Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

40. Hilman And Hana in Public

Back to Ayu.

I decided to go back home. Mom always presses me and asks what really happened to me. I asked if my house was okay or not. This made me lie a lot and I didn't want to add to my list of lies anymore.

Mas Hilman smiled happily when he saw me enter the room. He got up and approached me who was now holding a bag and a laptop on the table.

"You're home, Yu?" What kind of question is that? Of course I went home, I was already in front of him!

"Hem," I replied lazily. Mas Hilman approached me, his hands widened to hug me, but I avoided by carrying a towel hanging at the door and out of the room.

After the shower, I went back to the room. Mas Hilman sat on the edge of the bed playing his phone. He looked at me and kept his phone on the pillow.

"Mother how are you, Yu?" mas Hilman asked me as I was drying my hair.

"Okay" I answered briefly. I heard a breath coming from his nose.

"Yes, are you angry with me?" ask Mas Hilman again.

"No, no" I replied again.

"But why are you so cold like me?" ask her again in her sad tone.

"I'm not cold, I just don't want to talk."

"Yu, I'm really sorry that I was wrong all along. I promise I won't do that again. I won't force you to do what you don't like" he said in a guilty tone.

"That's it, Mas. I won't be right in the eyes of everyone here, after all" I said unconcernedly and left him looking at me with a sad look.

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This morning I decided to go back to looking for a job. The conversation that took place last night after I came home from Mom has not been able to make my heart calm. I still feel angry with Mas Hilman's treatment that can not be fair in my opinion, always I have to give up for the sake of the little boy. What more reason if not for his beauty!

The sun's scorching heat didn't make me stop my vehicle from looking for a job. No matter what Mas Hilman's ban was when I was about to go find a job. I also don't want to be at home too often and with that woman.

One company after another I went to, the answer was still the same as a while ago. No vacancies or just filled.

With slow steps, I headed back towards my bike. Today was very hot to sting the skin, the bottle in the trunk of my motorbike was empty when I wanted to swallow the contents. I decided to go to a cafe not far from there.

I ordered food and drinks, not waiting for the food to be in my mouth. I enjoy these times alone without being with anyone else. It feels really sad. In the past, if you remember, Mas Hilman and I would occasionally go outside for a walk or just eat, spend our time together with a lot of fun, but this time ....

I sobbed once. I was foolish enough to think of something like this, not knowing whether the people there were thinking of me or not. Soon I wipe away the tears in the corner of my eyes and then finish my food and get out of here.

Remember with the stock of food at home is thinning, I decided to stop by a supermarket to shop for kitchen needs and also others.

Looking at all the groceries in my basket, I was confused because I used to shop for kitchen needs and everything. I never saw Hana shopping to just fill the refrigerator or stock laundry soap or bath needs.

Sometimes thinking about not caring makes me feel stupid. After this I will no longer be shopping for him! These are all mine!

I went back to walking, not to add my groceries, but instead to keep them back where they were. I don't want to lose myself, this is my monthly allowance, but she's also eating?

"Just kid!" I muttered as I stared at the frozen meat in my hand and quickly put it back in the freezer. No matter the gaze of others who saw me do that, I still kept it in there.

"Why saved again, Ma'am?" ask someone who was next to me when I just closed the freezer with a clear glass surface.

"Intentionally, Mom. I bought it, my honey ate it." I blatantly told him to make him cry out in surprise. I left when he asked further.

Oh my God, what am I doing? What's with me? Why would I tell someone else that I'm being mixed up?

I felt strange on my own, but there was a feeling in my heart that was like releasing a heavy burden. Now be light after saying that to others.

The sound of the phone ringing came from inside my bag, as soon as I grabbed it and saw the name on the screen. Diana, best friend.

"Waalaikum salam" I said in reply to his greeting.

"I saw you at the supermarket again, but you weren't, were you?" ask the voice across there.

"I'm in the supermarket again" I said. I spread my gaze around, looking for where the person who saw me was until I finally found a woman who was not far from where I was standing waving her hand at me.

"Juice!"

"Diana!"

"I didn't think you were here, it could be a coincidence!" he cried while smiling happily looking at me from top to bottom and vice versa.

"Put off the phone first" I reminded.

"Oh, yes." Diana turned off her phone. We put that phone in our bags.

"Who are you here with?" ask Diana.

"Self," I replied. "When did you get here? How are you not telling me?" ask her.

"So that afternoon. I was tired, so I got home straight to bed" he said, answering my question. Diana stared at the shopping cart I was carrying, it had reduced quite a lot because I had returned to store my groceries to where I was.

"Not finished the shopping?" tanyakanya.

"It's okay, but I don't know if there's anything less or not" I replied.

"Not using a list? Tumben?"

"So I went out of the house again, kept going home, remember that the food stock was a little bit," I replied.

"Oh,"

"It's over?" I stared at the basket in his hand.

"That's enough. Wanna pay?"

"Hooh," I answered

We both went to the cashier to pay for our groceries.

We decided to go upstairs where there was some food. Diana ordered chicken flour while I just ordered a drink. I ate enough of it. Thinking about me in the duakan makes me feel angry and it turns out it makes my appetite increase.

Diana has been my best friend since High School. He and I were one bench first, making us familiar. After graduating from college Diana continued S2 and then applied for a job at a large company, but she was placed in a branch office outside the city. Once a few weeks he came back here to see his parents.

There was so much we talked about that the drink in my hand was almost gone. The sound of water I sucked up to sound in the ears made Diana glare furiously at me.

"Hat habit!" patted my hand hard enough.

I just grimaced at him.

"Eh, Yu. You know Hambali?" diana asked me, her hand moving to put food in her mouth. Hambali was a friend of ours in college. She is also Diana's boyfriend.

"He said he wanted to come here!" he yelled in annoyance.

"Why did you? Good dong if he wants to come here," I said confusedly.

"Yes. Good one, good one. But that's loh ... I ... it ..." he said stammeringly.

"What?" I asked to look at him.

"I don't know if you'd agree with me" he said in a sluggish tone, but his hand didn't stop to put the food in his mouth.

"Yes try it, what's wrong if he comes and asks permission from Mother and your Father" I said encouragingly.

"But he I mean ... His job was teacher, Mother and Father ...." Diana was silent again with a straight forward look. I chewed on the fries Diana ordered earlier.

"What if he's a teacher?" ask me to relax. Diana was just speechless not answering my question, she kept looking forward. His gaze was not turned as locked there.

"You see what the hell, Di?" I wondered what he saw behind me. Suddenly I saw what was not far from there. A man with a pregnant woman had just come and placed an order. The man took the young woman who was more deserving of being his nephew than of being a wife with great affection. They walked leisurely towards an empty table.

"Dye. That's Mas Hilman, right?"

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