
I am happy because I have finally become a free man. It's not that I'm happy and free because no one is setting me up. Uh .. right. Nobody set me up!
Thank God, even with the title of single, but I don't care. Lent also has long since Mas Hilman did not give, but I still can eat well. Sleep well too.
She has recovered, no more pain in her head. The money left over from the surgery is still quite a lot, I return it to Diana as much as Diana lent it to me. And as for the payment for Mbak Wanda's services, the woman refused when I asked her how much I should pay her. He said no, because he wanted to help me. I'm not feeling good about him. Is it possible because Doctor Wira paid for me? But he answered, no. It's purely because he wants to help me.
Now I open a small shop in front of the house with the rest of the money I have. Not bad while waiting for the stall, I can also while typing in while waiting for buyers. Not big this place, only about the size of 2×3 meters. The spacious living room I shared with two to open this small shop. Soap, oil, salt, coffee, and snacks and drinks I sell. Whatever it is to be money is okay.
The sneers of the neighbors who were often suspicious of me no longer ignored me. What if the widow? Is anything wrong?
"Review not for long, will be smitten with the seller!" exclaimed a neighbor when there are other neighbors buy a shop and also coffee in my stall.
"What the hell, Ma'am!" the man in front of me. He seemed misbehaved and immediately took the change and left my stall.
I came out of the stall and saw the neighbor who was often a widow was taking clothesline.
"Mbak, what the hell is this Mbak. I only serve buyers, you know. How did he say that? Like I was a fool! Can't his mouth be guarded? Later if my customers do not want to come here again because it continues in the same julyidine, then there would be my wholesale responsibility?" ask me with annoyance
The woman was just misbehaving while pulling her last clothesline.
"Eh, Madam Ayu. Don't misunderstand me. I don't mean anyone else. I was just kidding. He has a wife in his house, just a joke. Yes, I want to finish this first," he pointed it at the clothes in his hand and then entered the house.
I can only take a rough breath. As long as I'm here, from the time I haven't divorced Mas Hilman and now that I'm divorced with him he still acts like that. Often say and make this heart feel in the pinch only. I was never like that to him.
"Why, Ma'am Ayu?" sinta's voice was heard back there. I looked at him, looking confused.
"Regular!" I answered and went inside the house. Sinta was only scolding because I didn't tell her the truth. If Sinta finds out about Julid's neighbor again, it could be as exciting as ever. Almost there is a jambak jambak event because of the talk of one neighbor.
"Assynnya!"
Just now I sat down and wanted to continue my writing show there was someone who said hello from outside.
"Greetings waalaikum!" I answered, then got up and walked out.
"Juice!" He smiled when he saw me. I just returned his smile with a forced.
I let him in and sit on the couch. My laptop closed back and I took it off the table.
"A little while, I made you a drink, yeah." My husband asked her to wait.
"Ah, no need. No, Madam Ayu. I'm only here for a minute, all right." His hand waved quickly in front of his chest
I sit back.
He seemed to be misbehaving when I asked for his arrival.
"Anu .. I, would like to take Ms. Ayu to my brother's wedding. I kind of do, if I come alone," he said with embarrassment. The slumped glasses she re-energized in place.
"Doctor Hero!" My mother's voice cried, now stepping closer towards us. Uh, I guess Mom's still asleep. Duh, this ....
"What's up, Doctor? Is there a need?" Mom sat down next to me, smiling happily. I seem to understand the look on Mom's face like that.
Astaghfirullah, suudzon indeed, but what I have in mind right now is! My mother is suspicious!
"Eh, this is Miss Diah. I came here to ask for help with Ms Ayu" he said shyly.
"Seek what, yeah." Mom is getting enthusiastic.
"If I may, and if I allow it of course, I would like to ask Ms. Ayu to accompany me to my brother's wedding."
Uh, what the fuck. I haven't said it yet!
"Doctor, I haven't said yes," my protest looked at him sharply. Doctor Wira smiled clumsyly.
"Well, it can't be like that, ah! Doctor Wira has helped us a lot, when you do not want to help Nak Wira!"
Uh, why call from the Doctor so son?
"Mom, it's okay if Ma'am Ayu doesn't want to. Maybe Ayu's busy!" the Hero Doctor said quickly, he felt unwell, smiled awkwardly and looked lethargic on his face.
"Well, nothing busy. His job is just at home. Anyway Yu, you go outside, get wind so you don't stay home!"exclaim Mother by looking at me.
Mom talked, what can I do? Wanting to protest again in front of guests also feels disrespectful. Later if Doctor Wira comes home I will protest with Mom!
Doctor Wira is home now, he'll pick me up the day after tomorrow. I just smiled at the table earlier. Forced. Actually I feel bad if I've been out with a man when my iddah period is still not finished.
"Mother just doesn't feel good about Doctor Wira, Yu! The doctor has helped us a lot, the hell you do not want a little help Doctor Wira? In any case if it wasn't for Doctor Wira who also introduced you to Madam Wanda, you would have trouble finding a lawyer," said Mother when I protested.
"Let's know that's the case, ma'am. Ayu also will not forget that Doctor Wira who has helped us a lot, but Mother please deh. Ayu has just divorced, the period of iddah is not finished. What do people say later? And again, Ayu doesn't want to be in touch with anyone else, Mom. Ayu wants to rest first and rearrange this heart."
I look sad and feel guilty seeing me angry.
"So you're wrong, yes, if you want a Hero Doctor who accompanies you later in life?" ask Mom with a wit. His eyes look beautiful. I always couldn't stand it and also felt bad about what I said earlier.
I hugged Mom from the side, keeping my chin on her shoulder.
"Well don't blame Mom, but it also doesn't justify what you're doing right now. It's just, Ayu does not want to connect with others, Ayu wants to enjoy the solitude of Ayu, and take care of Mom," I said.
"Yes, Mom. Please, if there is a Doctor of Hero, please do not be like that again. Besides Ayu there is no heart with Doctor Wira, pity also he who is like given hope by us," I said. Mom stroked my arm and nodded slowly.
"I'm sorry, Yu."