Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

43. A Friend Who Cares

Diana took me to a hotel. Not for nothing, he just wanted to keep me calm. There was no other place that was calm according to him, let alone me who he demanded to tell a long story. Do not let anyone else hear or I am not free to tell stories because of interference. We came here by car, motorbike so that later or tomorrow it will be taken if I am calm he said.

"Why did he get married again?" diana asked as I calmed down. His hand moved to polish the ointment he had bought at the pharmacy to my sore cheek. As a result of that big hand, this cheek becomes swollen, slightly blue there. I grimaced in pain when Diana did it as gently as possible.

"Just like me, Yu. I'll listen to your story and won't interrupt" he said with excitement. Stare at me sharply.

I lowered my head, occasionally shrinking the liquid that was still coming out of my nose even though now there was no more crying there. Diana continued to treat me.

I started to tell stories from beginning to end, from Mas Hilman's saying that time until last second we met and argued.

"Why haven't you ever told me the same story? Even if I'm not here, can you tell me on the phone?" diana asked degan annoyed, my arm was the target of her pinch. He seemed to be anxious to hear my story.

"Polygamy is okay, but I think he's wrong too. He should also ask permission from you first. Not secretly married to another woman!" he cried with anxiety. The pillow he was holding on to also did not escape the target.

"So what do you want after this, Yu? You can't just lose to them!" then she fell silent and looked at me with pity.

"Yu," he called out softly. "Are you still in love with Hilman?" ask Diana again. I fell silent, not knowing what else I should describe about this feeling. I once loved Mas Hilman, and I still feel heartache when he does what always makes me jealous of Hana.

"Are you still in love with Hilman? Do you want to keep going with him?" diana asked him a question as I remained silent.

I shook my head, to be honest I don't want to continue if this is the case. If a man can't be fair to his two wives then what will happen next? Can he be fair after I protest him? How was our relationship after this? Are we gonna be okay?

"Yes!" diana exclaimed again when I did not pry her question.

"No idea" I said languidly.

Diana looked at me with an angry look.

"Don't tell me you're resigned to your situation? You want to be bullied like that? Don't think stupid Ayu! Where is the Ayu I know always strong? Can you always defend yourself? Always rigid?" diana asked me.

"OK, you are strong, you are strong by proving that you can live with a third person for a few months, but you are also stupid!" cerca Diana to me.

I play my fingers.

"If I were you, I'd ask for a divorce from Hilman the Sucker!" he said with excitement I frowned in wonder at hearing that one foreign word from him.

"What is a sweetener?" ask me confused.

Diana patted her forehead. "I forgot, this is not the language here" Diana said, pulling my hand closer to her. His lips began to whisper in the ear, until it felt amused and warm there.

"Loves ...." I jumped when I heard the next word. Hitting his hand hard enough that he grimaced in pain.

"Part of what is that next word ... Not polite!" I shouted at him with glaring eyes. The sad atmosphere had now turned irritated.

"That's a term that likes to be used in the city there," he said with a ruckus on his lips. Replace now I'm the one who patted my forehead a little hard.

"Don't get used to it here, if I hear you again speaking that term, I'm duct tape of your mouth!" hisisku with anxiety. Diana only grimaced by raising her two V-shaped fingers.

"Why the hell is Yu, you want to survive this marriage? Do you really survive with him because you have no descendants? You don't think there's a man who wants to find a woman who can't love offspring?" diana asked with a firm grip on my hand.

There are many out there who can also accept good women like you, Yu. You can also adopt a child! Later if I was born, my son will also be your child," he said again in a sad and earnest tone.

I looked back at him sad and happy. I cuddle her body more than I do.

"Thank you, Di. You are my best friend" I said sobbing. Diana nodded as well stroking my back gently.

"Yes, I am your best friend. You're the only one who can't see my kindness so far, really don't tell me the important thing like this!" he said with an annoyed tone.

Diana distanced herself from me and looked at me sharply, "You sure you don't want to give up on this relationship?" ask Diana to me.

"I'm sorry, Yu. If I was the stove for you, but I can't bear to see you like this, the future is still long for you, Yu. I see Hilman has been like that and he has also been playing rough with you, are you sure you want to stick with him? Are you sure that tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, you'll be okay?" ask Diana to me. That's what I was thinking about too.

"Mother, how? Didn't you run amok when Hilman remarried?" ask Diana later.

I heaved a heavy sigh hearing this question.

"Mom don't know" I replied, which made him glare at me.

"Kok, don't you know? Can't you know how that is? You keep it a secret, do you?" ask him by exclaiming.

"Mom's sick, you know what?" ask her. Diana nodded. I told Mother what had happened, Diana's eyes watering when my story was over.

"I also have plans to divorce Mas Hilman, but later, at least if Mom has surgery on her head and is declared cured. I'm still waiting for the rice fields in the village to sell for the operating costs. I don't want to make you sicker" I said in the end. I have thought that way for a long time, but I haven't done it because of Mom's condition.

"You need a fee? Why don't you just tell me? I had more than ten savings, but not twenty, anyway. You are ...!" he infuriated me while beating my shoulder a few times. "Why not say? Why don't you talk to me? Why not ask for help with me?!" he shouted furiously, still while hitting my arm a little hard. I stayed away from her, not strong with her violent attitude.

Diana picked up the bag that was on the nightstand. He pulled a card out of there.

"Here, put it all on, put it on for Mom's surgery, but once you're cured you'll have to divorce her!" he shouted with his index finger pointing right in front of my nose.