Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

87. Requesting Instructions

"Ah? Ta-ta'aruf?" many reflexes.

The old man nodded his head. The young man beside Kyai spoke up.

"Yes. Ta'aruf, but yes later if Mbak Ayu of course has finished with his iddah period. Sorry if we were in a hurry, before the time of Mbak Ayu is finished. But my brother Zain has never been this enthusiastic with women, and yesterday when he finished his studies, Zain came and talked to me if he saw Mbak Ayu and yes ... he said he wanted me and Romo to find Mbak Ayu's address. Finally after looking for information there is someone who knows that the study group Mbak Ayu is this village. Sorry, if our arrival makes Mbak Ayu surprised," he said with a smile.

"I just want to help my sister" he said again.

Mom and I were silent. I'm honestly confused by all this. Doctor Wira, the sender of flowers who had no idea what he meant, and now .. I don't know if I should say astaghfirullah, or Alhamdulillah?

"How is Ayu's mother? We will not force Ayu to accept Zain now. Maybe we are selfish for coming at the wrong time" he said again.

"Sorry, Mas. This is actually I feel very flattered yes with the arrival of Mas and also Mr. Kyai, but this loh, I, and did Mr Kyai and Mas know that I was divorced because I had no children after seven years of marriage?" I ask both of them. Their faces are flat. It would be very grateful if they knew this and went home without continuing their intentions.

"We know about that, Ayu. Zain knew it too. My sister will not have a problem about it, anyway if the affairs of the child can be discussed again later. What matters now is my sister's happiness" the man said.

This head feels suddenly dizzy. This heart is not ready to accept the presence of others, especially with the status of kyai children.

"I know my sister very well, if possible Ayu's mom has doubts about her. He is a man who obeys religion, God willing, Zain can bring Mba Ayu to the pleasure of Allah."

Duh, bring about religion. It's nice if it's like that, but it feels , akh ... Not that I don't want to get that ridho, but this heart is not ready to receive back after the wounds that Mas Hilman incised for me.

"Em, Mr. Kyai, Mas. Sorry about that, I still do not know what is good and not for me, it does not mean Ustadz Zain is not good for me, but after my bitter experience before, I am so ... maybe Mr. Yai and Mas understand" I said to the two. They nod their heads. I hope they understand what I mean.

"Yes, of course." Pak Yai spoke still with a nod of his head.

"Use a good time for Mbak Ayu to think about our request. Ma'am Ayu tried to pray Istikharoh in one third of the night, asking God for guidance, may God give guidance on what we are talking about today. In two months, we will be back. We hope there is an answer to our request today" said Mr. Kyai, sounding wise, but also sounding a little creepy to me.

The two men had now said goodbye in a car parked outside the fence. Ms. Rahmi is still with us, back sitting on the sofa.

"That's lucky for you, Yu. It has not finished the iddah period, but there is already a whitah," said Bu Rahmi while smiling happily.

"It feels proud that there are people here who married Yai's son around Yai Amrul," he said again. I just smiled, forced.

Fortunately, they had given time to think and also prayers is also an option for me.

"Okay, Madam Rahmi. Proud of it, yes. But what is my heart, huh? Just divorced yesterday when someone came back, I was shocked, Mom. Thankfully it is not hanging!" I said to the middle-aged woman while holding onto her chest.

"Yes don't. Do not be shocked and hanged. She cannot marry her son Yai. He is quite handsome too, even more beautiful," said Bu Rahmi.

The woman smiled and looked wrong.

"Em, that's ... Mr. Yai nanya, yes time is not answered," he said embarrassed.

"But really, I also did not expect that Mr. Yai came here with such intentions. I don't know at all, so it was a bit of a shock too, but yes also a smile," he said again.

Not long, Rahmi was at our house. After speaking for a while, he decided to go home.

My mom and I are both sitting in the living room. I looked confused, and I was still silent. I don't know what you're thinking, if I'm clearly thinking about something that just happened.

"Yu. Will Kyai Amrul come here again?" Suddenly, Mom asked like that.

I raised my head and looked at my mother. Mom's face looks confused and restless.

"No idea, Mom. Ayu is still confused, Ayu just wants to enjoy her own time. Don't want to think about a soul mate first." Reveal me to Mom. I heard a slightly rough breath of Mom.

"You have the right to refuse if you don't want to, I think it's also okay if you don't get Kyai's son-in-law. The comfort of your heart only for now," said Mother, smiling.

I nodded my head. There was no more conversation between us because Mother was silent.

"Go to the kitchen first, Mom. Don't want to finish the groceries." I said goodbye to my mother and then went to the kitchen.

The groceries I bought now I cleaned up and some were put in the refrigerator.

Ustadz Zain does have a decent level. He was quite sweet when seen, his face size was smaller than other men. I did not pay much attention to him yesterday, only his voice that I heard clearly when he gave the sermon.His voice was so soothing and reassuring, so soothing, maybe that's why there are some people who fall asleep while listening to his sermon including me.

Ah, somehow if Mr. Yai comes back here again. It's not easy for me to get my heart back. I just want to calm down. I just want to live my life without thinking about anything else. Although now Mom has been healthy but sometimes I also worry about myself Mom.

Rabb, give me your lead.

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Hi-hai.yuk friend while waiting for Ayu up again we stopped by here first.