
As she resumed her sleep after the completion of the Fajr Prayer, she did not change her clothes at all. Quickly back into the dream. It was seen that he fell asleep not long after laying down himself. I am very proud of this child, he is not difficult to wake up, not disturbed sleep protest because he has to carry out his obligations even though it is still far from his obligation, where he is obliged to perform prayers at the age of fifteen years for boys.
Gara's forehead did not escape the touch of my lips, a tribute to him who was very obedient. Because a little move in his sleep, but not to wake up because of my actions.
"We're back in the room?" asked Arga, his hand folded the prayer rug that was used.
"Yes" I said. We went back to the room after finishing our prayer room.
Arga patted the side of the bed after I folded my face. I said, sitting in front of him. He came closer and laid himself on my lap.
"Eh, I'm going downstairs to prepare breakfast" I said. It's five o'clock in the morning, it's time to cook and beberes.
"There's an assistant, don't bother yourself, I'll get hooked" he said.
"Oh, here. Elus. I want to bode with you" he said again, taking my hand and placing it on his head.
"Yes my. My husband is so spoiled" my whole seloroh.
Arga did not respond, she simply closed her eyes and hugged me tightly. Her breath felt warm in my stomach.
"I'm very happy" he said slowly.
"Married to you was my dream. You know what, Yu? When we first dated, I always prayed that we would be met with a very good and happy situation. I pray to live my life to the end with you. Maybe I'm selfish, and his name is human. I want to live a happy life, but .. Because of that incident we have to split up and I have to marry someone else, as well as you. You have to marry another man. I feel guilty for you, Yu. You must have been disappointed in me, right?" ask Arga. He brought up old wounds that I didn't want to remember anymore.
"Why are you asking again? You know the answer, right?" askaku. Arga smiled, there was a small laugh after that.
"I just feel guilty once. Now we are together with our circumstances, our advantages and disadvantages. Will you live with me until the end of your life?" asked again, his head he turned, looking at me with gentleness.
I smiled, patting Arga's forehead a little hard. "No need to ask and ask, I'm already your wife. Will definitely accompany you anytime. Yes ... as long as you can I believe and also do not mess out there," I said in a firm tone. Arga's forehead shriveled, he woke up quickly, visible on his face it did not accept what I said.
"Hey, how do you talk like that? That means you don't trust me?" ask her in a dislike tone.
"I was once betrayed. It hurts so much. Even if you are loyal, but many women out there are still expecting you, Ga," I said softly. I dare not look him in the face. Afraid she was angry actually, but powerless also held back the tightness while recalling at our reception party a few days ago, many women were still staring at Arga with hopeful gazes. What's more with the girl named Letta, clearly and deliberately hugging and kissing Arga's cheek in front of my eyes. I'm jealous, I admit it!
Arga brought himself closer to me. He cupped my face with both of his warm palms. I wiped the corners of my tears that I didn't think were wet.
"Don't you think bad, Yu. There are a lot of women who want me, but not so much with me. I'm a loyal person, maybe even if Haifa doesn't die I'll live life with her. Especially with you by my side."
"I'm not saying this just to please you, but this is the truth of my deepest heart, Yu. I love you so much, I won't let you down. If I do that, my life is in your hands" he said in a trembling tone. The look in his eyes was so sharp that it locked my eyes, unable to be distracted from him.
Arga took me into his arms. Feeling the rumbling in his chest that was not because of. His breathing was also heard very clearly, up and down due to emotions.
"Please, don't equate me with him. I don't want you to have such thoughts, Yu." Her request. I nodded, wiping away the tears that had flowed freely, sliding down my veil.
Do I have to learn to trust this man? Is he right not to disappoint me?
"Don't cry, Yu. I'm sick to see you sad like this. Don't equate me with anyone else. Okay?" doors again. I'm nodding.
Yeah, I gotta learn to trust him. He is my husband, although it may not have to be a hundred percent because I also have to guard myself from other possibilities, but at least I have to increase my trust level a little to this man. I hope he is the right guy who can make me happy.
"I want to cook it" I said pushing his chest. Arga shook his head.
"Some one will cook" he said.
"I want to raise my mood, Ga. It's better to be able to distract my bad thoughts with busyness. Let me not think of anything bad, think of anything else." I asked.
Arga nodded his head, he stroked my head slowly.
"On that, I'm sorry. Not–"
"That's it. I really understand. Your bad experience teaches you to be careful. I-i understand. I also learned from my previous experience that maintaining what is mine should be done so that I do not regret it in the end."
"So, you're feeling sorry for not being able to love Haifa?" ask again.
Duh. I'm stupid! Why am I asking this. Am I jealous of someone who is gone?
"Do not know either. Maybe a little regretful, feeling guilty too, for never giving him a good thing. Even though what he gave me was the maximum, including the existence of Gara in my life," he said slowly.
"I'm .. I'll be the best. Can I surpass him?" I stared at him. He smiled and stroked my head gently.
"Of course, even if you don't ask and don't do such a thing, you're always the best for me" she said, taking my hand and kissing the back of the hand gently.
"You want to cook, right? Come on, I'll help you" he said, then got up and pulled my hand.
"Eh, aren't you going to sleep?" my many.
"Gak ah, it is better to please the wife by cooking together. I haven't cooked in a long time" he said. I smiled hearing his words. We went down together.
It felt so empty after the conversation. Ah, maybe it's my fault too, I shouldn't have brought up that thing that caused our mood to drop. While on the way to the cycle, Arga did not let go of my hand at all.
In the kitchen there was already an assistant who was sweeping, he greeted upon seeing us and looked confused.
"Sir, let us cook" I asked him.
"Eh, but Miss ...."
"Bak off cook this morning, let Ayu's mother cook breakfast for us. Just cook for the others." Now Arga spoke up. Although his face looked uncomfortable, but the assistant I had expected to be four heads old nodded and continued his work.
"What do you cook?" arga asked as I looked at the contents inside the refrigerator.
"What do you like to eat?" ask her.
"In addition to green vegetables, carrots he still likes," said Arga.
"What do you ask me to eat?" ask her with a little protest.
I looked at him, smiling sweetly. "My dear husband, what does my husband want to eat this morning?" ask me with a soft tone. Arga is approaching me.
"I want it anyway, eat you," he whispered softly.
I immediately distanced myself from him, this face was hot to hear his words like that.
"Seriously, why are you joking?" ask her.
Arga chuckled softly. "I'm serious too!" he said with a small laugh. If only you hadn't hurt I'd eaten yesterday" he whispered again.
Ah, hot. I just want to get in the freezer.
"Arga stop! I asked seriously, not playfully," I told him.
"I'm serious, you know. Do you think I'm kidding?" ask with a sharp look.
I glared at him. Fuck up! I wonder if he ate anything joking, anyway!
Arga grabbed me and grabbed my waist, anchored his chin on his shoulder. "I'm not fussy, eat anything I can. Moreover, you who cook will certainly be very good even if only eggs plunge," he said.
"Are you and I allergic?" my many. Arga shook his head.
"If there is no Gara. If I'm allergic to a woman other than my wife" he said.
Ye, keep fighting!
"I'm serious, honey." Start having to remember this call, right?
"I'm also serious" he said again, hugging the tighter I started to feel hot from it.