Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

281. The Unused Regret

Pov Hilman's.

My job is getting heavier now when the factory exports abroad. Many of us have to go overtime for the smooth operation of all this. Listen from some other people, Arga has not come to the office for a few days. I'm so worried, usually he only comes two days or three days absent, but it's been five days he hasn't come. Ah, indeed the boss, is free to come and go at will.

I wanted to ask, but to whom? I obviously don't have Ayu's phone number, the number I know is off. Maybe it was because I often terrorized him, so he changed his number.

I was walking into the office room to report a note of incoming goods when I passed his secretary. I just asked the woman.

"Oh, Mr. Arga is on vacation with his family in the village," he said answering my question in a whispering tone, as well as his gaze circulating around, there was no one else near us. I sighed, looking suspiciously at the woman with the one child.

"Why Mr Hilman?" ask him with a little frown on his face.

"Eh, it's okay. I think Mr. Arga is sick, invisible from yesterday."

The woman placed her index finger in front of her lips. "Ssttt, I just say this is the same Mr. Hilman aja loh, others do not know. Later how else the minds of others, again export gini boss even vacation. I said gini because Mr. Hilman was Mr. Arga's friend. He said all you brought Bu Ayu to meet his family, make a four-monthly thanksgiving in the village," he said again that made me surprised.

"Well ... I mean Mr. Arga's wife is pregnant again?" I asked in shock, so soon after yesterday he just invited me to their son's aqiqah event?

"Yes, Mr. Arga said that."

"Oh, I don't know about holidays. Thank God, I am happy with this news. I thought Mr. Arga was sick not to come in" I said with a smile.

"Eh, I think Mr. Hilman already knows," he said. I shook my head and parted at the woman, about to continue looking for someone to give a report. The woman nodded and we parted there.

Thank God Ayu is now happy. Not like me who can only make him shackled with me. Realize that I was with him never took him outside, let alone visit his brother who was out of town. In addition to my work, I also take Ayu to mother's house more often when there is free time.

Ah, it feels sorry to have let her go too. If at that time I could understand him, if at that time I could make him happy, if ....

Just relying on 'andai' I won't be able to get Ayu back to me. Ayu is already a happy queen in the hands of the right man. Being a happy and perfect figure in the hands of that man. Obviously I lost, but that's it. Sorry can no longer make my life happy if I keep thinking about it.

Shaking the phone felt from inside my pants pocket. I took a phone from there and saw a message from my mother, just a request for me to go home soon.

I clucked in annoyance, not knowing what it was because of, but just reading mother's request. It feels upset if you often tell me to go home and it turns out that only mother whines are asking for this and that. Last time, Mom asked me to pay the debt at the store.

I continued my work without dialing in the phone again.