Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

306. Dizziness Facing Mom.

Vita and I walked out of the house, we were just on foot not on the bike. Intentionally so that Vita runs more smoothly.

Holding my hand, she moved her little legs one by one. Passing through the green painted house, made me step foot slowly. I don't know what I'm thinking, but it feels like I want to see him or just his shadow from out here. Until we left there my hope that did not materialize. I didn't see it so it made this heart weird.

Since our meeting at the park, we have not met. There was an uncomfortable feeling and eager to see it. What am I supposed to do? Trying to forget, already. Trying to distract from her, already. It was very hard to get him out of my mind.

We walked not far, heading to a simple food stall at the end of the road. Just getting in there I was struck by a greeting from a woman.

"Eh, Hilman same Vita. What again?" ask the woman. I was stunned by his figure. He had just received a plastic package given by the stall owner.

"Eh, there's a Mother Goddess turned out. This is going to buy vegetables while taking Vita for a walk," I told him.

"Oh, yes. Then I'll go first." He left the shop after receiving the change. It feels good to meet him, but also disappointed because I think he will wait for us to finish here and will walk home together. Vita is also only called just that, so that the child gawked to see the departure of the Goddess from this stall.

What's up with him now? Why does it look a little weird? I mean, usually Ma'am Dewi talks a lot, especially if there is a Vita, she will definitely hug him first.

"Mas Hilman wants what message?" I heard a question from the owner of the stall, disperse my daydream the bag of the woman who had left me here.

"Eh, yes. Vegetable sop five thousand."

"What else?" ask the woman again.

"In a moment" I said and circulated the view into the storefront with plenty of food there. I'm pointing to three different types of food. If it can also be warmed up tomorrow, for breakfast and open me up at the factory.

Finished by buying my vegetables and Vita back on foot to the house.

The air this afternoon was a little cold. Fortunately, I put my jacket on to Vita. He walked slowly, but I'm so glad he's still trying. As I was about to carry her out of fear that if she got tired, she moved one of her hands to get rid of my hand. Just talking 'eh' sounds upset, I usually mean as a rejection from Vita.

For almost an hour, we arrived home. Mom was still a manyun when I called her for dinner, just a simple vegetable that I bought from the food stall earlier. Mom sat around the food with her eyes.

"Let's eat, Mom. Why are you just looking at it?" my many. Sounded upset from mom's mouth. I have prepared rice on the plate, just move the side dishes. But now my mother is still silent.

"Yes, why?" many confused.

"There's nothing else? Rendang, or that grilled fish?" ask mother.

I slightly clenched my teeth. This mother's request reflects a person who is less grateful to the circumstances.

"Don't ask for anything weird, it's a fancy meal. What else, anyway?" ask me with a fury.

"Mom wants a rendang, or grilled fish, man! Or it's seafood, seafood, seafood" he said very clearly. Chicken soy sauce, jackfruit vegetables, soup, and fried catfish in front of us, mother refused his existence.

I kept the spoon a little rough until it sounded clanking on the plate, making mom look at me in shock.

"Why are you so fussy, anyway? This is something to be thankful for because many people out there find it hard to find food!" I said with annoyance.

"It's an occasional one, man. I don't ask for it every day, only occasionally" he said quickly.

"Yes, but I asked her not to see the situation, what are we doing, Mom? Can not wait if Hilman payday, after all, the mother lately is very wasteful. I bought gas, oil and rice and soap, and two hundred and three days of money were gone. While we eat every day just that, ordinary vegetables, eggs are also rare," I said. Mother directly lowered her head. I saw his face change with water.

"Vita, Man. Vita jajannya much. Yesterday it was up to thirty thousand," said the mother slightly stammered. Here I'm sure it wasn't Vita who spent the money. It doesn't make sense with Vita snacks especially since yesterday did not see the package of snacks scattered or the rest of the snacks in this house. Vita who sometimes just want and leave snacks, and I spend it. Mom, where would you like Vita's used food like that.

"Here you go, if indeed many Vita snacks will also still be left, the three days if the Vita is only thirty thousand there is still a hundred and ten remaining, there are three days, for vegetables divided by three days, about forty a day, yesterday's mother only cooked the same spinach tofu, tomorrow the same vegetables kale, today not cooking. The price of the vegetable is not up to fifty thousand, ma'am." Mom is down. His hands move under the table.

"There should still be leftovers to cook today if the food is just like that, right?" I was like a prosecutor trying someone.

"You know why the hell is Man talking like that? You do not know what kind of home needs, do not say that money is wasteful!"

"What did you buy again? I will take care of the household for a long time, such money can certainly be in about can be longer, just to buy side dishes. If cooked every day a luxurious dish Hilman would be natural if the money runs out within two days. Already, Mom, Hilman is tired of the same debate Mother continues about money. Yang Hilman wants to tuh Mother to be concerned about our situation, Mom. Instead of undermining keep asking for money and money. This week has been seven hundred money that Hilman spent on kitchen affairs," I said with annoyance and chose to leave by bringing Vita and also my plate towards the TV room.

It feels upset if asked to continue, it is up to the call stingy as well. I just don't want to bother looking for debt just to cover the needs of the kitchen!