not married Lo, I heard Kaka is married well same Khaira girl weird, quiet, quiet , I have a friend so__"

the woman's words were cut off

"stop, Lo has no right to judge my wife, Khaira!!, Lo do not provoke my emotions, which Lo said earlier my wife, Katai, the wife I'm going to protect from human shingles like lo" Daffa chose to leave, it was inappropriate to argue with women, the longer he stood there, could his emotions explode.

"Lo Khaira's brashness, Lo not only snatched Daffa from me, but Lo also made my Daffa change" the woman's monologue, with both hands clenched, held back in anger.

long after looking for a drink for zila but never get, Daffa finally met with the committee and drove him to a place where he could get mineral water.

until they were in one room, where the committee stored food for the event.

It turned out that Not only was he alone there, there was one woman who was also standing not far from him in the room, the woman he had already memorized was right.

Daffa walked over, not lying Daffa was still trying to neutralize his unreasonable feelings, Just by being close to the woman who had almost become the queen in his life, half-dead Daffa held his heartbeat to look ordinary, until he was standing next to Zahra

"Daffa"

"yes, Lo what else is here"

"c__"

Zahra could not continue his words

"astagfirullah, Lo is sick Ra" Daffa could not cover his worries seeing the woman in front of him, Zahra was pale instead of playing. There was even blood dripping from his nose, Zahra tried to hold on to her front desk so that her body would not collapse

"yes, this is my head hurting"

"Lo has to go to Ra's hospital, come on" whatever entered the man's mind, Daffa clasped Zahra's hand, which was clearly not his mahram, there was no resistance from Zahra, he let Daffa touch his hands, either his dizziness or his longing

"daf asked for help opening it" Zahra thrust a bottle of Aqua at Daffa, daffa Until he forgot his purpose of coming there, he forgot there was a pregnant woman waiting for his arrival.

elsewhere zila finally drank the tea box served, Because daffa did not come, the event was also finished, people had dispersed, to enjoy the food at the buffet, but Daffa had not returned

"Which Daffa, on the phone ain't picked up"

"Lo ate Zil first, Lo has not eaten yet, maybe Daffa met his friends behind Zil" Hana persuaded, yang had tried to make a zila to eat but zila did not want to eat either, before Daffa came.

"Lo eat Han first, I want to find daffa to the back first"

"let me go, come on"

"don't Han, I'm not here papa ko"

"yes, it's your heart well, I want to nyamperin diamond first"

"iya Lo is also heart"

zila walked through almost the entire room in search of Daffa, but the man was also not visible in the zila's eyes, Zila smiled warmly at the basketball court full of memories for her, she said, Where Daffa once accidentally threw him with a basketball until his face reddened, sore.

zila went back to look for Daffa, wanted to contact daffa, his phone was left in the car, just borrowed Erik's phone to contact Daffa.

where else he had to look for Daffa, fatigue in the soles of his feet increasingly felt, his head began to dizzy because there had been no rice all day.

There was one room that zila believed there was Daffa there, the room with the door open, zila stepped slowly, he said, zila smiled at Daffa who was standing not far from her with a plate in her hand, but the smile faded after knowing Daffa was not alone, there was Zahra sitting in the other corner facing the window, from her room it was, zila watching the interaction of the two from behind the door, her heart was sliced Looking at the painful scene inside there, want to go but zila wants to know the continuation of the interesting spectacle in front of him.

One more tear fell on his filled cheek, looking at Daffa sitting right beside Zahra, feeding the woman lovingly, while he himself held back the hunger waiting for Daffa, but it was the harsh reality that he accepted.

which wife was not hurt Seeing her husband unite other women before her, if Daffa had never promised before to improve their household and forget Zahra, zila will be self-conscious and not expect more than to be loved sincerely by Daffa

but what , all the sweet words of Daffa, made her soar, imagining a happy household with Daffa as well as the child in her womb.

Zila could no longer see her, but she chose to leave with a wound in her heart that was again gaping.

zila roughly wiped her tears, before crossing paths with a swarm of women from the opposite direction to her.

"Kesian is not considered yes to her own husband, so ngaca dong, do not have a glass here I guarantee"

well the woman was Aulia, zila did not care about Aulia's words and chose to keep stepping away, but aulia first pulled her wrist, until zila took a few steps back.

"Lo what the hell is"

PLAQUES

PLAQUES

two slaps floated on the smooth cheeks of zila.