Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission

Sharing Love: My Husband Married Without My Permission
267 Hilman at Aqiqah Event



Hilman


I've been working for almost a week at Arga's company. Thank God there are no people here who incriminate me. They're all very nice, some people want to help me explain and guide if I feel confused about my work. Honestly, I've never held a barn before. It's my first time, but I have a lot to learn in order to give my best to this company, to the kind person who has given me this job.


I have a lot of work to do today. The goods that come should I record and I supervise, calculate everything to be valid with other records. I try to work as best as I can, if it is wrong to take notes of course that will bother me myself as well.


Some items have been taken down inside the warehouse from a box car belonging to the company. Some sacks in the form of raw materials for the manufacture of yarn that will be processed back into sheets of cloth and then cut and sewn so that eventually become beautiful clothes. At first I didn't know how to make clothes, even though I only knew it was the process but here I can learn a lot. During my break I occasionally go to other parts, some machines make me curious. It turns out that the manufacture of clothes is not easy enough complicated from basic materials.


The people here are also very friendly. Although sometimes I find one or two people talking to me in a tone that I think he doesn't like my presence. Moreover, I entered with a connection here, through Arga. But yes, it is. It is also called job risk. The most important thing here is that I work together like everyone else. If only thought of with my diploma of course I could get more than this, but back again to the age, I lost to the young people of today.


Not wanting to drag on in my mind, I immediately walked towards the cafeteria. After a few minutes ago struggling with the work of lowering and also taking notes, this is the time for rest to arrive. I walked to the cafeteria and sat there. Not many acquaintances that I can talk to, besides the position of the supervisor is quite respected, sometimes some people choose to hang out with people who are equal to them. Though I personally will not sort and choose who will be my friends, even though they are my subordinates.


"Hilman," call someone. When I turned my head I found my boss approaching and sitting in front of me. The food that I almost put in my mouth now I keep it on the plate.


"What's up, sir?" Even though he is one year below me, but I also have to respect him as my superior.


"Are you the day after the show?"


I thought for a moment, I mean if Arga asked like that.


"none. What's up, sir? Are we gonna be overtime again?" ask him, if it is true will be overtime of course I am very happy to get extra money at the beginning of the month.


"Not overtime. But I specifically invite you at home for our child's aqiqah event" he said.


"Alhamdulillah, has Ayu given birth? Uh, I mean Ayu's mother? when is she born?" I am correcting my words, even though she is my ex-wife but now she is also the wife of my boss.


"Thank God, there's been about five days. We want to hold an aqiqah event the day after tomorrow, all giving her a name," he said with a friendly smile.


"Thank God, I am glad to hear this happy news. May I know a man or a woman?" ask him. It is indeed in this heart that there is joy to hear that Ayu has given birth. There was a little envy as well.


"Male. Thank God even though he was born not yet in time but he was born healthy" he said again.


"I just want to say that. If Mas Hilman would like us to wait for his presence together with the family," he said again.


I was speechless to hear it, Family, shouldn't I also take mom?


"God willing, I will try to come. Thanks for the invitation."


She smiles. "I'll send you a full address message. I'm waiting for his presence."


"of course. I will also be happy to receive an invitation from you," I replied to his invitation. He smiled and then left. I continued my meal.


I heard a vague rumor in my ear. I understand because I used to be like them when someone entered the company because of a connection from the boss. It turned out this way, now I'm experiencing it.


I continued eating, not caring about the rumors that were still heard. The food on the plate should be spent immediately and returned to the warehouse. Lots of work today, hopefully I can get home on time.


"That's good to know the boss" said someone when I returned to the warehouse. All I know is he's a supervisor from the other side, in control of a big thread machine.


"What's so good?" ask me to pretend I don't know.


"Different if the acquaintance is the same boss.Lunch is just samperin," he said sounding cynical. I just smiled in response to his words. There is no point in arguing with such a person.


"Udah entered through the connection, lunch was samperin boss, can quickly rise to the rank of an office person," he said again. I returned not to pacify him, preferring to concern myself with my own work.


"Eh Mas, even though you came in with a connection from the boss but here we work together, yes. Don't arbitrarily work, stick to the boss, tell the boys as they please." He continued to talk raved indistinctly until these ears were hot.


"Have you finished not speaking yet?" ask me to cut her words.


"Although here I enter because of the connection from the boss, but here I work like you guys. There is no such thing as discrimination against other workers. Didn't you know that I was also carrying sacks? Why are you only looking at me because of the connection? Why look at me because I know my boss? Can't you see me from the performance? I work here just like you, it makes no difference. Although I know the boss, I am close to him, but precisely because I know him I have to work hard. That's because he believed in me" I said at length. I decided to leave that man. Afraid of going crazy. Especially since I still can't control my emotions.


