Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

262. The Struggle of a Mother

I woke up when the pain was very much back in the stomach, the same as before, but this time it was very painful and made me hold the pillow tightly.

"Astaghfirullah." I bit my lips, closed my eyes tightly so that this pain would be muffled.

"Don't bite your lips and close your eyes, ma'am. It could be minus the eyes later," said Sister Sus worriedly and did not stop the pace of her hands on the waist, a little harder stroking my waist.

"sickness, Mother. Ow." It felt like crying, the pain in the lower area felt like something urgent wanted to come out.

"Patience, do not push first, if not the time later that there is less energy, hunt lemes," he said.

The pain is not just a second or two, but it's a long time in my opinion.

I saw the door still closed, hoping that Arga would get here. But the door did not open from the outside.

"Oh." I complained again, the pain was almost the same as when I had my period, but many times more than that.

"Patience, Mom. Patience." Sister Sus continued to rub my waist tirelessly, whenever I moaned she told me to be patient and say something, also telling me to take a breath and throw it away as she had known all along.

The feeling is now subsided, I sigh in relief and rub the wet corner of my eyes, the struggle of a mother now I feel and make me sad if I remember it. Perhaps, mother also experienced this while struggling to give birth to me.

"Kok was crying, patient, Mom. Istighfar, yuk istighfar" he said again.

"I was just my mother's keinget, Ma'am. It must hurt when I was born too," I said while shrinking tears.

"Yes, her name is also a woman who wants children, yes this is how it is. Full of struggle, must be able to withstand pain," he said again.

Right at that moment the door opened and Arga was seen now running towards me. Ma'am Sus stood up and gave her seat to Arga. He's moving in the other direction.

"Ma, Honey. You ...."Arga did not continue speaking, but she immediately hugged and kissed the top of my head. A cry sounded from the man's lips.

"Are you really going to give birth?" when she took off her embrace, I nodded and smiled. "Alhamdulillah, but how can it be? I mean, you're not the time yet?" ask again.

"I don't know, his son wanted to see his father" I replied.

"Pa, please have the driver pick up mom. I want to be accompanied by my mother" I asked.

Arga nodded and called his driver.

"Is anyone sick?" tanyakanya.

"Now there is nothing, if it was there, but Sister Sus who has helped take care of it." I explained. Arga is now sitting in a chair next to the gurney, she is stroking the big belly, giving a sense of comfort there. The tight movement felt back so it made me grimace in pain.

"When did you start to feel pain, Yu?"

"Let's noon like that" I replied.

"You didn't say anything to Sister Sus?"

"Which mother said, sir. I was asked why pale people say it's okay." Sister Sus precedes speaking, but I will answer.

"That's you, if it hurts to say, Ma. Don't just shut up, if there's anything at all?" He glared at me. I just smiled grimacing.

"Yes, it was just a little pain, the longer the more often it is, besides I also do not feel pain very, anyway."

"You always take the pain away. You will be pregnant big, if there is pain or what is said is the same Sister Sus, let someone help," he said now with a soft tone and gaze. I nodded again with a smile.

The pain that bitten back appeared.

"It hurts!" His hand became a focus, I held it tightly so that the color of his white skin was now red.

"Call the doctor, Ma'am!" yelled Arga at Ma'am Sus. I forbid it, Doctor says it's usually the opening every hour. However, Arga did not want to listen so asked Sister Sus to call the doctor back.

Before long the doctor came into the room and went back to check on me again, still the same as before wearing gloves and again I felt a little pain and pain down there.

"Newly up the opening to the sixth, a bit slow actually this, if calculated from the time it came here," said the doctor explained.

"Is something wrong, Doctor?" asked Arga worriedly, waiting for a response from the doctor.

"Nothing, this is still natural, but the sooner the opening is actually the better because the mother does not feel pain linger."

"How?" ask Arga again. "Can the doctor make his birth quick?"

"There is a way, but if not in a state of emergency of course we will also not recommend using the method, only for some cases, while for Bu Ayu is still reasonable," said the doctor again.

"Just try Bu Ayu a small walk around the room, or come out is okay, not too far," said the doctor again. I nodded in understanding, enduring the pain that was there. Many times beristighfar and also pray in my heart so that my labor becomes smooth.

I decided to take a walk in my room. The hijab I'm wearing now I'm off, there are no other men here, only Sus and Arga. The infusion pole I brought, walked slowly to the right and left of the bed until I felt a little bored.

I stopped walking when the pain came up again. Bending my body to the edge of the bed, Arga patiently followed and stroked this waist as I felt pain. My breath breathed in and I Huang slowly, hoping that the pain that was there would lessen a little.

"Mom, do I make warm tea?" mother Sus asked, I shook my head again. This is the umpteenth time that Sister Sus has offered, but I am not thirsty, do not want to eat or drink.

You should drink, Yu. From that day on, dehydration." Arga thrust the water in the glass and I only drank one gulp. A big sweat now drenched in my clothes, somewhat making it uncomfortable. I walked back when the pain disappeared.

The door opened from the outside, mother's call made me turn my head and smile happily.

"Father, mother's son!" mother said while hugging me tightly, I also hugged her, received kisses on the head and cheeks.

"You want a baby? I don't know, why don't you call mom?" ask her while crying. I rubbed the water that washed there.

"It's late, so Ayu wait for her Papa Gara to come home to pick up the mother with the driver" I said. Mother hugged me again and prayed that my labor would be smooth.

A girl came into the room, carrying a large bag, crackle bag and also a bushel of food. I looked at Madam Sus, wanting to show her what I said earlier. Mom was too excited.

"What did you bring? How many?" manyaku.

"Daster clothes, sarongs, baby clothes, food, the same drink," replied Mother. "Luckily the mother was cooking a lot this afternoon, vegetables are still a lot, make a meal here. Arga hasn't eaten yet?" mother asked and told the girl to come closer and bring a bushel of food towards us.

"Eh, Mum. How to bother." Arga approached, glancing at the food that mother brought. The smell of cooking smelled in my nose. Suddenly I feel hungry.

"Could you eat, Mom?" ask my mother.

"Can, lah. It's good, so there's power," said the mother again, then thrust a container to me containing rice and round eggs. Others also did not escape the call of the mother including Sister Sus and the driver, the food that mother brought was enough for all of us.

I ate not much, only three mouthfuls, the pain that had just come back. Slightly bitter because it is good to chew food, but disturbed because of this pain.

Arga stopped eating it and chose to help stroke this waistline.

"Already, Arga. Just eat. Let me take care of Ayu." Mom told Arga to eat back.

"It's okay, Mom. Let me take care of Ayu. Pity his waist pain."

"Eh, Pa. It's okay mom said, you just eat first, Pa. Let me rest later, you can accompany me," I said. Arga finally nodded and returned to sit in his original place together with Sister Sus who finished her meal now.