Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

23. Hana's Request, Tonight Only.

After my protest that night, Mas Hilman's attitude changed to me. He returned to attention as before. Although I have to face and see Hana's sour face every day, but I don't care. I just want my husband to behave fairly even if it feels difficult and may feel impossible. I just want Mas Hilman to pay attention to me like before there was Hana in our midst.

Mas Hilman just left for the office. As usual I drove him to the fence. This week is my day to be with him.

That night we made an agreement, of course there was Hana also between us. We must make everything clear so that no one else feels wronged or unappreciated. Although I saw that there was a dislike on Hana's face, but she should be able to accept it.

"Mom!" Hana's voice shocked me when I just closed the gate.

"Sorry before, Ma'am. Maybe I was presumptuous to talk like this to Mbak Ayu," he said with his head down.

"What's wrong?" my many.

"Annu ... I'm .. kangen with Mas Hilman. Couldn't Mas Hilman sleep in my room tonight? Some nights I couldn't sleep, my son wanted to be with his father" he said, which made me stare intently at him. His hand gently rubbed his slightly protruding stomach.

"You know, don't you know that this week Mas Hilman's ration is the same as mine?" tanju.

"Tau Ma'am, but .. I can't sleep without Mas Hilman. It's not me, either, Ma'am." Hana began to cry, she sniffled occasionally wiping the tears flowing down her cheeks.

"I beg you, Ma'am. Just tonight. My head has been dizzy for three days I did not sleep well" he said.

I was annoyed with him, but I also had a heart. Seeing the dark circles under her eyelids I felt sorry for them too. She is pregnant and lack of sleep will make her condition not good.

"Mbak, sorry. I know I shouldn't have asked this to Ma'am. Now this is the right of Mbak along with Mas Hilman, if not okay. I'm asking you to please just take me to the pharmacy" he said.

"What do you want to buy at the pharmacy?" Suddenly a woman's voice came from the house next door. He leaned his head over the iron fence that was only the chest of an adult. There is a broom that is now leaning against the fence in front of him.

"I can't sleep Miss Tari, want to go to the pharmacy want to find a sleeping pill that is suitable for pregnant women," replied Hana who made me surprised.

"Loh, can't do that!" exclaim Bu Dance quickly. "Pregnants should not take medicine!" he added.

Hana smiled at the ban from our neighbor. "What's up, Mom? I can't sleep if I'm not the same as Mas Hilman. I can only sleep if Mas Hilman elus is my son" he explained with a smile and stroked his stomach rather quickly.

"This week Mas Hilman's ration is the same Mbak Ayu?" The woman asked.

Hana answered quickly, "Yes, Mom. I'm still a long time, another week."

"Hana! It's not good to talk about such a thing to others." I warned Hana. It's our family's problem, don't let anyone know what's going on. They may think differently when they don't know what's happening.

"Sorry, Ma'am." Hana changed the look on her face with guilt. He lowered his head in while playing the edge of his clothes like a child who realized his mistake.

"I'm not scolding Hana. I was just warning you not to tell me anything like that" I replied.

"But pity Hana, Ma'am. Ma'am Ayu should be able to understand the situation of Hana who is pregnant. People who are pregnant are hormonal changes and can not if prohibited. Poor his son too." Ms. Tari gave an explanation. I knew without being told by him. All I want is for Hana not to tell me when it's time for us to share a husband.

"It's Miss Tari, it's my fault. Ma'am Ayu is right, outsiders don't need to know what's going on inside our house. Excuse me first," she told Ms. Tari.

"Sir, then Hana would like to ask permission to go to the pharmacy. Hana's got a motorcycle, "he said to me and then he walked quickly into the house without me stopping him.

"Mbak Ayu don't do that. Poor Hana. During pregnancy, you should take sleeping pills. Mbok yo Mbak Ayu succumbed to Hana. She is pregnant with her son Mas Hilman" she said.

"I also understand Mother Dance, I also want to follow Hana into the house. Please Miss Tari do not misunderstand our situation," I asked Ms. Tari. I don't want any bad gossip about our household.

"I go in first" I told him. Without hearing the answer I left Miss Tari who was still standing there.

Hana just came out of her room. He was already prepared with a sweater and a bag in his hand.

"You don't need to go to the pharmacy, you want me to take the blame for you taking sleeping pills?" My toot.

"Eh, no Ma'am. That's not what I meant. I just don't want to interrupt Mom's time with Mas Hilman. That's all!" answer it quickly.

"Can it be if you don't have to talk about us with the neighbors?" I gave a warning.

"Sorry about that. I just answered. Anu Mbak, then Hana will go first."

He was about to step up again, but soon I banned him.

"I told you you don't have to go to the pharmacy, I'd tell Mas Hilman to sleep in your room later that night" I replied quickly.

"Can, Ma'am?" tanyanya did not believe.

"If Mas Hilman wants to!" I shouted and then I went into my room, and heard him say thank you.

I sat by the bed, just silent about what had just happened. The risk of sharing a husband, especially my madam is pregnant young child from Mas Hilman. I had to start getting used to her pregnancy as well as her wishes.

My stomach quells are always flat, when in here will there be a life in my womb? I also want to feel pregnant. Mas Hilman still hasn't had time to go to the doctor with me.

A few days ago I told Mas Hilman what the doctor said. Mas Hilman finally wanted to listen and also agreed, but what is now a constraint is the cost. The cost of doing a baby tube program was not small, not to mention I had to raise money for the mother's operating expenses. Tomorrow I'll start looking for work again. Although it feels very difficult to get a job, but that does not mean if there is nothing at all.