Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

317. The Mate Arrives Late

“Su-have finished chatting?” ask the Goddess in a very slow voice. He still lowered his head as if unwillingly looking at me, his cheeks still looked red he was also a little unsettled sitting him down.

"It's over now, everybody's gonna go to sleep." I sat beside the Goddess, but still gave her some distance. It seems that he is still uncomfortable with our current situation.

"Mr. I …."

"Man …." 

I wanted to speak but it turned out that the Goddess was also about to speak so I fell silent. "Please Madam Dewi first who speaks," I told her.

"You're okay."

He's inviting. But I became my own misdeed. I was suddenly confused about what I was going to say.

"Why not talk?" ask the Goddess slowly. 

"What do you want to say."

"Well, what were you gonna say?" ask the Goddess again. 

I was silent trying to remember. Because we talked to each other so much that I forgot what I was going to tell him.

"I forgot" I replied. There was a sound of mischief from his mouth.

"Mak Dewi only, what was to be said," I said this time to invite him.

"Em .. anu …." He was silent, not continuing his words.

"I'm also confused" he said then chuckling. I laugh just like him. Feeling strange about our current situation, when we usually talk is never awkward like this.

"Well, go to sleep, yuk."

"Huh?" He gawked at my words.

I felt strange about my words. Moreover, seeing his face like that and also his body that this time inched back away from me.

"I mean we're sleeping. Madam Goddess there, I'm there. Just go to sleep," I said in a confused tone. Ah, I don't know. Why am I so confused like this? Is it because of our impromptu wedding?

We decided to sleep on the edge of the mattress, Dewi was on the right side while I was on the left side, leaving a fairly large place in the middle. We slept in our full clothes.

Every now and then I turned to her, thinking whether she was not too sultry to wear full clothes and also a hijab like that. He also seemed to not move at all, had he slept?

"Sir, are you asleep?" ask me slowly.

"I can't sleep." I heard her answer slowly behind me.

"I can't sleep either. Aren't you tired of wearing that shirt?" I asked again.

"No. It's not hot" he replied, but I knew he was lying. I'm the only one who wears a white shirt so hot in here.

"If you want to change clothes just don't papa, I won't see really," I told him.

"Eh, no need. Its nothing. I'm wearing this." 

Our last conversation was because after that there was nothing more we could talk about. My chest beats fast, it feels strange, but when I first married Ayu it was not like this. The first night we did well, though timidly but not with silence like this.

I woke up from my sleep and sat at the head of the bed, deciding to play only my phone. It feels bored, not bad either. It's just that playing HP also can't take my mind off.

"Mom, are you asleep yet? Let's just have a chat" take me to him.

"You sleep but you can't" he said with a small laugh.

"I can't either" I replied.

We were silent for a few minutes.

"I'm just feeling weird, right?"

"Weird why?" ask Goddess.

"No idea we could be husband and wife. Though in the past if we remember even often childhood enemies, friends but enemies. Sometimes close but often marahan." I laughed as I recalled our childhoods, before we were teenagers and decided to walk in each other's paths.

The Goddess also laughed with her trademark chuckle. "Yes I remember. Here," he pointed out to reveal the veil on the area at the end of his right eyebrow. "That's when you threw a stone at me. Up until now," he explained.

"Huh? When?" I'm confused, I don't remember ever hurting him.

"At that time, after returning from the river. You swim with Ardian, I said I'd report you to your mother. Then you suddenly take a stone and throw it," he said.

I looked at the Goddess. Indeed, I remember the incident at that time, he suddenly held his forehead and ran home, but I do not know if it hit him.

"So I hurt you?" He nodded his head. It is only fitting to see his eyebrows like short next door.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know you had a rock, did you?" Very sorry, I said apologizing to the Goddess for what I have done in the past. He was so bad that he often got upset.

"It's okay, it's been a long time. We little kids know it's just a joke" he said with a laugh.

I really feel sorry.

"What might we be a match from the past yes, used to often marahan often enemies now even we …." He fell silent and turned his face the other way so I couldn't see him.

"Why are we now?" ask me to try to tease him. I wonder what his reaction was like.

"I want to know what exactly you are like me. Do you like me too, Mommy?" I was wondering if I would ask him like that.

He was silent again not answering, but both his hands moved against each other on the lap. Maybe if I could interpret that she also had the same feelings towards me.

"I also want to ask, we are now husband and wife. When I spoke to my father, why didn't you reject me? I know what my life is like. I'm sorry that I was selfish for making Mommy and the man's engagement void." Suddenly I just remembered and regretted. Could it be that if the Goddess with that man her life would be happier than mine.

"Because I believe in you" he said. I who had just glanced at him smiled happily.

"So, is my love reciprocated?" I asked again, as if unsatisfied in my search for the answer.

"Jawab Ma'am, I'm curious."

"Why should you answer if you already have one?" the Goddess again. Is this the answer to my question?

"I don't know the answer if you don't say." I kept bothering him, wanting to know the real answer and wanting to hear from his own mouth.

"Hilman, why are you babbling? If you have decided to marry his son and his son does not refuse, of course I also have the same heart you!" He suddenly covered his mouth with both hands, then threw his face back in the other direction, while I laughed again at his behavior like that. Goddess who has always been mature and wise this time looks cute and adorable.

I shifted my body closer towards her, taking her hand from her face. I held and stroked with my thumb. He looked down embarrassed, avoiding my gaze. "Thank you for accepting me for who I am. Thank you for being the mother of Vita. I promised you, I'll be as happy as I can."

Slowly I approached while pulling a little bit of his hand, his forehead still covered with a veil I gently kissed. The hand I was holding shook, it felt cold again there.

"Whenever tonight or not?" I asked her to make her blush her face again.