It's Not You I Want

hospital

"Zil, why do you love" Hana rolled her eyes lazy, careless Hearing Daffa's words, Hana did not know what the problem was in her best friend's household, but zila's speech before fainting was enough to prove 'Hana was sure that the zila was so disappointed with Daffa.

"Doctor Daffa, I say yes first" Raka reached out her hand to say goodbye, with a heavy heart Daffa received Raka's hand and nodded in agreement.

After a few minutes, Daffa and Hana were still waiting for the zila, Hana was sitting on the sofa in the zila room, while Daffa was sitting next to the zila bed

"Han, the cave titip zila bentar yes, the cave there is an operation now, later the cave immediately back when it is finished"

"yes, relax, the cave will be here until the siuman zila"

not long __Daffa pamph to do the operation, zila is aware of his stings.

"Zil, how do you feel, someone's sick"

"ko cave can be in Han hospital "

"so in Lo's office passed out"

"Emm, Lo took the cave to the hospital"

"yes, help pa Raka"

zila long ago responded to what Hana said, Raka?, the raka who helped her, zila refracted her eyes the thought of the raka who carried her to the hospital swirled in the head, Hana was aware of the worry on her best friend's face

"calm down, he's the one who took us to the hospital, the same cave as the female employees who held Lo"

finally zila could breathe a sigh of relief, zila could not imagine Raka carrying her body, she said,

"Daffa ?"

"So he was there__ continue, he said there was an operation so he asked the cave guard Lo"

"emm"

"Han, what the cave said in the office was considered the wind and then yeah"

"yes, Lo hasn't eaten a bribe cave"

"then"

Hana also can not force zila, if zila had said later, Hana helped zila change his position to half-sitting, Tidka old Daffa back again with clothes that indicate he was a doctor. because Daffa came, Hana returned to the office there was still a lot of work that she left earlier.

Daffa sat beside the zila, daffa tidied up the saplings of zila hair that came out of his veil.

"why" daffa asked gently, his hands still tidying up the slightly messy zila veil, zila just shook her real __confused with Daffa's question,

"You eat" if the zila had refused this time the zila nodded, Daffa took off his coat, he put it on the nightstand, Daffa grabbed a lunch prepared by the hospital for the zila, and he took it off, daffa painstakingly fed Zila.

"a little more Zil" zila shook her head.

"want to go home" zila whined, the smell of drugs made her nauseous,

"you haven't recovered yet, baby"

"Darling, dear, Gedeg gw dread her" zila grumbled, but did not hear Daffa

"What do you think, you're pregnant again, not good many rich mind gini"

"Yes cave think of Lo daf" in heart

Zila only silently refused to respond to Daffa's words, but in her heart was already wearing the maki of the man in front of her.

"Zil"

"what"

"don't shut up, don't make me worry __honey"

zila should be happy to be called dear, but now the affectionate words that Daffa said actually made his heart hurt, the affectionate call from Daffa that used to make zila's heart rustle unflinchingly, now that call is painful to hear.

Zila lowered her gaze unable to stare at Daffa's face, zila again laid her body, her hands rubbed her stomach, ignoring Daffa who was sitting beside her

"zilla"

"what the heck daf" now zila needs calm, anyone help zila tell Daffa if now zila does not want to be disturbed

"don't get rich gini Zil, you want me to be rich"

"i want you to forget Zahra, can't be yaudah, don't ask me to keep dizzy" the woman closed her eyes, not sleepy, Just wanted to avoid the gaze of Daffa, who could not be seen

"if by forgetting it makes your heart hurt, go with it, find your happiness with it, because continuing to survive with me actually makes you more hurt as well as me" continued zila

"no, don't don't talk about Zil, don't" Daffa shook his head to beg Zila to understand her situation

"I've tried Zil, I've done everything for you, but you've got me thinking about him again"

"don't get me wrong daf, you should realize, you already have a wife, pregnant again, is it worth it in your head there is another girl, if you are not yourself who continue to give hope to me, I will also not demand you escape Zahra, our household does not have to be a lot of rich drama gini daf, but you __ " zila could not continue her words, too sick to discuss the woman who until now still filled her own husband's heart.

what Zila said managed to slap Daffa, not knowing how to calm the woman lying limp on her bed, Daffa prefers to lie down on her bed , which is indeed the size of a zila bed is almost as wide as a mattress in his house.

"don't be angry anymore huh" Daffa whispered in zila's ear

"Daf, come down later someone comes"

"want to" in a spoiled tone

too old old zila , zila resigned , let daffa do what he wants, if Daffa has spoiled mode like this, zila can not bear to let his hands idle , ' he said , zila Most like to rub Daffa hair, one way to make her stop being angry with Daffa.

"Zil"

"Hem"

"I've never felt comfortable, other than sleeping in your arms Zil"

"you mean, you once slept in the arms of another woman "zila circus, her swab stopped at Daffa's head of hair

"eng _ _ does that mean dear"

"that's what it's clear you said that"

Daffa looked up at Zila's face from below

"i mean, I've never felt comfortable other than sleep hugging you rich gini baby, tired I've been missing all day work so aja"

"Many reasons"

"don't love I really am "

"whatever, I'm sleepy, you have no intention of moving to the sofa __sana"

"i don't want to sleep next to you"

drett

drett

drett

"daf, that's your phone"

"no, my phone's in my pocket, hp you times"

"let's get my phone in the bag"

Daffa got up from his sleep grabbing a zila bag on the nightstand, Daffa looked for the flat object of his wife, sure enough there was a missed call there, which made Daffa think for a moment, name who called his wife" Zahra"

"who's daf"

"Zahra" Daffa gave the phone to Zila's hand, while she went back to sleep.

"take Zahra" zila monologue

"astaga" Zila just remembered today her check schedule, surely the woman is waiting for her now

"why"

"today's schedule check, I forgot to ngabarin mbak Zahra"

"ooh" Daffa just boooh ria,

zila placed her flat object in her ear, after seeking Zahra's contact

"assalamualaikum bell"

^^^"waalaikumsallam Zil, you go to the clinic Mbak wait Lo from earlier"^^

"sorry mbak zila forgot ngabarin, zila in the hospital"

^^^"why are you Zil, you are sick, or someone else"^^

if Zila could see how worried the woman over there heard she was in the hospital

"so zila fainted, just a soy sauce"

^^^"you said only Zil, you fainted Lo, you were pregnant Zil, it could affect your womb"^^

zila looked at her stomach, with Daffa alternately, the man did not make any sound, perhaps sleeping zila thought

"sorry mbak, zila sudak make mbak Kawat, but zila already mingingan ko mbak"

^^^"thankfully Zil, you can't remember much, can't stres"^^

"yes" mbak"

^^^"kalo so mbak hang up his phone first yes Zil, no. patient"^^^

"yes, assalamualaikum"

^^^"waalaikumsallam "^^^