Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

10. Hana's Statement

"Yes ... can it be before Hana who holds it, you first wake up early and do everything? From tomorrow you have to do everything yourself, do not give hard work to Hana. I want Hana and Hilman to have a child soon. I've had enough patience waiting for your son!" mother's words were so raining down in this heart. It was just a speech but it felt like a very sharp dagger darted through this chest. True what many people say, the tongue is not boned, very sharp launching painful words.

"Don't want Ayu also Bu, if Ayu has no offspring, but this is not sustenance how? Want how forced will also not be possible if God has not willed," I told my mother. I've had a stupid time with my behavior that might be disrespectful to parents. My disappointment was already great to the figure of this mother who was in front of me.

Mom stared intently at me with a dislike look. While Hana was also the same looking at me, but her gaze was strange, one corner of her lips looked pulled to the side. As in films with antagonistic roles that stare cynically at the lead female role.

"You can fight the old man. If you say yes manut anyway. This is also for the good of you both! You also have to support Hilman with Hana so that they quickly have offspring, and who knows after that you can also follow having offspring as well. You want the child as a lure, right? Instead of taking a nephew to be a lure, better make their child as a lure for you to have children, Yu!"

I felt like I wanted to laugh when my mother said that, what if my position was with my mother. Can you accept it with such a word? Making his honeymoon as a lure to have his own children.

I was trying to be sincere, but mother always urged me to accept it making me feel even more resentful of her. Not without cause, a secret marriage, coming without asking my permission, then all the affection I've ever had now she's the one who has it. Don't think this is gonna be easy for me. Whoever it is, I'm sure no one will be able to accept it easily. There may be some who can accept honey sincerely, but it's not much, and I'm not one of them!

"How about you, ma'am, their marriage Ayu can't accept it yet. Ayu is not sure that she will be able to accept the child as well," I said, not caring for my mother. I'm getting tired of this discussion. Mother's face grew angry hearing my words just now, as did Hana.

"You are Yu. It could be fine if you try to accept them. Don't be selfish being a woman, don't you think that maybe Hilman also wants to have children soon? If you can have a mother's child also will not ask Hilman to marry again," said the mother with a high tone. Not like that, obviously I thought of Mas Hilman as well, but this is not the way.

"Jeez also thought of Mas Hilman, Ma'am. Ayu has also been trying to go to the doctor, to undergo traditional medicine and so on, but indeed we have not been given offspring should how? And now mom says to me sincerely? Just think about it, here it is clear Ayu is being lied to, explained Ayu who was the victim, then mother asked Ayu to sincerely accept her presence?" I asked my mother while pointing towards Hana.

Mother suddenly stood up from her seat, her face growing more and more wrath on me. The look of the dislike eye with the look of anger was clearly visible inside there.

"One more time I press you, I told you the last time, Ayu. If you're not willing, if you're not sincere, and if you don't like Hilman's marriage, you know for yourself what to do!" say mother firmly.

Hah ... In other words mom told me to back off!

"What is this Mom? What should Ayu do?" The voice suddenly sounded as I was about to speak. Mas Hilman was now in the doorway staring at us one by one in confusion. I was surprised by Mas Hilman's sudden presence. Mother and Hana also seemed to be the same as me, surprised by the return of Mas Hilman at lunchtime.

"What did I tell ayu to do?" asked Mas Hilman once again, this time his gaze was fixed on mother.

"Mother didn't tell Ayu ...."

"Mother said that if I'm not sincere with your marriage I should just step back mas." I cut off Mom's words, Mom looks glared at me but I don't care.

"You misunderstood Man, which means Mom's not like that!" Mother said in a soft tone.

"True Mas, I didn't mean it that way anyway.it's just a misunderstanding. "this time Hana spoke. he even drew closer to my husband and held his arm with a wistful and contemptuous look.

"You mean misunderstand what? Obviously my ears are not deaf!" I said with a glance towards mother and Hana alternately. Mom looked up not like it towards me.

"Bu Hilman please Mom, it's enough with this marriage, Hilman beg you not to push anything more to Ayu. It's been enough of her in two by me."

"Mother is not urgent, Mother only gives a choice.you know not Man, Hana cleaned up all the houses while Ayu just stayed in the room. If Hana's too tired, how are you gonna have kids?" ask Mas Hilman.

"Anu Ma'am ... Don't be angry with Mas Hilman. After all Hana is not going to get pregnant, too," Hana spoke while looking down on her head.

"What do you mean?" ask mom confused.

"We... Looks like Hana won't get pregnant this close either, Mom. we. .. haven't done anything." the woman said softly to surprise Mom with her words as well as me. However, I was surprised because he dared to say something personal to mom.

"What?! You guys haven't ...." Mother stared as she pointed towards Hana and also Mas Hilman. Hana lowered her head while Mas Hilman cast his gaze in the other direction.

Mom suddenly grabbed her chest and fell on the couch. Sontak mas Hilman and Hana approached the mother with a sense of worry.

"Mom, you're not papa, are you?" asked Mas Hilman with worry. Mother did not answer still silent by adjusting her breath that looks tight.

"Mom why Mom?" asked Mas Hilman again, Hana also asked mother.

"Already! Mom wants to go home! you're outrageous! this must be you Ayu, you're the one who asked Hilman not to sleep with Hana?" Mother stood up and pointed at me, still holding her chest.

"Mom please, not because of Ayu but I'm not ready to be with Hana." Mas Hilman spoke while pleading with mother, but Mother looked unconcerned and also very angry.

"Have Mother been disappointed with you Man. You know I really want to have a grandchild with you. How will Hana get pregnant if you don't meddle with her." said Mom and then she walked out. Mas Hilman half ran after the mother who is now seen already outside the fence.