Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission
118. Sorry Gara!



Convinced that Gara was asleep, Arga told me to go home. It's not good he said if I'm too late to go home.


"Hopefully I can't cry, I stay" I said, seeing Gara once again in the room with dim lighting.


"Yes, hopefully. Let Nira or Sari watch over Gara. I'll drive you home, let the bike be with the driver" said Arga. I just nodded in agreement. It's been almost ten in the evening, Tidka may be for me to reject his proposal.


We were both in the car, my bike was carried by Arga's driver back there. I ordered earlier to stop in a big alley and bring my own motor home.


"Why indeed? Is your mother still angry because of the past?" ask Arga to me. I feel hesitant to answer it. I just kept quiet while playing my finger.


"I'm sorry about what I used to be, Yu. I really made you hard, didn't I?" ask Arga again.


"It's okay, it's his destiny how?" I answered back.


The car drove forward, through the cold air. My jacket is not too thick, making this body feel quite cold.


"That .. is on the back of my jacket. If you are cold, just wear it" said Arga.


"No need, I'm not too cold, really," I said, but this body felt shivering. The AC in this car has been turned off Arga from now on, but the cold from outside to make the glass blurry in front of us.


Arga stopped the car, immediately took the jacket in the back seat of the car. He handed the jacket to me.


"You can't be cold. It will hurt" he said.


I grabbed the jacket with embarrassment and a thumping chest.


Stop with this feeling. Don't fall asleep, Yu! I remind myself.


"Related that it won't cry, Ga?" manyworry. Trying to shake the feeling of not being careless in the heart. The jacket she gave me was wearing covered my body.


"It's okay, then let Sari or Nira take care of Gara. I don't feel good if you take care of Gara until the morning."


"Em, that .. about what I talked about earlier .. You don't think about it, yeah. Speaking of small children, he is certainly still very unstable. Not understanding the adult world" said Arga.


"Eh. Which one?" my question does not understand. I looked up at Arga.


Arga glanced at me at a glance, then turned his gaze back to the front.


"Soal ... Gara speech that you want to be ... his mother," said Arga again.


I still looked at him, then realized what he was talking about. Gara's desire is contrary to Arga. This proves that Arga doesn't expect as much as Gara did for me.


What am I? Too pede. Though Arga never looked at me at all, of course Arga has changed a lot. Maybe he's still like he used to be, likes to change women. I love all kinds of beautiful and sexy women. Or maybe ... she already has a candidate to be Gara's mother?


"Yes, you're okay, right?" asked Arga again pulled me away from the preoccupied thought of this man.


"Oh." We both fell silent again. My mind is too busy right now. Many things that I thought about until the past were suddenly present in the memory.


The car arrived at the front alley. I got out of Arga's car and got ready to drive my bike. Arga looked at me worriedly.


"Are you sure you don't want us to take you home?" ask Arga to me.


"I'm okay, this is not too far away either" I told him.


"Wait a minute, huh. I'm dropping off from a distance, yeah." Arga immediately got into the car, along with the driver, entered the car.


I wanted to talk, forbid them from following, but they were both prepared to follow me until I got home.


***


It felt so tired this body, sleepy and a little lethargic, it was probably because I went to bed last night after Arga's house, had arrived at more than ten hours.


Honestly, Arga's remarks last night made me a little disappointed.


Ah I'm so confused. What's with this heart. I shouldn't be too hopeful for other men because I myself just had a breakup.


It's still four o'clock in the morning, I take a bath and then perform the dawn prayer. I also do the housework I can. Prepare breakfast and sweep the entire house to the yard.


Today I have to go to RC, to do an interview with the boss. Hopefully there is no other selection like in the previous companies.


The journey was quite far, but I did not give up and was desperate to pursue my sustenance. Although the place is far away but I must not complain, this is a rare opportunity to be able to work in RC.


I waited for a minute for the employee to come in and someone called me into the room. There I met another person who was different from the person who yesterday, his name was Mr. Dani, the person who was given the responsibility of the superiors to monitor the state of this company. As much as he asked me, I answered as I could


“What is Mbak Ayu willing if someday have to intervene to the field to check the workers?” ask Mr. Dani.


“Sure I am ready Sir. I don't mind taking the field,” I said steadily. There is nothing wrong with taking to the field occasionally to see their work. I was also curious how the process in the field made a piece of cotton into a piece of cloth and then into beautiful clothes.


The man with the round glasses closed the file in his hand. He smiled and extended his hand to me.


“Starting today Mbak Ayu started working yes.” he told me. I smiled happily at the heart that was so happy to hear his words just now.


“I accepted?” I ask in disbelief. The man moved his hand slightly upwards and would show if he offered a handshake.


“Iya. Ma'am Ayu was accepted into this company. Later after finishing from here I will call someone to bring Mbak Ayu to the HRD room and sign a contract. Please later Ma'am Ayu read carefully the contract. I hope Mbak Ayu feels at home working in sin,” he said once again.


I nodded quickly, and returned his hands while thanking him.