Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

210. Wanna Get Angry

Last night I couldn't sleep waiting for Arga to come home. Until I finished my battery I tried to contact him and also the driver. There was no answer from either of them.

These heartbroken worried about their circumstances, what should I do again? There aren't many people I know. In fact, Papa just contacted me that he's been figuring out where Arga is now but everyone's answer is 'don't know'.

Where the hell's he going? Why didn't he call me?

The HP I was charging so many times I used to call his number. However, the number has not been active until now. And it's three in the morning. My eyes are sleepy, my body is tired, but I can't close my eyes. How can I fall asleep while I do not know how my husband is doing. I can only hope and pray that he is okay there.

Given what happened yesterday when Arga was angry in his phone call, is it possible that he was finishing the job?

Ah, I don't know. My head is so dizzy.

"Mama!" Call Gara from the bed. The boy woke up and looked around. I approached him and sat down beside the bed.

"What's wrong? Why are you waking up so late."

"Did Papa still not come home?"

I nodded my head rubbing his head. "Yes Papa is still not home, you continue to sleep yes. Look outside it's still dark" I told the boy.

"Sleep with my mom" he said again.

I got on the bed and lay down next to Gara. He hugged me very tightly. His eyes were still open after a few minutes I rubbed his back.

"Why not sleep?" my many.

"Fairytale randomness," the boy asked.

"What story?" Ask him again.

"It's up to mom, but if you can be a king who lives in modern times," he asked again. I looked at him and smiled a little. If other children wanted the fairy tale of kings and princes in ancient times, why would this child want to be told about the king in the present day?

"In the meantime Mama will try to figure out who the king deserves to be told." I'm honestly confused. When it comes to the British Empire, the country is ruled by a Queen. With this kind of situation, I cannot think clearly.

"Can there be another story?" I asked the boy.

"Then tell me your story" he asked me.

"Whose story? Mama and papa?" Ask again. He nodded his head quickly, staring at me with his round eyes.

I chuckled, pinching his nose with both ends of his hands.

"You're too young not to hear stories of love" I said with a chuckle trying to melt the atmosphere.

"I'm just curious!" Reveal the boy while he was singing his lips.

"Other times you've grown up. Go to sleep now, no need to tell stories. Mama is very sleepy" I asked her. I was sleepy but couldn't sleep thinking about my husband.

The boy just nodded his head. He hugged me tighter and closed his eyes. Along with the closed eyes Gara, make the weight of my eyelids. Unconsciously, I also fell asleep.

***

I woke up when I felt the warm sunlight shining down on my face. With great difficulty I opened my eyes. Today again, I had a bad time to wake up.

I saw the clock on the wall, it was still eight in the morning, but the sunlight was so hot it woke me up. I woke up late and missed my obligation.

This head feels so dizzy because I couldn't sleep last night. I remember sleeping more than three in the morning. I want to close my eyes again and wake up later in the day, replacing my lack of sleep last night. However, I have to get up and take care of Gara.

Uh, but where's the kid why isn't there? Maybe he got up and went to school?

Immediately I turned this head quickly back, a man was hugging my body tightly.

I fell silent, feeling this emotion within me that instantly exploded. There is happiness, there is sadness, there is anger. Also the other feelings from yesterday are in my heart. These eyes are already hot preparing to field a circle of water that is already warm.

"Can you please shut up, don't get down from here?" He spoke with his raucous voice.

I still can't talk. I feel too much now to put it out on him.

"I'm still sleepy. Let's lie down again" said the man without opening his eyes.

The rumbling inside the chest grew increasingly turbulent. If only I were a volcano, it would soon explode and spit out its lava, burning everything it passed through.

I sobbed without a sound, only my body's movements were shaking.

He raised his head trying to open his sticky-looking eyes.

"You why? How crying?" He asked without any guilt.

I held my breath because I didn't want to explode and berate him with harsh words.

"Hi are you sick?" Now only one eye is open and the other eye is closed.

"You're bad, Ga!" I said half a scream while hitting her body with a pillow. Instantly he who was asleep now straightened his body staring at me in confusion.

I did not stop beating him with pillows on his body, irritated, angry, afraid and longing, mixed into one.

"You're evil why did you disappear from yesterday and not give me any news at all?" Asked me with an annoyed shout, still beating her body with a pillow with all my might.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it."

"Not intentionally said? I'm here waiting for you from the morning, trying to contact you, waiting for a reply from you until I haven't slept most nights just to wait for you!" Finally yelled. It feels relieved after removing the lackeys that are in the chest.

My punch came to a halt as he hugged my body tightly and apologized deeply.

"Sorry yesterday I didn't get to tell you, yesterday I went out of town to survey the place. He said there was an empty factory that could potentially employ people in the village. But it turns out that there's so far away, there's no signal. My phone is also running out of battery, I myself am confused about what to call you," he said still hugging me tightly.

"Can't that be done by someone else why should you take to the field?" I was still a little annoyed screaming. I tried to let go of myself and wanted to beat him back because I wasn't satisfied.

"The person I'm pointing at is being obstructed. Yesterday I was with some people going there, but none of us came home with results. The place is too far if for the production of a garment. Looks like I couldn't afford to send the raw materials and then from there send it back here. It feels free to just spend the cost on the trip," said the man to me.

I stopped my strong cries, precisely trying to stop it because I realized that Arga is an important person who owns a fairly well-known company.

"Why should you look for a place in another area?" My toot.

"I wanted to absorb a lot of labor, some say if the place has potential because of some they can also sew. But yes the problem is that the place is too far away and the cost for delivery does not seem to be much profitable. There is also a very difficult signal, sorry yes," he said again.

I shook my head to accept her apology. Especially when it looks tired under the eyes.

"When are you coming home?" Ask him. I didn't realize who was behind me last night. I am tired of waiting for someone who does not come home.

"It was four o'clock this morning, so I was very sleepy. Let's go and sleep again" he said, patting the place beside him.

I shook my head. "I have to take care of Gara. Maybe he'll be late for school because I'm up late too" he said, rushing to get up.

"He's gone with the driver, don't worry." Her speech.

"Let's go to bed again, hug me and we'll wake up later."