Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

7. Just for Mom's sake

I entered the room, and I saw that my mother was consciously smiling at me who was just approaching. Sinta and Yu Tarni were on the other side of the bed.

"Hilman, are you coming, son?" Mom's smile expands wide. I glanced towards my side, it turned out that Mas Hilman was coming in.

Mas Hilman walked up to the mother and took her mother's hand to kiss her.

"Yes, Mom. Hilman's coming."

"When are you coming home from out of town?" Mother asked. Mas Hilman glanced at me, I threw my face the other way.

"New Mom, this morning."

"Thank God. You want to pick up Ayu, right?" Mother asked again. Hilman was silent for a moment.

"Yes, Mom. It's also if Ayu wants to go home." replied Mas Hilman.

I gripped in my heart. Why is that sentence being said.

"Why don't you want to go home?" Now Yu Tarni asked in confusion. Mother also looked at me and Mas Hilman alternately.

"I mean Mas Hilman, you're sick. Ayu's time to go home." I grimaced to answer Yu Tarni's question earlier.

"Oh ...." Mother and Yu Tarni rounded her mouth, in contrast to Sinta who glanced at me sharply.

"It's okay if you want to go home Yu. I have Sinta who accompanies. You just go home, pity Hilman. Just got back from out of town, you don't exist." My mother said that to me.

"It's okay, Mom. If Ayu wants to accompany Mom first Hilman is not papa." Mas Hilman now said with a smile on his lips. I don't know what this man means, but I can't leave mom in the meantime either.

Not how long Sinta and Yu Tarni say goodbye. Before they came home I gave Sinta the keys and asked her to check the kitchen.

Mas Hilman is now sitting on the other side of his mother's bed. Mother's face looks brightah staring at Mas Hilman and I alternately.

"You haven't been here in a long time. How's your mom doing? They're all good, right?" ask mom kindly.

Mas Hilman nodded with a smile on his lips.

"Good, Mom. Healthy mother and father are all good." replied Mas Hilman lightly.

"Thank you, yeah Man. You have wanted to accompany Ayu until now. I'm glad Ayu got a good husband like you, and also a good in-law like your parents!" Mother said cheerfully, as her hands pressed against her chest. One mother's other hand held my hand and stroked the back of the hand.

If you knew what was happening to me now. Can you still smile like that? They have dzolim to me.

I'm Mas Hilman who now bows his head. I don't know what he was thinking, his smile looked awkward to mom.

By late afternoon, I was allowed to go home by the doctor. My mother and I sat in the back seat while Mas Hilman drove slowly.

The journey from the hospital to home does not take long, only 20 minutes if the road is smooth. Mas Hilman stopped his car on the side of a deserted road. My mother and I turned towards Mas Hilman who had come down and approached the fruit seller in the open tub car. Before long he came back with two black crackles in his hand.

Mas Hilman got back in the car and then he handed the two parcels to me.

"That's me buying mangoes, already peeled as the seller. Mangga is sweet, I tried that too." said Mas Hilman lightly and smiled at me and the mother of the change. Hilman is a man who is always understanding

Mom welcomes the pieces of mango that are already inside the mica plastic, then takes the puncture and enjoys it.

"Thank you, Man. You're a good daughter-in-law, lucky Ayu has a husband like you." Mas Hilman smiled as he nodded then returned to his homecoming, while I leaned back and stared at the window towards the exit.

I remember the doctor's message when I met him. The condition of the mother is not better, the doctor said the mother should not be much thought and also should not be tired, it could be the mother will drop.

I breathe heavily. Baffled. What am I supposed to do? If I'm selfish, I'm afraid of mom's health. Only my mother is the one I have right now.

The car has entered the yard.

Immediately Mas Hilman opened the door for mother and grabbed the mother's arm to take her out of the car. I followed them out with my mother's purse and purse, and two bags of crackles filled with fruits that I bought earlier, and then walked behind them. Sinta ran into the yard and approached me. He handed me the house keys.

"The stove is dead, Mother." Report Sinta to me.

"Sorry Sin, it's been a hassle. I forgot it." Sinta nodded.

