It's Not You I Want

Baby shoes

..."To forgive is easy, to take back is also easy, but it takes away the pain that is difficult"...

For the zila to forgive all Daffa treatment is very easy, receiving Daffa back was not difficult for zila, even though Daffa's attitude has been outrageous __in his opinion, zila was committed to marrying only once in her life, if he parted with Daffa it means divorce is in sight, zila does not want it to eat zila prefer to return to Jakarta after 1 month of calm in Bandung.

But if asked about his feelings to Daffa is also the same , nothing has changed, the feeling that has been there since sitting in the High School bench is still the same, It's just pain , wounds, poisons , ' he said , makian, can not zila just disappear, I don't know when the pain will disappear zila itself does not know, but, too deeply a Daffa Saputri inflicts wounds on her is not easy for zila to forget everything just because of the apology Daffa always said to her.

Although now Zila could feel the sincerity that Daffa gave for every word, the actions that Daffa gave.

Like a broken mirror , then glued back , in order to use

but it still left traces of cracks on each side, as well as the feeling of zila.

....

Do not ask how close zila with his brother, can be seen now, the three of them, Zila Zidan and Kiya are driving around in a shopping center, the problem by being finished , Zidan bought before her, Zidan bought before her, now they want to spend time in the shopping center as they used to do when they were little with their parents, while Kiya goes with them where the two sisters go.

Zila held Zidan's left arm, while Kiya walked to the left of her husband, Kiya preferred to squeeze the strap of her Sling bag rather than clutching Zidan's free fingers.

Both of them stopped at one store stand that sold baby equipment, not zila that stopped but Kiya, his eyes sparkling to see the baby equipment neatly arranged in the display case.

Tampa realizes __Kiya likes her smile, beautiful one word to define an Anisa sanari azkiya.

the small body is not much different from the zila, It's just that Kiya has skin not as white as the pale white zila skin, kiya's skin is more pale yellow color not so ripe as Asian people in general, natural lashes, thin lips, sharp nose, and , more pointed than zila's nose because Kiya has blood from both of her grandparents.

Ok stop talking about Zidan's wife.

"Mbak" Call zila

"eh_ya Zil"

"Ngapain come on"

"Zil look at the baby shoes so cute, wait a minute yes I want to see first"

Kiya had entered first, zila was coming behind while Zidan was breathing rough but inevitably instead of waiting outside like a lonely person Zidan was coming in.

Kiya did not stop smiling looking at the cute baby shoes in her hands, the light brown baby shoes that can be worn by baby boys and girls, while zila looks ordinary, whereas here she is pregnant while zila until now has not been entrusted trust for her somehow reason Only kiya, Zidan and the power know the answer.

"Zil, I'm buying for your baby yeah"

"Yes mbak"

Kiya rubbed the belly of the distended zila, a warm smile emanated clearly from her face,

"Aunty's daughter will be wearing yes dear it should be"

"yes Aunt" Zila said in place of the baby

"Zil, you haven't bought baby gear"

"yet mbak, Mamah daffa can not pamali said, zila mah follow me"

"emm, there are some people who believe in this rich thing"

"merely zila ga too mbak ,kuman if it's his grandson's business different story whatever they do"

"iyaa" zila answered later

Zidan, the man Just watched the two without even going into the chat, Zidan stood with his hands folded to his chest leaning against the window piece containing some baby oil, with a flat face.

"kalo already come" Zidan finally opened his voice, his gaze flat, his tone also seemed cold, Kiya nodded and walked first, followed by zila and Zidan behind.

this time Zila was holding onto Kiya's arm, they were walking in front of Zidan.

" Zil see the girl is very funny, God in Pake in the same gamis mamah"

"Yes mbak, son I'm a boy said the doctor if I have not bought a lot of gamis"

Both of them noticed the girl around the age of 4 years with a funny black robe that he wore. Kiya looks very happy to see her occasional zila seeing her sister-in-law rubbing her queen belly. Kiya had never told the zila before about anything about her pregnancy, which Zila tau mbak her Kiya was very fond of little children, she said, it is impossible for them to delay pregnancy or Kiya's mother fared the same as her husband who never touched her own, it is impossible for kiya and Zidan to marry over out of love, she said, they are indeed in a relationship before marriage is different from zila who is married because they are in a match.

Either zila also will not ask any fear of offending Kiya, enough all his questions are stored in the head just now, want to ask Zidan afraid his head hit the Sentil brother.

"But __Abang wants to buy a book first"

Not yet the two women responded to his words Zidan had entered first to the bookstore, he said,

"mother, husband why the hell, rich have a debt on his face in the bend continues, it's ugly more ugly tuh people" Zila was really upset at him, why not , why not , since then Zidan just kept bending his face, even if he spoke it sounded like he was intimidating, cooler than chunks of ice

Kiya just laughed, not responding to zila's question.

both of them enter the bookstore, which provides various types of books in it, bookstores like this have become a paradise for people who like to read, from novels, literary writing, and so on, history and much more

Zila and Kiya head to the end of the shelf where there are various types of novels from romance, horror, comedy and more .

while Zidan was looking for a book that he could use to teach in Korea, Zidan worked as a lecturer at one of the campuses in Korea.

Zidan was done with his book but the two women who went with him had not yet been seen the trunk of his nose, where they were.

Zidan went down shelf by shelf 3, Zidan arrived at one of the bookshelves in the 3rd row but Zidan only found kiya there, where zila was

"Mana's zone"

"astagfirullah, O Allah and , I'm in shock"

"zila mana" Tidka no intention at all to calm or just apologize, zidan as if indifferent to the presence of Kiya

"zila to the toilet"

"why do you just let zila go alone, because why is she pregnant" Kiya was only able to swallow the saliva of Zidan even directly accuse him of the kind, but let him explain first.

"So I already want_ _ "

Kiya took a deep breath, her words cut off Zidan left without saying anything, the man went to see his sister.

" I have to do what you want to forgive me and" monologue kiya with teary eyes.

...A little spoiler for Zidankiya's story...