Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

75. My Decision is Round!

"Hilman, if you want to make a fuss with us, you better go home. I won't allow you to be here!" Mr. Handoyo now spoke firmly to Mas Hilman. His attitude seems to be alert now.

This man in front of me was just flinching in his place, but his gaze now turned to the old man. A tired and skinny face was plastered in front of me. A tangled shirt that makes his appearance not as cool as usual.

"I just want to accompany Ayu Not looking for trouble here. Please allow me to be here until Mom's operation is over" Mas Hilman said.

There was a sigh from Mr. Handoyo hearing Mas Hilman's words just now.

"OKAY. I will not expel you, but of course it is also if Ayu allows you to stay" Pakde Yo told Mas Hilman.

"Leave it, Pakde. It's okay, okay." Mr. Handoyo looked at me with a clueless look, but he just nodded his head slowly. Agreeing to what I just said.

Mas Hilman smiled happily. He was sitting right next to me, but I inched away from him, moving to another chair. Now she was not trying to shift her body, just looking at me with a disappointed face.

We are still silent without a word. I don't know how long it's been, but there's only silence between the five of us.

"Love, you and Mom went to eat." It sounded like Pakdhe said to his daughter.

"Well, what is Sinta, sir? Sinta wants to be here, Ma'am Ayu!" the princess protested.

"Love! Listen to what your father says! Let's go get some food. Ma'am Ayu must be hungry now!" reprimand the mother. Sinta did not accept it, but she got up as well and followed her mother's steps away.

"Yu, Pakdhe call first, yes. Afraid that his sister Sinta is not home" said Mr. Handoyo then he slightly moved away after getting a nod of his head from me. Mr. Handoyo was only about ten meters away from us, choosing to the front of the window and then there was a voice that asked one of his children.

"Yu, are you really sure to split up with me? Have you thought well of this farewell?" ask Mas Hilman suddenly. His body now tilted slightly towards me.

"I don't want to share with you, Yu. You don't divorce me, yeah." Her request.

"I promise to be a good husband to you, I won't ask you for anything. About my son also never did you wrong? I accept you for who you are. I—"

"I'm sticking to my decision, Mom. I filed my divorce papers in court anyway. You should come if you get a call," I said without looking at him.

"Yu, are you the same as me? I love you the same. I love you, why do you want a divorce from me? If my problems are unfair, I will learn to be fair. If you don't want me to divorce Hana for the baby's reasons, I won't divorce. I'll put Hana in the rented house, as you want," he said, pleading.

"Yu,"

He was moving closer to me. I got back away from him, fortunately this waiting chair is still long on my left.

"Now it's not that problem anymore, Mom. I no longer want to be with anyone, let alone to come back with you. I beg you to understand my wishes. Moreover, Mother has also lost your sense of the same."

"Yu ...."

"I can't love her yet."

I reflexively turned to him and closed my laughing mouth. Hilman looked at me confused. I was so glad to hear her words just now.

"You're weird, Mom. How many months have you been married to Hana and you've been sleeping with her, until you're gonna have a child and you say you don't love her?" I ask in disbelief.

"Then do you think Hana is what? Are you with Hana just relying on na*su?" Now the head is down.

"Sorry," he said.

"Save your apologies, Mom. I don't want to hear you begging me anymore. You're with your life, and I'm with mine."

"I don't want to hear you begging anymore. My decision was unanimous and inviolable" said I, who said quickly as the mouth opened.

"Yu, it's hard to get someone else who will accept you with your condition. I can accept you for who you are, Yu."

I growled at him. Not yet dry these lips said not to beg anymore, but what he said just now made me want to expel him from here.

"No problem. If no one will accept me with my circumstances, I don't mind if I have to go on my own. The issue of heredity, I can look for it in the orphanage," I replied. I stood up, Mas Hilman looked at me until his head was turned up.

Mr. Handoyo had finished calling earlier, but the man just stayed in his place watching us talking together. Looking at me who was now standing, Mr. Handoyo approached.

"Pakdhe, Ayu's going to the toilet. Later if Ayu long in the toilet, please tell Sinta to follow, yes." My love for that middle-aged man. The father of four nodded his head.

I passed Mas Hilman to go to the toilet.

Not because I really wanted to go to the toilet, but I no longer wanted to talk at length with him and ended up with a long debate that made me dizzy.

If only he before this could be fair, I might be able to accept my honey, but what is fair? If it were fair would it be equally true?

Mas Hilman, the person I trusted a long time ago, whom I loved and cherished. I once fed all this to him. Until death, I want to be with him. However, ever since I stepped foot from that house, I have been determined to bury my love and mine as well ....

Bruk!

"Aww!" I walked while thinking, not looking at the road well so it hit someone.

"Sorry ...."