Not only did I just say that, but here I also really worked like everyone else, helping to lift the sack from the box into the trolley. Indeed they think I'm in because my connection is just a job just pointing like that?


Sometimes I think it feels bad if they look at me like that. But back to my situation if I give up. When will I get a good job? When else would I be able to earn a lot of money to collect Vita's medical expenses?


"I don't know, the world of work is already ordinary like this. Maybe this is also karma for myself, I used to be lulidin people, now I'm the artist." I laughed making some of my subordinates laugh as well.


Here I must indeed be humble, if I used to be arrogant in the company, here I would not behave like that anymore. We work together, we both get money, even though the designations we have are different.


"this is all done," said one of the other young men from inside the box car. I also saw that there was nothing else there. My hand gesture was coded as he closed the door of the box car and took the car out of here.


I along with other colleagues began to clean up the goods that came just now. Start making reports of incoming goods and then do another check.


...***...


Like I promised Arga yesterday I came to his house. Deliberately not invite Mom because I'm afraid that mom will make trouble there. Given now his attitude has become unstable and sometimes I can't manage it at all. I lied by telling Mom that we were going to visit the doctor's house for a consultation.


Actually it's not nice to leave Mom like that, but seeing from the war I'm very afraid if something unexpected happens later.


I ride my bike with Vita in the sling. Vita I wear a thick jacket and also a hat and shoes, actually not good exposed to the afternoon wind like this, but how else? to rent a taxi online I can't afford. The money in my wallet is running low, I can only leave and I'm sure it won't make it home later.


The trip was a little long because I drove my bike at a moderate speed, avoiding the cold wind. Vita had been chattering cheerfully, like that if I take him out on a motorcycle. He rarely took me away, because of my busy life all this time. Today the work at the factory is only half a day because it is Saturday, and also I got an invitation from Arga yesterday. I'm using this time to go alone with Vita.


We arrived at Arga's house for almost two hours. I noticed that the house was huge. The cars in the garage there look good, and from the brand I know that the car is expensive. A little hesitant to enter the house, I saw my clothes that might not be worth it when compared to them. I honestly am less. I was silent in front of his house, confused whether to continue in or go back home.


"Eh. Hilman why don't you come in?"


I turned my head when I heard that voice.


Duh, at a time like this when I want to go back just meet the host instead.


"Let's go inside, Ayu must have been waiting for you," he said shouting from inside the car. I nodded my head, moving my hand a sign that he would come in first. Intentions want to go home I canceled, already found out I was here. Butut motor with smoke coming out of the exhaust is now entering the house.


Ah, I think I'm getting smaller here. I was a little sorry that I decided to come.


"Let's quickly enter the event maybe soon will be carried out," he said while moving his hand asking me to enter. The helmet I was wearing I hung on the motorbike, also with the Vita sling I removed and I kept it together with the helmet. Staring at the rows of cars that are there is very obvious if my vehicle is the least worthy.


"Let's go in together" he said again, holding out a hand rubbing my daughter's head. I was stunned because of his attitude just now. Sometimes I wonder if he has no jealousy? Invited me to work for his company, which now invites me to an important event. Did he not have any thoughts or jealousy when I met his wife?


Inside the house there were already many people present, I circulated my gaze there was nothing I knew here except ....


I lowered my head as my gaze collided with someone. Obviously the woman who used to be very friendly smile towards me is now flat-faced and seems to not care about my presence here. I realized he must still be angry, who would accept if I did evil to his son.


Vita looks happy to see so many people here. Maybe because at home she is always alone with her mother or the occasional Goddess comes to the house.


"Eh you've come?" Ayu approached along with the baby. He looked very handsome once again similar to his father. It seems a little unfair to Ayu, why not look like her mother?


Ayu rubbed Vita's head, a smile on her lips, some who were there looked in wonder at us. Maybe because I'm a stranger here.


"Yes, I don't feel good if I don't come, I was invited yesterday with Arga. I'm sorry I couldn't bring Mom, and I didn't bring anything" I said embarrassedly.


"It's okay, really."


Ayu nodded while smiling. "I think I understand why you didn't bring mom" he said.


I smiled ashamed of his words. There may still be a sense of displeasure in his heart towards mother.


"What's her name so pretty?" ask him to take my daughter's cheek.


"Name Vita."


"Oh, beautiful Vita!" Ayu invites Vita to speak and is greeted by Vita with her distinctive shout. Vita is not fluent in speaking, maybe because of the pain that doctors think can make a little slow growth.


"Mas I went there first huh. Please enjoy the dishes that are here, do not hesitate," she told me I just nodded in response and then she went closer to her husband.


This aqiqah study event went well, for me this event is quite lively, because it brought a marawis group and also invited orphans. I was happy and happy to see Ayu's smile there. He found the right man for her. People who can accept it well and also sincerely.