Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

271. Happy News

A few months have passed, Azka is now 4 months old. He has begun to be able to lie on his stomach, also now he can chatter cheerfully. His voice was often deafening, what else if the person he called did not bully at all. Or, it becomes the event of his brother and his father teasing him. Intentionally so that the child screams to call them.

Azka has been able to respond well, both from his vision and hearing. I was a little afraid of his birth earlier than expected, many said this and that about a child born prematurely. But in reality, Azka grew very well. Even now the flesh in his body is very much. Just look at her cheeks, hands, and thighs, so adorable and delicious to pinch.

The three men were in the playroom, they were sitting on carpets, some toys were in front of Azka. It is not a holiday, but Arga did not go to the factory on the grounds that there is not much work and has been done since yesterday. I'm a little upset talking to him about this. As a boss he shouldn't just be like that, working if he wants to. However, Arga said if it did not matter, if there was something to do at the factory there would be a secretary who contacted him immediately.

"I love playing with Azka. Like he's a kid, if he grows up he won't play with his dad anymore." As soon as he talks if I'm nagging him. I can do what if he has said it, after all if he has started working he will be very focused on his work.

The sound of laughter rang out from the playroom, I kind of calmed down and left them and now I was preparing lunch. 

"Mom let me just cook, Mother can come to play with the others," said Ma'am Sus approached me. Again he wanted to take over my job.

"It's okay, Ma'am. After all, the children have their fathers. I haven't done it for them for a long time either." I refused to give my job to him. Mumpung children are being diverted along with the price I can freely explore in this kitchen. It's been a long time since I remember the last time I cooked for them.

"Can I help you?" Sister Sus now asks me.

"Please clean the dining table, bring rice and prepare dishes as well. It'll be ripe soon, too" say it to him. Sister Sus nodded her head in understanding, she then did what I told her to do. The empty dining table now has several dishes on it, a spoon and also each of them has a glass that has not been filled with water. The rice pot followed later.

The cuisine is not so long ripe, I make two dishes only. Obviously Arga and Gara did not want to eat potatoes, they did not like the vegetable. Unlike me now, already from yesterday I want potato fried chili with ati ampela. Yesterday I spoke with Mbak Sus to buy the vegetables, then today it was done because Mbak Sus just bought the vegetables this morning.

The smell of cooking makes me even hungrier, especially now that I am breastfeeding. Azka suckling is so strong that I just ate I was hungry again. According to other words yes that's how people who are breastfeeding, it feels constantly hungry.

"Darling! Papa, Brother!" I shouted to the others, calling them for lunch. Arga holds Azka and then sits at the dinner table, as does Gara. I also called Ma'am Sus, asking him to hold Azka temporarily, so as not to disturb us eating. The boy was already starting to be able to put what he found into his mouth.

"Let's eat, Mama is hungry" I told the two. They both nodded their heads and began to take the dishes and thrust them at me. That's how every time they eat, I have to take rice. Very spoiled. What if I don't exist? Are they still waiting for someone to get some rice?

"Tumben cook potatoes?" asked Arga as I took the food over my plate.

"I've been wanting it for a long time, but there's no material in the refrigerator" I said. One glass of iced tea drink is available in front of my plate.

"Ma, it's normal to drink water. Do not drink tea often what is cold. How about Azka runny nose?" ask Arga to remind.

"I'm thirsty, I think it's hot to be cold" I told him.

We started lunch together. However, just three mouthfuls I felt the food I was eating was now turned back up again. Unable to bear it, I shut my mouth that almost spouted something from inside there. I ran to the bathroom near the kitchen.

"Geek!!" Something in the stomach is coming out again. I don't know why, but usually there are no problems. Am I in the wind?

That bad taste now made me crouch back on the toilet. Again the food I eat and what I drink comes out of there. This sore throat, it's painful.

"Why are you?" asked Arga, his voice near me. His big hands are now massaging my back gently. He asked again with worry.

"I don't know, it doesn't taste good. Want ... huwekk!!!" Again I spit out the contents in my stomach. Don't know what's going on, it's not usually like this. Even if you are in the wind never to vomit like this.

"You sick, are you?" arga asked now, not stopping rubbing my back gently. I shook my head, remembering something. I stared at Arga sharply.

"Pa, what date did I get my period yesterday?" I asked Arga. He stopped the pace of his hand, looked at me cluelessly, then shook his head. Immediately I washed my face and gargled, then hurriedly stepped quickly towards the room. The calendar by the bedside I saw the numbers, along with the graffiti there. This month I haven't cut it off at all. Is I …

Something in the drawer I picked up, I quickly put my footstep back into the bathroom in the room.

"Juice!" yelling Arga's voice from out there banging on the bathroom door.

"Yes?"

"Why you?" tanya Arga was now shouting again.

"I'm okay, don't knock the door! I'll be out too!" "yell me again, the little container I just picked up has now been filled with urine, maybe a little slovenly, but I want to make sure of something. The test pack that I took from the table now I put it in the container, for a moment it has red movement up and then leave the line there. Two. I see two?

