Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

264. What You Never ....

The doctor took me to another room, the beginning room when I had just come here, became my resting place for the next two days. Actually the doctor didn't forbid if I was going home tomorrow afternoon, but Arga wanted me to get treatment until I was really strong.

In a wheelchair, I was taken to the hospital room, but I asked the nurse to go to the baby's room first. Wanna see my baby.

Arga followed from behind, the hospital hallway was still quiet, this was around three in the morning, there were only a few night picket officers who were there, occasionally passing by us. Mother and Sister Sus were seen in front of the baby room. Put their faces on the big glass.

"Yu, look at your son! How handsome!" exclaim Mom while pointing in there. I was in front of the glass, Sister Sus a little step aside, giving me a place.

"Which one, Mom?" ask my mother. All babies seem to have the same face when he was born, but I saw one child with the same eyes and nose as his father.

"That, the second from the right," pointed at mother, and I saw her. It also has my name and Arga.

Sadly, tonight had to be separated from him.

Just a moment while we were there, the nurse took me to go to my room, leaving behind the figure of the little boy I had just born a moment ago. Slowly Arga moved me on the bed, pulling the blanket up to the stomach.

"Is anyone sick?" ask Arga to me. His treatment was gentle and always gentle with me. I shook my head.

"You want to eat? wanna drink?" he asked again, I shook my head as well. There was no desire to eat and drink, I remembered with my son.

"who will you give me? Did you find a name?" ask the mother who followed us.

"Already, Mom. There's a note on hp, we've collected some that might be suitable" said Arga.

"Alhamdulillah. When can I take it home?" ask mom again looks impatient.

"Not yet, Mom. No word from the doctor. Hopefully there is nothing to worry about and we can quickly bring him home" said I amiin by mother.

Mom and Arga were talking about names, without realizing I was asleep because I was so sleepy and tired.

***

In the afternoon I woke up from my sleep, hearing a slightly noisy voice. When I opened my eyes, I saw that there were some people in this room, sitting together with Arga on the sofa and chatting quietly. I see, Gara was also there on his father's lap.

"Mama!" the boy shouted when he saw me who was awake. He came down from Arga's lap and ran towards me, painstakingly climbed up the gurney and hugged me.

"Abang, careful. Watch out you can beat Mama!" aunt shouted with worry. Aunty approached, also with her son-in-law who was carrying a nearly two-year-old baby.

"Congratulations, Ayu. We are glad you gave birth. Arga just called us, so last night we didn't know you were here" said Bibi, hugging tightly, not forgetting a warm kiss on the top of my head.

"It's okay, Bi. Repot also if you notify midnight, pity if it interferes with the rest of the rest," I said.

"Heh, it's okay, Yu. Don't you always say it's a hassle. You will already be part of our family, moreover there will be additional new members in this big family. Do not hesitate if there is anything," said Bibi.

"Yes, Ms. Ayu. Do not hesitate, I am the daughter-in-law but it feels very comfortable with this family. All good does not distinguish the son-in-law and also his son," said the aunt's daughter-in-law. I smiled and nodded my head.

"We've seen it in the baby's room, very handsome," said aunty look happy.

"Yes, it's handsome, the mama is beautiful, the father is handsome." Sambar Arga from where he sat.

"But it's not fair because they all look like you, because they look like you, babies look like you, why do you buy them all?" asked Aunt while glancing at Arga. The man in the lyrics just smiled grimacingly.

"Nothing, now encouraged by his father, the next one is similar to his mother," said the aunt's daughter-in-law with a chuckle.

"Heh, just this morning lahiran has been playing next!" pause first one or two years, so that her brother can walk first, then get pregnant again," said the aunt while patting her daughter-in-law's hand. Everyone there laughed, including me. I don't know if I'm going to add up that fast or not, but I won't try to block him with anything.

"Mama, why don't you wake up brother?" ask Gara now who is laying down beside me. "Don't look for Mama earlier, she knew Mama was here. Kan Abang can not keep mama the same as grandpa," he said with a frown.

I looked at her lips and laughed. "His birth is midnight, if you wake up your brother will pity his brother will be sleepy," I said to him.

"will not. Brother if you take care Mama will not sleep!" he said with spirit.

I laughed again, he was a good boy, a very responsible child even though sometimes there were naughty.

"Now the baby's grandpa is also born, later Brother who guards yes. The grandpa's a boy, honey." I told him, whether he knew it or not.

"Yes, I know. Later Brother who take care of ya. Later that night you sleep here. Can you, Pa?" yelled at Arga. Arga was not huffing because he was talking to the others.

"Father! Not really, anyway!" the boy shouted irritatedly making the called one now turn his head.

"Eh, yes what?" ask Arga from his place.

"Later in the night you slept here?" her door.

"Don't, school tomorrow."

"Wouldn't. Anyway Brother will sleep here tonight. Take care of Mama!" her screams are getting louder. I closed my ears because of that.

"Eh, don't yell, pity Mama Ayu," the aunt warned Gara.

"Grandmother, you want to sleep here. Tell papa." Gara looked at aunt with pleading eyes. Aunty never had the heart if there was such a child, indeed basically the heart of aunty is very soft.

"Yes, Grandma said it to you, but don't yell." Pinta aunty.

Gara smiled as she nodded and hugged me tightly.

"Auntie spoils her too much." Arga was heard speaking in an annoyed tone. "Tomorrow because you have to go to school, Bi."

"Can go from here. It was okay last night, though. People love Mama kok banned," said Bibi then pinch the cheek pampam Gara.

"Pa, where's mom? I can't see?" I asked Arga.

"So mom came home first, she said she wanted to change clothes, right from last night mom here. Later that night, come back again, take care of you."

"Oh."

"Auntie also wants Yu, keep it here, but at home take care of the youngest. Want an exam, if not awaited later will not learn him," said Bibi regretfully.

"It's okay, Bi. It's also troubling that aunty sleeps in the hospital."

"It's not a hassle, Yu. But where do you want to sleep? There's no place." Arga cut my words. It's true too, if everyone wants to sleep here will sleep where? There is no place except on the floor.

Aunty and the others have come home from here, it's just me, Arga and Gara who are in this room, from now on Gara kept asking when the baby will be brought here. He wants to see her longer.

Before evening, the doctor and nurse brought my son inside the incubator to this room. Me and the others were very happy with him in our midst. Her loud crying sounds rang out as she was hungry. Her tiny hands were raised into the air once in a while she put them close to her mouth.

"Why is his grandpa so small?" ask Gara to me.

"Yes, dedek is indeed small, so you have to take care of him, huh?" my door to him. He nodded in understanding, then knocked on the glass of the incubator with his hand. I don't know when she'll be in my lap, sleeping in a bed with her.

My baby was crying loudly, my mother told me to suckle her, but when I tried to squeeze, no one came out of there.

"There's no water?" ask mommy. I nodded with worry.

"Nothing, Mom. How's this?" many confused. Mom approached and tried to help me squeeze once more, although it felt awkward to be held by mom but I might have done it wrong. A little bit of pain I felt, still nothing came out of there.

"Arga, has there really been no water?" ask mom now to Arga. Arga who was asked like that looked at mother in confusion.

"Eh, what water, ma'am?" the question then approached, as did Gara.

"If you are ...." Mother looked at Gara, with both her palms closing the child's ears. Because looking at me I don't understand.

"If you guys make love, don't you ever suckle? Don't you ever feel like there's water or not?" ask mother.