"Budhe doesn't have a papa, Mommy?" ask Sinta with worry.

"No papa, it's better."

"What's Sin?" my many. Sinta then shook her head quickly.

"No. It's nothing,” he replied, but it looked like he didn't seem satisfied.

"Yes, if there's nothing. Ma'am wants to come in then. You wanna come in?" bargain me.

"Love there's an online class, Ma'am. Sinta will come back here again at night." he refused. Sinta then went home, I stared at her disappearance. As I recall, Sinta had seen Mas Hilman kneeling in front of me, hopefully Sinta said nothing to mother.

I again walked closer to the mother who was now sitting on the porch seat, while Mas Hilman stood beside the mother. I put my keys in my spring, then opened the door wide.

Mas Hilman again grabbed the mother's body and helped her walk.

"Mother rest in the room." I heard Hilman talking to mom, they both walked towards the room. Mas Hilman laid my mother on the bed while I kept her purse and purse in place, my purse I hung behind the door and my purse I kept in the closet.

I approached my mother, Mas Hilman slightly shifted his body, giving me space. "Wouldn't you eat?" ask me to mom. I just shook my head.

"So mom ate at the hospital, you guys ate together" she told us.

"Mom wants to rest, mother's head feels dizzy." lamented mother.

"Let's go get a massage?" I offered myself.

"No, I'm just sleeping. Sleeping is better too. You guys have eaten, you haven't eaten since noon, have you?"

I pulled my mother's blanket over her neck.

"Yes, I'm resting." Mom nodded and closed her eyes.

Me and Mas Hilman came out of mom's room. Mas Hilman followed me to the kitchen. I was hungry from now on. In the morning I had a little breakfast.

Fruits that are in the crackle I move on a fruit plate and store it on the dining table. After that I took out the rice from inside the magic com, not forgetting what I was cooking this afternoon.

"Well, can we talk again?" asked Mas Hilman now approaching towards me, he stopped two steps near me. Her eyes looked hopeful, making me feel a little guilty, but just let me try not to care.

I took two plates and a spoon, and arranged them on the table.

"Yu, we're talking, huh?" Hilman asked again.

"Would you eat no?" Instead of answering, I asked him. No matter how angry I am with him, but I can't bear to let him starve. He had been bothered to take care of the mother earlier, dropping off and also managing the administration.

"Don't switch Yu's conversation. We have to talk." pinta Mas Hilman.

I sat on the chair taking the rice and side dishes and shifted them to the front of the empty chair.

"Eat it first. We'll talk!" I said without looking at him. I took the rice and side dishes for myself then started eating without waiting for him.

Mas Hilman is now sitting in front of the plate I prepared earlier. "Thank you" he said. I didn't answer, continued eating. We ate with solitude.

Finish eating me and Mas Hilman talking in the room. If outside is afraid that someone will hear, especially if the mother of the person.

We sat side by side on the edge of the bed, but still took some distance. I was the one who gave that distance, Mas Hilman understood and did not force to get close.

"Yu, you don't ask to be separated from me. I can't do it without you." I heard a soft voice.

"I promise, next time whatever I do I'll talk to you. I will not lie to you again. I beg you to go home, Yu. I mean later if mom's healed. I beg you to think about our marriage, think about mother too, remember what the doctor said the mother would be sad if we parted."

I feel like I want to laugh in my heart, why does God ease his desires so much?

"I don't know what Yu should be. Now everything's happened. I know I was wrong, but I beg you to come back with me. And we live three."

I looked at Mas Hilman with dislike. Three lives. Why does it sound so painful?

"Ju willing to go back with you. This Ayu did for mother's sake, but it does not mean that I forgive you and also accept with her. If you want me to come home, he can't be home. It's up to you to take him where." I said without looking at him. I was reluctant to look at him.

Mas Hilman was silent for a moment. I lyricized her face which looked confused, then she turned her eyes towards me.

"OKAY. I'll find a place for him" he said. Now his smile expands even though it looks thin.

Somehow I will live my life after this. Can I live it well?