
Whimpering in deep sorrow, I could not bear to see my tortured friends. Like a helpless person, this self can only curl up in the void. Once again I realized how useless I was.
"Damn! Damnit damnit! Shit!" I hit the ground repeatedly. "Why should it be like this?"
These tears are shed instantly. My feelings are so broken because of this weakness of self. "Why? When I need strength, there's nothing I can do."
Weak, helpless, trash, is that me? Is this the fate that was given to me?
Opening his eyes slowly, this self began to crawl forward. Screams of pain from my friends, echoing inside the head. I really can't hear it anymore.
Refuse, I must change this fate. I'm sick of everything that's happened. But really, that desire can be real.
Suddenly, a piece of human leg was thrown at me. "This ...." The leg was covered in blood. For a moment, a strange feeling came over.
Instead of being scared or upset, I was tempted to eat it. The drool drips from inside the mouth. A hunger desire immediately felt. Without thinking any more, this right hand directly grabbed that piece of leg.
My mouth immediately gaped and was about to devour the leg. However, this self-awareness refuses. Two opposing desires are clashing against each other. When the mouth was still gaping, the hand was slowly about to insert a piece of human foot, into it.
"No! I don't want to eat it." I refuse this, the brain is still functioning normally. "Don't! Nay! Nay! Can't get carried away."
Strengthening the resolve, this self still tries to resist. However, no matter how much I refused, the hand still moved on its own, thrusting a leg full of blood, into my gaping mouth.
Too late, the foot piece has entered the mouth. However, the tongue cannot describe the taste of raw meat.
Brought about by lust, I inexplicably ate the cut of the leg I had rejected earlier. "I don't care anymore" I muttered as I continued to chew.
Yes, I have resigned. If being a good person will only continue to be hurt, then I will turn into a bad person. Eliminate all suffering, eliminate all emotions that are still unstable. Enough to survive, everything must be fine.
From now on, the weak Leon or the young man who was still unstable, had vanished. What was there was only Leon without any emotion or empathy. I'm going to obliterate the old way of life and start over.
Revenges. Survive. Out of this mysterious forest. That was my goal. Those who stand in the way must die.
There are no friends. I will use everyone as a tool to achieve my goals. For now, this self soon turns into a murderer in the path of darkness.
"Alright, a piece of human flesh has restored my strength." The limp leg has recovered. I stood up then momentarily looked at the two black figures who were eating. "They look delicious."
All over the body has changed skin. I also turned into a black figure with long claws. The claws I have are about one inch in size. Long fangs also come out of the mouth.
Groaning for a while, this self instantly shot out fiercely towards the two black figures earlier.
Your party time is over.
One of them realized my arrival. However, I quickly pierced the creature's face using the claw on the right hand.
His head was covered in blood and full of wounds. Another black figure rushed to help his friend. I threw the dead black figure towards the black figure that was about to attack. The figure dodged, but in the blink of an eye, I pierced his stomach as this self lowered its head.
The body weakens and changes immediately. The green grass field where I was, was moistened with blood. Expanse of the bodies of three of my friends who have been cut into pieces, can be seen by these eyes.
"If this was my old self—weak useless—I would've cried." I took a piece of the hand that was there. "But I don't want to be that person anymore."
Sitting on the grass, I began to eat the limbs of many of my friends and the bodies of the two black figures. Chewing voraciously on those raw meat, this energy recovered.
It's not the same anymore. What I'm not gonna do is find a partner. But so that I can survive and get out of this forest. I will live on.
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Throw out all emotions in the heart. Leon's sick of a bad life. Although not all is lost. He will live in the path of darkness.
A new journey is about to begin. The story of the life of a young man who is full of challenges in order to survive, will fill a blank sheet of paper. All the empathy and sadness, will never be cared for by Leon who is now.
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[Arc 1: A Long Journey to Survival.] Been finished.
Hope you all enjoy this story. Don't forget to like every chapter of The Dark Slayer novel, because it's free at no cost. You can certainly go back to the initial chapter to like this novel from beginning to end. The author really needs your help for that. If you want, vote and share too, yak 😃
[Arc 2: The Search for Self.] Will be released soon. Probably a few days ahead.
While waiting, can read my temen novel with the title : Guardians : Legend Of Leo, the work of [All Foxx] 👈 is actually his name Zanik, the perverted grandfather. 🤭
[His novel tells the story of a young man who holds the destiny to guard his world from impending danger.]
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Okay, see you, next time 😉 look forward to the continuation of The Dark Slayer😁 because there will be a change of attitude and actions of the Leon. 😃 on curious, right. Hahaha~