I can't believe what I see now. I don't think it's going to be this fast. Indeed we do not prevent it, or do KB independently. Didn't have that intention from before.

"Dye. You all right?" asked Arga now, the pounding on the door sounded again.

I immediately grabbed the doorknob to coincide with Arga who was about to bang back on the bathroom door.

"You why? I'm …."

"I'm pregnant again, Pa." Cut me up quickly, making him look at me silently. His mouth was wide open.

The flat thing I was wearing I showed it to him. There are two lines now, clearly not as faint as when I used this thing first.

Finally Arga woke up and took the test pack out of my hand. He looked at her with a look of disbelief.

"This serious?!" the question while lifting the test pack saw it more clearly.

"So seriously I'm gonna have another kid?" He asked gini with his strange-looking face. Soon a tear flowed from there.

"Alhamdulillah!" He took me into his arms and kissed me on the face several times, forehead, cheeks, lips, nose, nothing was missed.

"Alhamdulillah, I'm very happy if this is true. Let's go to the hospital, check it out" he said, pulling my hand.

I held back her legs, getting her hands off me made her look at me confused and in disbelief.

"We have to take the kids to the hospital as well" I said.

"No need, we're the only two leaving. We just put them at home with Sister Sus," he said and pulled my hand again.

Without changing clothes, we went to the hospital. Azka and Gara we left at home.

In the car, I couldn't stand the smell of AC so I wanted to throw up again. Forced Arga to turn off the AC and also throw the car fragrance out of the car. In a hurry we went to the hospital. Some people lined up at the same doctor as me, some were flat stomachs, until the stomach had grown. Almost waiting for an hour, I finally met the same doctor who took care of me before.

Arga followed me to the doctor's office, and there we saw the same thing as more than a year ago. There's a tadpole seed in my stomach!

Arga again thanked for the sustenance we got again this time.

Back home, we have been greeted by Gara with Mbak Sus. Ma'am Sus who had guessed now smiled happily. 

“Aalhamdulillah's. Finally Abang Gara wants to have a grandpa again. This is Brother, this is also Abang,” said Mbak Sus while lifting Azka who is now laughing as the increasingly moister woman lifted him up.

“Truly, Ma? Want to have another grandpa?” ask the boy. I nodded slowly, wanting to know her reaction how, whether she would be happy like that time or if she had other thoughts, afraid that if he feels our affection will be divided even more into other than himself.

“Abang will have another baby grandpa, so Brother Puhya two sisters. Brother happy not?” ask me to hold my breath. The reason is, his face is now flat so I don't know if he likes it or not.

“Like! Yeaay!!! Many sisters!” the boy shouted loudly while running around with his arms outstretched as if forming an airplane,

Thank God, I was relieved to hear him happy like that, Indeed my mind e\= often think of ugly things so sometimes I fear myself.

“Papa will phone grandpa!” exclaimed Arga then left by running into the room.

“Abang also want to phone grandma!” the boy shouted then ran towards where the house phone was.

“Mbak Sus will tell you this news with others,” said my assistant does not want to miss. He leaves with Azka to the back house.

I sat on the couch after they all left. Looking at what I just got from the doctor, the USG results with one pouch point there.

“Yes Allah, thank you for the sustenance You have given us,” my murmur is full of gratitude. Still can't believe what I got.

I did want another child, but I didn't expect it to be this close. How will I take care of my two children? Azka is too small.

“you why, Yu?” arga asked after returning from inside the room and sat down next to me.

“I'm confused again,” I said.

“Why?” 

“Azka is still too small, how should I take care of him? I mean he is still ASI,” I said with a little confused.

Arga rubbed my arms, carrying me into his arms. “Why are you confused? The doctor also said, it would be okay if you want to breastfeed Azka. As long as you eat a lot, the term is you eat three plates for the love of the other two, one for you, one for Azka, and one for our prospective children,” said Arga.

“But if you can't, we'll try to replace formula milk for Azka,” said Arga sadly. I am also sad if Azka changes with formula milk, will the child want her breast milk replaced by another milk?

I leaned on Arga. There is a sense of regret in this heart with the events of today. I should have listened to what aunt said first, to wait until Azka could at least walk.

“Hey, how quiet? What do you think?” ask Arga to me.

I shook my head. If I talk to him, he might get angry.

”Ah, I was thinking, why don't we do it safe, huh? For example, use that safety. Azka is still a child and you will be very troublesome later,” he said in a sorry tone, I so looked at her in confusion. He was shining with a happy face, why now even like sorry?

“You're saying I'm pregnant? Don't like?” ask her. I should have been pleased with his thinking because not only did I think so, but it felt .. I didn't like him talking that way.

“Eh, it's not like that. I'm just feeling the same about myself, not thinking about your troubles. Do not remember what Azka's birth like,” he said.

“Already, it is, after all this already exists, must be well received, sustenance,” said I finally.