Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

234. Apologizing

"Why? You hungry? Time to take the medicine." His words just now seemed to unconsciously remind me. Hearing the word medicine, I remembered what I had experienced. It feels better that this soul.

"I'll get you some rice?" ask again.

"No need. Just want some bread" I said.

Arga started to take the bread sheet and asked me if I wanted jam or milk.

Duh, how bad it feels. Things that I very rarely get and can give to Arga, suddenly blocked by my current state. After I recover, I will give my best for him. I hope my mood will be better later.

"It." He thrust the bread at me, and I soon got up, leaned comfortably on the head of the bed, and ate the bread in annoyance.

Aaaah! I feel like screaming. Wanna cry too. It's the mood of a pregnant woman like this, huh?

"You want more?" tanyakanya.

"It." Reject me. The medicine now Arga gave and also water, I drank it once, the little medicine was not an obstacle for me to eat it all at once.

"Yes, already. Sleeps. Rest. I want to see Gara first," he said, raising the blanket over my body that was lying down.

"Pa, will you go to the office?" ask him before I leave.

"I want it at home, if I may." He laughed a little while scratching his head.

"Yes already. Don't go if you don't have too much work. Mama's just sleeping, huh?" my door. Arga smiled happily at my words. He came back and kissed this cheek. More sad and want to cry because the treatment can not make something channeled.

"OKAY. I'll go upstairs first."

Arga went out from before me. I looked at his wide back, now disappearing behind the closed door of the room.

Pillow I took and I covered this face. Shouts loudly, but I still know the limits of my voice. Didn't want to make the others panic and run over here.

"Aaaakhhh!!!" Satisfied with some screaming, I stopped him. Tears are pouring down the corner of my eye.

Why does it feel like this? Don't like it at all! It's not good when what I want I can't get. All this time, I've never felt like this. Piss off! Just pissed!

The door opened, Arga entered and then Gara followed behind him.

"Mama, you're gonna take a nap here, okay?" ask Gara for permission when it's in front of me. I shifted a little and patted the empty spot beside me. With a big smile the boy climbed onto the bed, faced me and hugged me tightly. That soft hair I elus slowly. Sholawat chants as usual accompany Gara in his sleep.

"Papa's going to sleep, okay?" ask my husband with a smile. I just nodded my head without stopping my sholawat chant. He began to open his suit, shirt, and shoes, and then started to ride behind me, a little far away because usually I asked him far away like the previous nights.

Arga was seen playing hp while leaning on the head of the bed, the man was not wearing clothes. Don't you know her, her sexy body makes me even harder to hold back?

"Pa, can't sleep" I said in a spoiled tone. Yeah, I admit I just spoke in that tone. I don't know. This time he wanted me to.

"Why?" tanyanya, hp that is in his hand he keeps on the nightstand. He tilted his body towards me.

"You're hugged," I asked. Arga smiled and patted her arm, I made a pillow and immediately hugged her body tightly. A fragrant aroma wafted under my nose from her pure white skin. This makes myself more upset.

"Your stomach still hurts?" ask Arga.

"No, no, no."

"Thank God then. You have to rest a lot. The doctor said earlier, I have to fast for the next week," he said with a piety on his lips.

Haaah! Long time!

Wanting me to scream, I who was wanting instead seemed to have got my own karma for rejecting him and often disappointed him.

"Sorry, yeah. You must have been hurt a lot because I often refuse, huh?" many fear. I dare not look him in the face.

"Why is it hurt?"

"It's about me who often refuses that you want to fuck."

Arga laughed a little. "Son, lah. It's natural. I also do not think too much about it, indeed the mood of pregnant women is different. I also know what the doctor explained. Sorry, yes. If I often make you upset," he said, kissing my cheek with anxiety.

I'm not feeling good about him. Ever since I became pregnant, I often didn't understand myself. Sometimes after Arga and Gara leave, I get sad myself. Locking the door and crying in the room. Don't know because of what.

It's also often if I feel irritated for no reason, and I can only cry after they both leave.

"It has. Sleep, yuk. I was sleepy," he said, then tightened his arms at me.

"You haven't eaten, have you?" I remember Arga not having lunch. I don't think the morning either. I don't know if when I passed out earlier, but it was impossible for him to eat at such a time.

"Not yet, later. I'd rather take a nap with you" he said again.

I smiled happily. Now more hugs me on his body and began to close these eyes.