Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

58. You're Happy, Not Me!

"Assalamualaik." The sound of someone sounding from the outside instantly opened the door and went inside. Our reflexes all turned towards the origin of the sound. Two grown men were seen there.

"Sir. That, Sir. Please get him out of here." Appoint Sinta to know who, but he clearly asked them to expel Mas Hilman from here.

"Please, Sir. Ma'am Ayu doesn't want to but he's still pushy!" Shouted Sinta again with emotion. Now the wooden rattan hammer in his hand was pointed towards Mas Hilman.

Mr. RT and his father Sinta came closer to us.

"Mas Hilman, is there something that Mas Hilman needs to say, until he meets at a curfew like this? I get a report from his Father Sinta if in this house there is a commotion. Is true?" ask Mr. RT to Mas Hilman politely.

"Why is Mr RT any more? It's obvious he's making a rowdy and disturbing the peace of this house, still being asked!" exclaim Sinta with a worried tone.

"Love!" reprimand Pak Handoyo while keeping his index finger in front of his mouth. Instantly Sinta fell silent to get a reprimand from her father.

"What is the problem until I get a report from Mr. Handoyo if there is a commotion at home? Can we talk together?" ask Mr. RT patiently and politely.

Hilman seemed silent.

"Sir RT, I want to split with Mas Hilman, but Mas Hilman does not want to." I speak for him who is silent. Hilman looked at me sharply. As from inside her eyes protested.

"Can we talk together? I as the head of RT do not want if my citizens have difficulties." Mr. RT pointed towards the sofa politely.

"Sorry, Mr. RT. This is not the business of Mr. RT. This is my household business together with my wife," said Mas Hilman finally. He once again shrunk his nose with a handkerchief until it was clean.

"If you can talk about it well, that's okay. But this has already been reported to me and from Mbak Ayu also seems reluctant to this meeting. Is Mbak Ayu bothered by the arrival of Mas Hilman?" This time Mr. RT asked me.

"Honestly yes, Mr. RT. I get annoyed every time my husband comes, just to say I have to think clearly so as not to part with him. But I don't want to. I don't want to be with Mas Hilman anymore."

"Dark! Why are you telling someone else about our household?" snarled Mas Hilman to me.

"Our household, but if I'm uncomfortable with you and don't want to keep this marriage, then you keep pushing me. Do I have to put on a mask and pretend to be okay?! I have to pretend to be happy with this obscure marriage, right?" ask her.

"You're happy with me, Yu. It's just that you haven't been able to fully accept him and my son!" mas Hilman.

I laughed softly hearing him speak like that, then slightly shrank my tears that came out from the corner of the eye. Everyone there looked at me in wonder.

"Only you are happy with him, Mom. Only thou. I'm not. You only give words to calm me, but not to try to make me happy" I told him.

"Already, Mas. I told you I was giving up. I've been saying that a long time, haven't I?" I asked Mas Hilman.

"It's time you were happy with her. I'm sincere, Mas. Besides, it's true what your mother said. Don't know until when I'll give you a child, Mas. I'm just an obscure woman. Your mother is also very dear to Hana, then do you also not understand how I feel to see Mother distinguish me?" I asked Mas Hilman.

"I'm going to tell Mom to give the same attention" he said, not giving up.

"That's it. You just go home. I still don't want to go back with you" I said languidly.

"I'm tired of arguing with you, Mom. I want to achieve my own happiness" I said again.

"Mas Hilman, is it clear with the answer from Mbak Ayu? Please Mas Hilman no longer bother Ma'am Ayu, let alone come these nights and make a row." Mr. RT spoke to Mas Hilman, Still in a friendly tone of voice.

"Is it because of that man?" ask Mas Hilman to me. He did not comment on the words of Mr. RT.

"Sir RT, I came here because Ayu was seen walking with other men. Am I wrong if I come here just to ask that? He wanted to part with me because of that man, sir. She's still my legal wife!" exclaim Mas Hilman on Mr. RT.

I just want to throw Mas Hilman's head against the wall. Let him be aware of what he just said. She said that I shouldn't tell other people about domestic affairs, but what is this now? He's the one who told me shit that he doesn't yet believe is true.

"Sir RT please get this man out of my house. I don't want to deal with him anymore." I ask Mr. Rt with a plea.

"Mas Hilman, please," said Mr. RT while pointing to the door still politely.

"Just ...."

"Oh yes, Mas. And I ask you if you should give me the marriage book you're hiding. Or you will I report to the police on the case of an unauthorized marriage and now hide important documents from the owner" I told Mas Hilman.

He shook his head. Looked at me with a disappointed look.

"I didn't think you could kick me out, Yu. You are not the Ayu I know anymore" said Mas Hilman.

"Mas Hilman, please listen to what Mbak Ayu asks, or we will do something more emphatic than this" RT said in a firm tone.

I just kept silent and said nothing, just stared at him fearlessly. Hoping if he doesn't make a fuss over this expulsion.

"I'm waiting for that wedding book in the near future, Mas. If you don't want to also hand over the book, I won't hesitate to do what I said just now" I said in a cold tone.

Now the look on that face is no longer friendly. There is a picture of the anger that arose after hearing what I said just now. His jaw was hardened, his lips were shaking as if he was holding something back.

The head once again shook.

"Just do it!" he said with annoyance, then he turned around and walked past Mr. RT and also Mr. Sinta, leaving us without saying goodbye.

We looked at that back that now disappeared in the darkness of the night. There was the sound of a car engine running and then away from this house.

Mom touched her chest which is now up and down. Looking limp until now Sinta threw a rattan in her hand and caught the weak body. I was the same, catch the body of Mother who is now slightly staggered.

"Mother!"