Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

36. Ayu, Don't Want to Be Abandoned

I woke up from my bed. Staring at Ayu's sad face and also sad every time the discussion about this, I also feel guilty if I see her shed tears.

Ayu turned her face the other way, avoiding my gaze. He seemed to be holding his breath.

"That's it, Yu. Don't think about the child anymore. I don't want you to be sad because you think about it. Besides, I'm also happy to live like this just like you," I comforted him. I cupped both cheeks with my palms. That cute face was just sobbing even without tears.

"How not to be sad, Mom. We've been married for seven years, but we don't have children yet" she said slowly.

"We're going to the doctor again, yuk!" bring me.

I am confused by the time I have now. Even I also often overtime during holidays, making me sometimes do not have time just to indulge in my own wife.

"I can't get permission often, Yu. In the office there is a lot of work. Do you know what my job is like? My job is also very much now, sometimes home is not clear time. Vacation also sometimes does not affect me," I said asking for understanding. Sometimes I want to go back in time to enjoy my life as it used to be. You can have more alone time with him.

Ayu scowled, her lips manyuning comically. I brought my face closer to her and kissed the sexy manyun's lips gently.

"Later, if I'm loose, I will accompany you to the doctor yes," I said persuaded.

Ayu nodded her head, still with a frown.

"Smile, dong. Don't be that manyun. Ugly!" taunted him. Instead of smiling, my wife even extended her lips forward.

I laughed at her behavior. We are adults, but if we are alone like this we are not like a unstable ABG child.

I hugged him and kissed him on the forehead. He returned my embrace tightly.

"Mas." call him, man,

"Hem?"

"Fear what?" my many.

"If I'm not a child forever how?" ask me. "Are you going to leave me?" ask again.

"I'm afraid that until that happens, Mom. A lot of times I hear that the husband will leave the wife if it has been married for a long time but does not have children" he said again. "You ... will it be so?" ask Ayu again.

"Or are you getting married again?" tanya Ayu added.

I flinched hearing her question like that.

"You won't stay with me, will you?" Ayu asked again while looking at me sharply. Inside his eyes was a look of extreme fear.

It felt like my heart had stopped beating when Ayu asked me that. What would happen if I told her Mom asked me to get married again?

"No. I won't stay with you" I replied, hugging her tightly. I don't want him to see my eyes full of lies, even though I won't leave him.

"I don't know how I would be if you left me, Mom. Maybe I selfishly want you to stay by my side with my less-than-status, but I think I'll lose my way if you don't exist. You are a husband and a father to me" he said softly. I was silent to Ayu's words. You know how Ayu in the time of her slump will be sick suffered by her father first.

"I'm not leaving you, Yu." I kiss Ayu's head gently. He smiled and moved his embrace to me.

"Thank you" he said.

I rubbed her hair gently. Shadows Ayu's pain if I do something bad to her. Especially with the polygamous status you want me to have.

I must immediately meet with Father and ask him to persuade Mother to undo his intention.