It's Not You I Want

Daughter

Like an iron going back and forth to flatten a piece of clothing - as well as Zidan Fadilah, the man kept going back and forth at the door, where the wife was having surgery to remove the baby, There was no choice but to agree to it, the lives of his wife and son were in danger, The eyes of the man who continued to look flat now those resolute eyes were letting out tears from the corner of his eyes.

fear of loss continued to haunt him, the white shirt he used was no longer white, his hands were still filled with blood that had dried from Zaskia.

"O Allah save the sons and wives of the servants, strengthen them, O Allah, strengthen the wives of the servants, they are the lives of the servants, they are everything for the servants" the shoulders of the men quivered, the power restrained the cries, too scared to see Zaskia struggling inside.

especially before the operation took place, the doctor had warned if the safety of the wife is only about 10 % of 100%, the disease suffered by Zaskia makes it lose the opportunity to survive longer.

heartbroken Zidan heard the explanation from the doctor, all this time he knew Zaskia never complained of pain, the woman could cover up the severe pain he suffered, he said, it was even more devastating when doctors said Zaskia had never taken the proper treatment to survive because of the cost.

whether since when Zaskia contracted the disease, Zidan does not know, it feels like his world is devastated to hear that the woman he loved so suffered from a deadly disease, actually if the disease was quickly treated, it was a disease that was quickly dealt with, Zaskia could have recovered, but the woman preferred to hide everything from Zidan, as much as Zaskia was afraid of Zidan.

Zaskia sacrifices her life to conceive their child, but she feels increasingly guilty that she had to give birth at seven months after seeing her share of happiness with another woman.

"zaskiaaaa, Why do you want to go out on your own Ki, Why, do you want to leave me this way, zaskiaaaa"

"i told you not to hide anything from me zi, you're sick and I don't know it" the man hit an innocent wall, channeling pain, fear, disappointment, worry, worry, guilt, all of it.

"Zidan," Ali stopped Zidan's hand

"mother father"

zidan who had auk aukan immediately rushed into the arms of his mother, shed all his tears.

"mother, wife of zidan mothera, zaskiaaaa "

farah's heart was slashed to hear the cry of her child, the baby-beak woman rubbed her son's trembling back.

"why can rich gini son, why can Zaskia bleeding gini rich"

Zidan told from beginning to end, there was nothing that the man closed, Farah could only shut his mouth hearing the explanation from his son, while Ali rubbed a rough face not expecting what he heard.

"zidaaaa"

"iyaa Bun, yaa-this is zidan's fault, this is all because of zidan"

"during this time Kiya suffered with zidan attitude, zidan just didn't want to make her suffer more if zidan told her everything "

"k-kiya "

"k-kiya is also sick Bun, kiya is very sick and never told to Zidan, Zaskia pendam all alone"

"Zaskia's sick a-what son"

"end-stage brain cancer "

"inalillahi" said Farah and Ali simultaneously.

Zaskia sacrificed her life in order to give birth to our son Bun, Zaskia pendam her own pain, Zaskia sacrificed all her, ta-but what-zidan just keep giving her pain "

"now Zaskia is struggling with her life In there, zidan is scared, zidan is afraid Zaskia is gone,t-please zidan Bun, please"

Farah could not pretend to be calm hearing his son's words, she was afraid, afraid her daughter-in-law and granddaughter why.

Farah let go of her son's embrace, and she took Zidan to sit in the front seat of the operating room.

Farah tidied up her son's random appearance, gently cleaning his son's hands full of blood.

the tears that still flowed Farah.

"Pray, son, pray that they are saved, God's destiny is never wrong, believe that everything is best for you"

A few hours later the medics came out pushing the pram, and Zidan ran towards the pram.

"father's son "

"father step aside first yes, the child must be given care" Farah made Zidan release his handle from the baby carriage, a tiny baby that looks so small unlike a baby in general. Zidan wanted to go in to confirm Zaskia's condition, but soon the medics were also out pushing Zaskia's bed, a pale face, with closed eyes lying weakly on the hospital bed.

"Zaskiaaa" Zidan pushed the bed, but he stopped when he got to the front of the ward

"nobody's allowed in except the medics"

"but I'm her husband"

"sorry sir, I hope you understand the procedure"

"my son, we wait for the good news while praying"

...

"o Allah, heal your wife, take away her sickness, I beg you God the servant can never lose her, the woman whom you love, do not separate us, give the servant a chance to make his happiness, give the servant a chance to make amends for his servant, do not take him, do not separate our son from his mother"

Zidan had just finished performing his prayers, there was no good news that he had heard.

With a quick movement zidan raised the incoming call.

"waalaikumsallam mother has news from Kiya"

Zidan tidied back his words, he rushed back when he had not heard anything that Farah wanted to arrive

"yes son, your wife is conscious, come quickly, Zaskia is waiting for you "

"iya Bun yaa, Zidan is in the hospital now "

...

"mother Why "Zidan was worried because her parents' faces looked anxious

"you're in, son, Zaskia's been waiting "

Zidan opened the door of Zaskia's ward slowly, his gaze immediately fixed on the wife who was still lying limp with her eyes closed.

"i--I came, you're sober"

slowly the mute bead opened, faintly faint Zaskia looked at the standing zidan looking at her, the man was afraid to approach

the woman smiled as usual, a sincere smile that she always seemed right to the husband, even though like any treatment of zidan to her, zaskia never tired of replying to all zidan treatment with her sweetest smile, usually fed up with seeing that smile, Zidan sometimes yells at Zaskia for no reason just because he thinks Zaskia's smile is just a falsehood to her.

but today, that Smile was like a sword that pierced deep into Zidan's heart, the scarred smile that Zaskia showed for him, the smile that the woman also showed as she looked with her own eyes at the husband she loved so much that she spent time with other women.

"Hay, how are you" zidan's forehead wrinkled confused, how are you?' is Zaskia delirious or what

"How are you?, you don't joke Ki, I've been like a madman waiting for you to come to your senses, and you're just telling me?"

Zaskia smiled, making Zidan even more confused

"i'm kidding, Eman can't"

"you why the hell Ki, don't make me afraid of your strange level"

"Sinii sat next to me, why stand there, you don't want to say goodbye to me, I want to go Lo"

"ZASKIAAAA, watch your words, do not joke that rich delay, you want to be in the pot"

instantly the eyes of the adorable woman were filled with tears, her eyes lifted for a moment, she turned her gaze away from the zidan

"m-sorry, I don't mean Snapping you Ki"

Zidan approached, he sat on the chair until his wife, his hand clasping Zaskia's cold fingers,

"You're cold Ki"

"ki-zaskia"

"what zii, I'm horrified ko, don't snap Bentak a day just can not siyh, I just lahiran, already snapped Bentak, mending go aja deyh, I'm just, let's not keep getting angry"

Zidan flipped Zaskia's body, the man approached, hugged the wife tightly, his tears spilled, somehow the man felt something strange with his wife, zidan was afraid, really the man was afraid

^^^Hay sorry up his kemalaman, just had nulis,^^^