Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

287. Could He?

Ah, what am I thinking? Is it possible that Dewi wants to be with me who is just a factory worker? I'm a widower with one unwell child, and I'm taking on a parent's life. And again, does the Goddess want to have in-laws who are like mothers? Especially with the current situation, the problems in our lives are not a light thing.

I turned my gaze away from the Goddess. He was ordinary, his skin was mature, not too tall, thin, but his face if he looked carefully was quite sweet as well. Especially with the presence of a small mole that is below near his eyes. It's so good to see that black dot over there.

"Eh, yes. Are you here long?" ask the Goddess.

"Now, we're going home soon, we haven't eaten. You guys want to go home?" ask her.

"In a moment, Cio is still not a toy, just pointed at it." Dewi pointed to a place where there was a man and some children who were playing plastic fishing and small fish not far from where we were.

“We go there first, deh,” said Dewi while standing. “Vita would like me to invite you guys, right? Just moment. Or, you want to eat right away?” ask the Goddess.

“Ah, not really. Please if you want to take Vita. Here's the money,” I said while taking the money out of my shirt pocket.

“Already, I paid. Not how much, kok.” The goddess smiled, then took Vita and her niece away from near me. The three of them walked forward towards the fishing game venue. From where I am now, I see Vita laughing cheerfully, looking very adorable. Unlike being with mom, Vita did not laugh after this.

Duh, my heart is a little strange to see Vita's interaction with the Goddess. It doesn't feel good, but I don't know what kind of feeling this is.

Almost half an hour of them water toys and fountains, I approached to bring Vita to eat.

The goddess also decided to finish with her play, inviting her nephew to finish.

"What are you wearing back?" I asked as we walked together towards the exit area not far from here.

"We're using angkot, anyway."

"What about me? Take the motor, it's also in the same direction."

"Nice, Man. Repotin," said Dewi.

"It's okay, we're neighbors. The time to meet here is left so, anyways the motor also fit for the foursome. Yes .. I actually want to ask for help too. Afraid that Vita will fall asleep on the bike I'm a little difficult, hehe," I said shyly, speaking the truth. It was a little difficult to carry Vita when the boy fell asleep because I had to hold his head with one hand while the other held the steering wheel. Somewhat dangerous especially this is already night even though the streets are quiet.

"I-iya, deh," said Dewi, sounding a tone of objection from what I caught, but he did not refuse as well.

"Eat first, yuk. I'll deal with it." I did not wait for the answer of the Goddess, deliberately pulling her hand to go to the dining place that was on the side of the road in front of the park. Know if he was just waiting for the answer he would have refused.

For some reason, a smile rose on my lips. His hands are warm. It's been a long time since I touched a woman other than my daughter and mother since my divorce with Hana. Duh, my chest tastes dag-dig-dug.

This place is quite crowded, lucky there are still lesehan places available. We sat on the carpet that had been provided with a short table here.

"What do you want to eat, Ma'am?" ask the Goddess. The goddess just kept silent yet to answer so I decided to ask Cio.

"What do you want to eat?" I asked the little boy.

"Chicken," answered the boy in embarrassment.

"You, Ma'am? What do you want to order?" I went back to the Goddess.

"Just like Cio, deh. I'm just the same Cio, afraid Cio will not eat. Honey," he said. I didn't agree with that so I refused.

"No, it's one time. Where full. This is Vita's first, I want a message." Vita I diverted it to her, then went to the seller to order food.

Four servings of food are now available in front of us, rice and fried chicken complete with lalap and also sambel. As for Vita I ordered catfish to be easy to chew.

We continued eating. Here I thought, we are like a little family with two children, a boy and a girl. It felt like this heart was getting warm and suddenly just wanted something like that. I lyrics Dewi who prioritizes Vita more than herself, feed the child more and ignore her food.

Ah, with this kind of situation I became more and more willing to ask the Goddess.

"Vita let me feed you, you haven't eaten before" I said as I reached out to ask my daughter. However, this time the unwilling Vita, she remained in the Goddess's lap and tightly held the woman's hand that was coiled around her stomach.

"Here you go, let it go, Vita won't. I ate this too, though. Afraid my hands are hot, man."

I smiled happily for his attention to Vita, if he saw that he was very sincere in looking after the child.

After eating, we went home. The goddess behind along with Vita, while in front of me was Cio. I've never ridden a motorcycle with another woman except with Ayu back then, when we were living together we didn't have a car. So remembered and also sad to remember our togetherness before.

Not half an hour later, we got home. The goddess waited for me to put the bike in, then I returned to take Vita who was already soundly asleep.

"Thank you, yeah. Have helped hold Vita," I told him.

"I also thank you for being invited to eat and delivered home" he said.

"Vita's toys thank you too."

The goddess looked down, looking like a shame. "In fact, say thank you to each other, anyway. I'll go home first, yeah. Sudha night, Cio was also sleepy like that," he said with a smile, but looked stiff.

"Eh, yes. Me either. Good night" I said to him.

"Night."

We did not reply to each other again, Dewi and Cio began to step foot into his house which was only blocked by one house to the left of my house.

I saw them go into his house. The goddess nodded her head before closing the door and I retorted with a nod of the head as well.

I also went into a house that was always quiet. The lights are still on, I'm still watching tv.

"Where are you guys from?" ask mom with a tone that sounds sniffy.

"Just from the park. Nih Hilman bring me catfish pecel." I keep a pack of crackles on the table.

"Catfish, seafood napa?" my mother sounds irritating.

"Thankful that much Hilman also remembered buying for Mom," I said and then went into the house, not wanting to hear the babbling mother with what I brought.

Huh. Fucking mother! Ayu had never complained about what I brought even though it was just fried.

Vita I put her on the bed, her thick jacket I opened slowly so that she would not be disturbed by her sleep. After that I lay down beside Vita. Tired of this body, tired of this mind if it gets home. It feels like I want to leave sometimes, but I can't bear to leave my own mother here.

Until midnight I couldn't sleep, confused as to what I was thinking. Even if I think about the problem we are facing right now I should be upset, but I even smile and remember the Goddess.

Arghhhh! What the hell am I thinking? Has my heart started to open up to other women?

The goddess? Do I really want him?